waaahuhuhu...i can't sleep coz my bf and i juz broke up... we ended it well though but im still reluctant of letting him go! i spent 5 hours crying!...huhu what am i suppose to do? my day's never complete without getting to talk to him & hearing his voice!...i dont want us to be just the best of friends..i want more than that!...i'll surely miss him though...and now he's courting a new gurl...and im so jealous!...huhuhu how could anything like this happen to me??huhu we worked out just fine! but why was he telling me that it's better to end it up?oohh!...do u think he juz fell out of love for me..or perhaps is he sick & tired of me?huhuhu i sacrificed almost everything for this guy and on the 18th next month is suppose to be our anniversary...aawww!!! it hurts!...i hope i will be able to move on! oh please God, help me to move on! i dont wanna feel so miserable!...huhuhu