it's been a while since my last blog and a lot has happened since. i finished my second ftv, had a car crash on my way back from bandung (let's say im so glad i wore my seat belt!!), shot an exciting episode of mobbed in sukabumi where i tried wallclimbing, rapelling and other outdoor activities that really gave me the adrenaline rush since im afraid of heights. I also went to jogja as a volunteer with my youngest sister charlotte to help out which really felt good, and my fox terrier dog "Axe" died 2 days ago.

when i look at what i just wrote im like...hmmm thats alot of ups and downs for almost three weeks without blogging. i was glad i finished my ftv since its hours of work per day,  the car crash was horrible my car couldnt start but good thing nobody got hurt. i didnt drive cus i was asleep when it happened...hmmm Anyway then i got rid of my fear of heights...well a small part of it lets say since i always stress out before taking a flight :P

my trip to jogja was satisfying and overwhelming...to see the victims still smile after all they've been through. im so happy i got to participate with OBI (obor berkat indonesia) to distribute food, clothes, blankets and other needs. its a different feeling when you're there on the spot...hard to describe with words...

then my dog got hit by a car just in front of my house. i was sleeping when it happened. he decided to run out the gate that day...sigh...im not gonna write too much about my dog.

So i've been shooting my usual mtv shows and im really looking forward to going to france at the end of the month to go see my family and friends there...i think i need a break :] summer in paris...ah! i just looove it!

 bisouxxxxxxxx

                         ~cat~