Hey..

it's been a long time since my last blog entry, but now i tried to write something eventhough i don't know what to write.
 

hey, i just got this questionire that i can't stand to share with u all

1.are u always serious when it comes to relationships?
not really

2.are you afraid of commitment?
sometimes

3. are u a risk taker?
it depends on that risk should be take

4. wat can u say abt. long distance relationships?
done it, can't stand it

5. can u luv a person that doesnt love u?
i guess the correct question is: can u care for someone that doesn't care about u?
n my answer would be: yes i can

6. do actions speak louder than words?
it should be

7. have u felt/found true love?
i don't think so

8. how can u say that a person luvs you?
accept me for who i really are, care for me, understand me, someone that i can trust

9. are you good in handling relationships?
i hope so

10. willing to give everything?
no

11. things u've learned from loving?
it hurts

12. do u demand ur luv1 to change into someone else?
no, just be urself. & if i can't luv u 4 who u r, then we don't belong 2gether (& it works both ways, btw)

13. would u let go of some1 u love?
yes, as long as i feel that he'll be happier with someone else

14. are u a one woman man & vice versa type of person?
i don't think so

16. how do u express ur luv to som1?
care for him

17. what is the major reason of a break up?
unfaithful, betrayal, illfeel of the other partner, etc...

18. most important ingredient/s in a relationship?
communication & honesty

19. ever regret loving someone?
never. no matter how painful, i always think of it as "it mature me"

20. one thing u hate about love?
its selfishness (&sometimes it hurts)

21. one thing u like about love?
make you better, make u think of other people instead of urself

hey, i got a bit confused right now bcoz my dad didn't approve of me dating this guy (lets just call him N), just bcoz N's dad died of diabetes and his mom has this heart disease problem. well i kinda understand that maybe my dad is affraid that i might married N and my children will get diabetes too. it's just that it's kinda too soon don't u think? i mean i just dated N for about 6 months (more or less), i mean how can my dad think that i'll acctually gonna end up marriying N? i mean come on i'm 22 for crist sake, married is the last thing on my mind right now.

for me personally i felt comfortable with him, bcoz he's a friendly guy & everybody likes 2 b friends w/ him, so it's kinda makes me know (& can learn) a different kinds of people. that is the best part of him. also sometime he can be very mature & i like it since sometimes i need someone who i can share my problems with.

the bad part is that sometimes he makes this bad jokes, and i think its not funny but i also think that it's a bit rude if i told him that he makes bad jokes. i know that it'll hurt him bcoz he's a comedian (telling him that his joke is not funny is like giving him a slap on a face). the 2nd thing is that sometimes he wants me 2 do something that i don't wanna do. and if i refuse, he'll use his new "style" which is: whinning like a little child. he'll gonna like make this little boy sound who's ready 2 cry if he didn't get what he wants. IT MADE ME SICK. i mean he's a big guy (litterarry) & he acted like a child. he's like a child who lived in a big body. it makes him looked retarded. COME ON ACT UR OWN AGE!!! and bcoz of that i felt illfeel & 4 a while i kinda avoid him, avoid his call. i just need 2 get rid of the feeling of disgustion about him first, b4 i go out on a date w/him again.

hey, this is my 2nd blog. actually there's not much going on in my life right now but there's this thing that happened in my school that kinda makes me... well.. u can say that it makes me feel happy, bcoz i think with my acceptace i can help other people (eventhough maybe it's not that big a deal). that thing is: i got accepted as part of the student senate in my school (i was excited when i saw my name on the announcement board). it felt unbeliaveable, i just hope that i can do my job in helping other student well (and i hope it didn't affected my grades, i mean i hope my grade wasn't decreasing).

hello, this is my first time writing a blog (u can say that b4 today, i don't even know what blog means, yeah pretty dumb right..)..

i guess i should introduce myself.. i'm a college student & i majored in computer programming (although i cant really say that im a smart girl, since i'm a slow thinker).

my dream was (and i guess it still is) 2 c the world, 2 travel until i have no money left. i really wanna go 2 africa, i dont know why, but i always want 2 be a war journalist (i mean someone who report a war or a chaos in other part of country). i never told my parents about this war-journalist thing, coz im sure that they wont approve, thats y i choose 2 go 2 a computer college.

well thats all i can say about me in my introduction blog, don't know what 2 write anymore, i got speachless, so see yaa in my next blog!!!