OH well, i'm so so so sry for not updating fer eons. HAHA. well, its like.. I'm uberlike busy so yea. haha. Well, a little on to my life.
School...
Well, i've been relatively busy. i'm in the IN school newsletter publication. Its like a newspaper supplement for secondary schools who subscibe to The Straits Time, the national paper. (: Its so hard to get into this INCrowd. Its really a rare chance for me.
Not many ppl know what is the feeling of hurt. They think that when u feel hurt, it means that you are upset or u wanna cry. Hurt is nothing like that. Hurt is...
Being on the brink of dying to the heartbreaking pain.
Being unable to describe the tearing sight of you.
Being unable to find an explaination of why the other person did this to you.
Hurt is...
Being illusional to yourself.
Getting over it is disillusioning of yourself.
Its hard to achieve either one or both.
How can i tell?...
I've been thru it all...
Well, i created a small "aunt agony" site today. Its url is www.infusionsohi.blogspot.com The name of the site is Infusions of Hypocritcal illusions. Nice? I think its complicating n elegant. Lol. To me larh. (: Anw, i got 7 votes!!! happy!!! lol. ((: I havent been on air for a long time so i'm gonna go on air on friday nite. ((: My geog presentation is on friday. I'm so nervous. I'm the main presenter. ((: OH YAH!!! I won 2 tix to the Nokia Starlight Cinema 2006!!! Lol. I want to watch just like heaven which is tomorrow but no one go wif me. Haii. How leh?? Anw suggestions? Nex thus also can. The break up. Recent movie. ((: Well, tell me wad to do ya? Gotta do the layout for the blog. Stay close!!((:
TRALALA
Estelic
Well, another note to you, i hate insincere ppl. TO THE CORE. But anyway, i don't think you guys can ever replace the number one insincere person on my list. Ian Tan Hao Yang. He is so insincere. Let me open up the case for you...
*blows dust off the not so old file...*
Judge (me): Here is the situation, Ian Tan Hao Yang disturbed a girl name Foo Lixin during school ours but insulting her. He said that Ms Foo was a loose girl by having sexual intercourse with a certain Mr Neo Kai Neng, of the same class. (Kaineng likes lixin, the whole world knows...) He even went further to insult Ms Foo Lixin by describing all the positions of the sexual intercourse right infront of Ms Foo Lixin, literally.
Ms Foo Lixin is very insulted by it and felt grievance. She broke down finally and cried. I saw Ms Foo cry and immediately asked to know about the situation. When questioned, Mr Ian Tan said that it was just a joke. As a girl and as Ms Foo's good friend, i also felt offended by it. (As in, come on. Girl have pride and dignity too. Saying that she is a loose girl is bad enough. Not mentioning talking about all the positions. It is definately againist my principals and i will NOT compromise on it. NEVER. I was angry all the way.)
Mr Ian Tan apologised to Ms Foo but Ms Eileen Goh who witness the apologising said, "Ian only did so, so that u (me) will stop being angry with him." He was also rude to Ms Eileen Goh when she questioned him about why Ms Foo cried.
Note to readers: I cant stand insincere ppl. AND rude ppl.
Judge: When Ms Foo forgave Mr Ian Tan, I was still angry but forgave him on Friday afternoon. I decide now to re-pass my verdict. Mr Ian Tan shall be honoured to be on my number one insincere ppl list and he shall not be forgiven by me. COURT DISMISSED!
YAY! Happy ending huh? Lol. To me, yeah. Unless u give me a hundred and one reasons, i do not see why i should forgive him. (:
School...
I'm still trying to be as neat as i can but its so hard! Because i don't know how to classify stuff. Lol. Anw, today, our new chairperson's name is finally revealed! ANOTHER GIRL!!! YAY!!! Lol. Its non other than... *drumrolls* Koh Ruiqing! Lol. Let me persuade u to why she is the best candidate besides our already-retired chairperson; Kelly Ong.
Reasons why ruiqing is good...
1. She is responsible. Unlike our vice-chair but our form teacher insists on giving him "another chance"...
2. She is a girl! Girls are more organised then guys and are calm when handling difficult situations.
3. She is constant in her work so we would not need to worry about affecting her studies.
4.She is very helpful and willing to help others to the best of her ability.
5.She is able to relate to other classmates in her class.
6. She is all of the above... >,<! LOL.
Well, u see, she is GOOD. lol. I just realised i have 6 votes and 3 more new friends! So excited. Well, if you guys wanna be my friend or get to know me more, vote for me or send me friend requests! I would gladly accept... UNLESS, u give me 100 good reasons why i should not. (:
Personal...
Haii.. My best friend told me something today. I don't know whether its the truth or her own analysis come true..
WL(my best friend): Did you know that A is going to team up with B and forgive B? They are going to go againist C!!!
