There was this 15-year-old girl who`s really afraid to do something just to break her fathers rules. She tries to be a good daughter. Her father kept on reminder her that she`s not allowed to have a relationship, or boyfriend. Sad isn`t it? But for her it`s nothing. She has many suitors and poor them, they end up not with her. When it comes to love, like what her friends says, she`s really good on giving advices. She doesn`t why and how but all she hows is she understand everything about love. The girl loves to stay home and do nothing aside from studing.

This girl discovered a new hobby, chatting. She`ve met many friends there and people who wants to be her boyfriend but, yeah, no one got her.

One night, this guy pm`d her and she was like--"who`s this guy? he`s good-looking huh? wwaa, don`t want to chat with him, he looks scary and i`m not good in english. I don`t want him to laugh at me but hey, just this night. It`ll not harm."--they did chatted and she thought that she`s totally wrong about this guy although they just met hours ago. The girl kept on saying sorry about her english but the guy don`t really mind about it. They kept on chatting until the guy asked the girl to be his girlfriend. The girl was shocked and thought that the guy was just playing games with her and he`s 24 and not flip, everythings wrong. She`s not allowed to have a boyfriend. She said NO but the guy insisted. She kept on saying no until she accidentally said yes. She doen`t know what to do but the guy was happy about it. And just thought that it`ll be just a 'fling' relationship since she doesn`t like him at all. Before they signed out, the guy told the girl to go online again the next days and she said yes.

The girl was walking through her room and kept on thinking of what she has done. She told herself to keep it a secret. No one will be able to know about it, well except for her bestfriend. She decided to go to sleep because it`s late already but before going to sleep, she prayed and asked for god`s guide.

She went online again and saw him there. She didn`t mind at all and just pm`d her friends saying hi. The guy pm`d him and they started to chat. She just can`t believe that she now owns a guy with a great body, face and personality. Everything changed about what she thinks to white men coz of how he treats her.

Days had passed and the girl can`t do it anymore. So, she broke up with him. She even told him some bad words just to hate her but the guy didn`t gave up and asked her why she`s doing it. At first, the girl doesn`t want to but at the end she gave up and told him that she`s falling for him, The guy didn`t get it, and he kept on asking the girl why is she breaking up with him if she loves him already. The girl can`t answer that because she dont want to let him know that she`s not allowed to have a boyfriend. All she did was to cry and cry. And the girl kept on saying that she doesn`t know why although she knows the real reason. The girl singed out and never went online.

She started her old life again, having fun with her friends and studying really hard. On the 1st week, she`ll just cry in the middle of the class and her classmates and teachers just comfort her. But after her talk with her bestfriend, she got much better. She made herself busy and didn`t think about this guy again.

She realised that she miss her friends on inet, so, she went online. And she`s happy to see them online and chatted with them. The guy went online, she doesn`t know what to do but to stay calm. He didn`t pm`d him. She thought he already forgot about her. She started going online again and chatting with her friends. And she always see him online.

One night, the guy pm`d the girl and they chatted as if nothing happend. They girl was shocked coz of what she`d read. It says there--"i want you back"--but she said no and went offline. 

October morning, since it`s their sem break, she went online really early and excited to chat with her friends. She`s shocked when the guy pm`d her and said hi. She don`t know what to do, but she thought--"hey, it`ll not harm me". They chatted as if nothing happend 3 months ago. And she`s happy coz nothing changed. Since that day, they`re chatting again. The girl can`t explain the feeling that she had everytime she`s chatting with him. Until one day, she realised that she still loves him and she`s falling for him continously. This time, she didn`t controll her feelings.

Everyday they chat, her love grow and don`t care if it`s right or wrong anymore. All she knows, she loves him and she`s happy about it. But one thursday afternoon, the girl cried and the guy asked her why. And she told him--"i want you back..."--the didn`t pm`d her back. She really feels disappointed. But the guy pm`d her again, and told her to think about it again and if she`d decided, tell him the answer on sunday. The girl agreed and went to sleep.

It`s first sunday of november and they`ve been chatting for hours but didn`t opened the topic about what happend 3 days ago. They`re just laughing at stuffs and even playing games until the guy told her--"hey, you know ______? she`s my girlfriend"--the girl was schocked and thought, "hey that`s my name". The guy asked her--"what do you think about me being your boyfriend?"--She smiles and said--"yes, i would love to!"

The girl was really happy and and thought they have a really weird relationship but it`s fine with her. They don`t mind at all although their love is forbidden. The guy was 9 years older than the girl but didn`t took advantage about it. They tried to prove that although they`re on the both sides of the earth, it`ll not stop them from loving each other. The girl was learning many good stuffs about life because of him. He sometimes even give her sermons and the girl learn from it. In a relationship, we know that we can`t avoid fighting about something. This couple were the same but a lot different. They wouldn`t let the day end fighting because they`re both humble enough to forgive each other. Almost perfect couple.

But something happend after a month. The girl`s computer has been broken. So, they didn`t have any communication for 3 months. But the girl is still hoping coz she still love him although she has this thought that they`re over. When her computer is back, she went online and checked her bf`s page. She immediately signed out and decided to watch some movie. While watching, she kept on thinking whose that lady from his page. And she finally accepted that everything`s over between them.

She didn`t cry. All she did was pray, pray and pray just to make her strong.

One night, he saw the guy went online, he pm`d her and talked about  many things. Trying to clear things up. And she confirmed that everything between them are all over. The girl even joke about it. She told that guy they should break-up coz she wanted to have a new boyfriend.

They`re not chatting that much now. Maybe, once every 3 weeks. It`s been more that a month since that day and they have their own life now. The girl is continuing her life and lebel herself as SSB or "single since birth". She promised to forget everything that happend when she was 15 years old girl and start being a 16-year-old more mature lady..