yes i'm 24 today. oh feeling so old and running out of time. i feel like i haven't done much or enough at this age. but above all i feel so blessed and lucky to be in these shoes cause it's simply FETCH! i had dinner with friends last night at japanese restaurant in CROWN called NOBU partially owned by Robert De Niro. i got surprised with a delicious birthday cake. it was fun. herad there's gonna be more tonight but i'm not allowed to ask :p well i'm here to let you know that i'd like to share this special day with YOU too so tonight is with YOU :)

this may seem a bit random to you but i've been thinking aaa llooot about Michael Jackson. we all grew up with his music and his unique moves. remember Bad? Thriller? Black Or White? but do we all still love him as much as we used to? i do and i know Chris Brown too. i Thank him for reminding people of Michael during the recent VMA's. i'm such a huge fan of him and i'm very angry and sad towards the accusations people threw him into. God Knows whether or not it's true. i strongly feel that Michael is one of the biggest and most successful artistes of all times and that makes so many people green with envy. they wanna take him down.. detroy him completely. but where is he now? what happen to him? his family? May God Be With Him no matter where he is. tell me what you think??? even if you never liked him ;) F.. just can't stop loving you x

happy fastings ya'll! awhh myy gawd... how i've missed you!!! i'm terribly very sorry that i been away for too long.. indeed i am.. i'm not in Malaysia or even Singapore. i'm now in Australia. been here for a month now right after the KAYANGAN roadtours. did you guys get the time to watch it? let me know what you think. so tell me tell me? whats been up? as for me.. i hosted the Merdeka event here and it was fun.. i was really surprised by the Merdeka spirits here by the Malaysians, Sinaporeans, even Bruneians. my friend Joe Flizzow from Too Phat is here too doing a few shows and he too doesn't want to leave, just yet haha. so yep it's been fun shopping, hanging out.. get away from too much attention back home and fasting's been great. the weather here is weeeiirrddd... it gets really cold one day and really sunny the next. pheww.. i've been wanting to go to the beach but eveytime i do.. the weather just keeps me at home. i miss my family and friends especially the fact that my 24th Birthday is coming up on the 27th. guess i'll be celebrating it here. well.. something new i guess. keep me posted guys on whatever that's more interesting than Britney Spears! ;) sloppy kisses, fazzy x

dahling! MTV JUS was on the Set of GOL & GINCU last friday and we were HOT i mean.. literally HOT and SWEATY! i proposed to my bf last night but something happened before he could say YES.. oh no no not Orlando Bloom.. Putri's bf Reza in G&G of course ha ha! if you've forgotten to watch the first episode last sunday be sure to catch it this time only on 8TV for Malaysia. we will be coming to Singapore real soon! and oh while watching it we had LIN CHEE KANG on set and i finally got the recipe of that favourite drink of mine from our P.A Enid Tan (or Blyton). so that simply made me HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.. AH!!!

i was in singapore yesterday for the MTV Studios. the first face i saw when i got there was our hottest VJ UTT. haven't seen him since like GOOD CHARLOTTE i think. we've both been so very busy.. and the one thing that me and utt got to share is that we're both actors too. so we understand each other and we know what it's like being one. so he asked me.. "how have you been and what you've been up to?" i just gave him one look and he went.. "ohhhhh... i know.. I KNOW..!" and then we started laughing. utt is an awesome vj and actor to me. to be more precised he's an awesome human being. he's been with MTV for as long as i can remember.. 11 years i think but mostly why he's so popular and why ppl love him so much is because he's so chilled and down to earth. he doesn't have to work hard or say " look! i've been with MTV for like 11 years, i'm an actor and i'm so good and famous! " because HE IS!!! and that's why he's my friend and my mentor. other than that.. i went on the 5pm flight back to KL and went straight to my latest movie KAYANGAN soundtrack launch at HILTON. the album is produced by Ajai and we have awesome singers like Siti Nurhaliza, Ning Baizura, Siti Sarah, Syed Azmir, Nidji, Zahid and many more. right away at 1030pm i went to the set of GOL & GINCU and shot til 730 this morning. just got up 4 hours ago he he.. ok off to see Cheryl at Curve now for our Big Apple Donuts. ta dahling! xxx

my darlings! recently MTV JUS went to the Anugerah Planet Musik. did you get to watch the live show on tv? well don't forget to watch the upcoming JUS cause you'll get more than just the show. there will be interviews with the artists and winners from Malaysia,Singapore and Indonesia such as malaysian idol Jaclyn Victor, Imran Ajmain, Sleeq, Gita Gutawa, and singapore idol Hady Mirza. you'll also get to check out the rehearsals and the after party!!! i had soo mmuch FFFUN! apart from having my beloved crazy producer Anne Sazlena, my best friend Cheryl Samad was there too and also Sazzy, Ashraf Sinclair, Lola, Syed Azmir (loved his performance!), Ajai and Daly from Ahli Fiqir. so don't forget to check out JUS and.. i mean.. from the start yah!!? ha ha.. :) xoxo

awhhh.. i feel totally bloated these past few days. i have been eating and munching on set 247. can't resist the donuts,chocolates and doritos. i just can't live without em whenever i'm working. and now i'm fat.. i'm fat and i'm sad.. i'm sad.. boo hoo! heeelllppp...

olla my darlings in the house!! i'm truly sorry for taking so long to write to you. lately i have been verry verry busy with work. apart from my MTV shows, i'm currently doing three things at the same time. shooting my current tv series "KASIH SUCI" on malaysian TV3 slot called Samarinda which is coming on air this month! "GOL dan GINCU" second season, and roadshows for my upcoming movie "KAYANGAN" that's releasing in august. i'm having so much fun tho i fell sick recently.. i had severe tension headache that's what the doc called it and i had to go for CT SCAN. everything's fine.. just that i need more rest. hope you're doin well out there and having good food, hotties and loads of fun! will be with you again soooooonnnnnn... xxx