Me: WHY?! *BLUR LIAO*
WL: Dunno. C tell me one. A ytd forgave B already. He never tell u arh? Eh, he still regard u as friend or not?
Me: I dunno. Anw, i'm so fed up with this "personal war with each other" thingy going on in our class. But isn't it abit unfair? So many ppl againist one? I'm still upset he doesn't trust me. He didn't tell me he forgive B liao.
WL: HUH?! I tot you all very good friends? What happened? He still angry arh? I think he making use of us. From the very beginning.
Hehe.
Friendster...
I finally logged into my friendster account. Got so many pending friend requests! Sorry peeps! I don't logg on so often. Hehe. I added a guy name Kai Ren from my school but i don't know who's that. Lol. Anw, a friend is better than none. (: Lol. Kelly made me do a personality test. More in school..
School...
Well, like i said, kelly made me do a personality test. Over the phone no less. If you were to dive into the ocean and pick an object for me, what would it be?
a. small fish (like guppies n stuff)
b.shark o.O
c.sea horse
d. starfish
e.squid
f. coral
g.shell
h. seawater -_-'''
Lol. I choosed shell. It means that we're good friends. We are of course. Simple. Lol. (: So accurate i don't believe it. Lol. We did similar tests over the phone again no less and they all point to one conclusion, WE ARE GOOD FRIENDS!! (:
Personal...
Haha. Well, nothing much already. Saw Syl when i alighted the MRT @ serangoon. I saw him. (: I was like, "EH! lol. So coincidental!" Lol. Anw, we walked different ways home. (: I talked to mike on msn. He visited this blog and asked me why my posts so long. I said, "Longer better mah. I can complain more mah!" Lol. (: i joined an art competition in my school ytd afternoon and my art teacher said i won. How true. lol. I really want to know who won!! >,<!!! lol. Well, nothing much already. I'll sign off here today. A little short but i it'll do.
Till next time,
<3
Estelic
School...
Okay, so i'm not a very neat person so i'm gonna start being neat by being organised. By being organised means that i need to categorise* (dunno how to spell. hehe) my blog entries. This one, is about school first..
Well, its a real perfectly normal school day. After sch i had lunch with one of my classmates and we met our friend at MOS Burger outlet. SO WAD?! Well, here's the thing. The other friend, totally, I mean TOTALLY, EMBARASSED US!
(my english skills come to use!)
What he did: He played music from his phone that disturbed the other customers and shouted like a hooligan everywhere!!
Why he did: "NORMAL WAD?! WHY SO "GAN JIONG!?"
How we hide: We didnt hide but we just pretended we didnt know this lunatic.
So, it was like totally embarassing cause the other customers were practically staring at us RIGHT IN THE FACE. We were lucky the outlet manager didnt have to come and chase us away like fruitflies. (I just hate them.)
HOME..
Nothing much. (: I read an article on the Straits Time, i think yesterday. The reporter interviewed Father William Goh, my mum's family friend, my "recommender" (he wrote recommendation letters for me to get into St Joseph Convent, St Theresa Convent, St Nicholas Girls School and CHIJ Toa Payoh, but to no avil) Oh ya, back to the topic. He talked about demonic obssesions and what are the symtoms and stuff. One very important thing, NEVER NEVER BUY ANTIQUES FROM SUPERSTIOUS COUNTRIES! DANGEROUS!! oh ya. Thats that. (:
Friends...
Still trying to get away from that "brother" of mine. Well, we're not that close anymore, you have to admit that! There were rumours about both of us flirting together, as usual, NOT TRUE! (DEH!!!!) Oh ya, in case you guys don't know, i HATE people who accuse me or lie to me so u better not be on my list! I'm watching u. (slants eyes in a direction.) lolx. (:
Haii...
Here it goes again. My "brother" doesnt trust me now. We've been such good friends that we are like biological siblings but now he cant trust anyone because he's at some personal "war" with his bestfriend. EH. EX-best friend. I'm so angry because he actually doesnt trust me. How could he? I starting to feel that this friendship no longer value. Whats friendship without trust between two parties? No longer friends. Simple. Haii. How can i just forget this god friend and brother? Hmm. AH! I know...
HELP!!!!
<3
Estelic
TRALALA!
Well, i want to make this introduction casual for you as for me. (: I love to blog for a start. And i'm also a music lover. I'm a part-time dj at some internet radio and i'm a full-time student. I'm thirteen this year and I've already been a blogger for two years. My first ever blog was www.galzrulz4evamr.blogspot.com but i closed that and transfered all my posts to my current url which is www.rawkawifstyle.blogspot.com (: I love listening to radio and watching MTV becuz it lets me update myself with visual and ear candy. I love MTV! (:
TRALALA!
<3
Estelic