first day i came to pjkn i hate it soo much but then after a few days later i kind da like someone his name is jun he is chines and he is cute i cant forget about him i keep thinking about him fuck i hate this feeling...

fuck why i fat i hate my self i hate my life i hate everything about me im such a perfathic person why is this happen to me i never be lucky since i was born everyone around me keep tease me with saying hey here come the fatty give her a space fuck fuck fuck i hate it why im fat i try to diet keep trying but i never success fuck why why i hate my self maybe i deserve to be critic about my fatness maybe i just don't deserve to be treat like a human fuck you all fuck this world..and why im so stupid i always saying that  i don't want to be bullied but i still been bullied by my sister if its was my friends i will kill them but my sister i cant kill her because i love her but she always make me sick sick sometimes i fell like i was treated like a a little piggy who eat the fucking slob fuck what i need is someone to talk with why there no one for me did god make me to be alone i hate this i hate it hate it so much

today i have t forgive amira even i don't want too.she saying that she mad at me too coz im change do she know i was happy now when i was me before i hate my self and just want to suicide.im change hell yeah everyone change you told me that i always with you.today i have my exam English first part is no limit i wrote like 300 and the second question i have to wrote above 500 words fuck my hand and my bahasa melayu test i have to write about 400 words and the second question i have to wrote like 600 words my hand its hurts..

yesterday im going to shooping for food then i see my friends her name is amira im going with my two other friends mira and zalika so long stories to short amira saw mira then they talk to each other then amira see me then she said hi uni fuck that then we meet second time i was near amira and i wanna talk to her but shes dont care about me she just keep talking to mira then i pretty piss its like i was so invisible then we meet for the third time she still making me dissapeard like she don't even know me fuck then i don't know how that bitch knows that i was mad at her she sends a sms apologizing fuck her hey bitch a apology cant makes everything right im emberresed you know that bitch hey you can say you on hurry if u really in hurry i will never see you three times in that fucking place so you know what fuck bitch i hate you you said im change you have no fucking right to said that so fuck u.....

my life sux wanna enter it...

hey friends say me change i am and u know what i was so happy...friendship fuck you are soo not exist.when i was me the old me you all saying that i was the girl who happy go locky hey you know what that i fucking make it up to make me fell i was happy.hey you guys did you all know that i dont believe love like you all did and did you know that i never had i always want and once i have think to suicide did you know that fuck you all never going to know that but then you still tell me that you know me fuck you dont.hey guys you know what i moved on and i think you should do the same take me the way i am..friends you fucking not real but why i still with you all.you know what i happy now why cant you be happy when i was happy you know sometimes i thinking what are you a friends or foe thare was a thing i heard that friends share everything i do it but why cant you you makes me like a crap you know what i dont care fuck as long as i live my life that the most importang and you know what i dont need you all just burn to hell fucking bitch!!!!!!!!!