YEs,no sweat! i played mum over my 3-year old niece over the weekend. I borrowed "nini cherish" to her mum and dad from Pampanga...I brought her with me Saturday early morning to Rizal...yey!that far, we attended my Aunts bday. We stayed there until like 6pm..yes, its late-not a good mum example...bringing her baby along very late at night-yey-ok im guilty! we arrived manila by 10pm...She was such a good and behave girl. I love her. At the party, they think she was my baby! even the driver thought, not a new site i think...hehehe.... Back home, she accompanied me to sleep, para maiba nman i have company this time around. One thing I realized, mahirap pala maging single mom! haha! yes, me and my series of imagination...anyway, I enjoyed the weekend with nini by my side...My friend Polly paid me a visit too. We accompanied her to her dentist and we went back home to eat our lunch. Later that afternoon, nini was fetched by her grandmother---my tita, they went back home to Pampanga. Me on the otherhand, went to meet my elementary classmate who happens to be here also. Hmmm...catching up the oldtimes and to simply kill boredom is not bad enough! That makes up my weekend day. Come night time, I went home early before 9pm,yes, its still early at least for me...do my "cindy" stuff---as i watched TV all by myself! back to being separada! hahaha...(feeling gd ko ya) so what?! im practicing it until i realize that I can be better off all alone!--alone but not too lonely enough---fyi! I manage to finish pressing some clothes when i decided to call it a day!---not too long while laying on my bed, I heard the door from the outside open.... thinking that im all by myself and tatay is not yet due to be home-at least that was what I know--- makes me kinda nervous, who could that be--its like 5 minutes before midnight---i tried to look for some self defense armour---hmm...nah...the lights was open and i called tatay's name...he was home,,,oh how i miss him...im glad to see him...(he was out of town) he brought my favorite pomelo---and durian---you can guess where he was from...oh he has a malong too...anyway, he went out din right after he brought his things. We had little chit chat and im back to sleep.

This is my first blog entry here at mtvasiablog. How do i start this one...oh well,im just your regular gurl at 20s. I am a full time worker..huh! what else...in between the many things i need to do, i see to it that i get to do my things like surfing the net...chatting with long distance friend, raeding, writing thoughts, going around or bumming around among the many lists. I often find myself in streams of thoughts... I feel that I need to break through the usual routine I have in order to grasp and breath life to its fullest. i am trying to perfect the art of relating to individuals without me blending myself in the process... a recluse entity... a big contradiction... i seek freedom of the soul... i think i am independent... i love doing things for people... i believe i am an effective comforter...wink! i am a dreamer. i am a tough gurl! i sustain myself with the love of friends. i can be a bore... im sad but i am true... i know I am crazy and fool...but definitely not stupid,or am i?! iHaveOnefoolishEart...I have come of AGE, but not of MIND... * Want some real life drama?!-hear me out! ouch!!! * I am in luv, can u blame me?!damn!!!-it hurts-i know!BUT no Regrets! * I want to believe I am in control, but I know that I cannot always be * I love to put order in this crazy world minus my own touch of craziness. * I will get one, no worries!!!