I have always known I was lucky when in comes to contests. I would win raffles, draws, even bingos left and right! But you know what contests I never win? Those that I actually want to win in. Boo me.

Because of that, I have somehow stopped entering contests. I mean, I just won't win anyway so why go through all the hassle of entering? Besides, what I really do not like about it is that I always always get my hopes up just to have my bubble popped in the end. Well, why am I telling you this? Because I want to enter an online contest but backed out of it just because I don't want to feel bad that I won't win in the end.

I'm not so sure if what I'm having is mere lack of self-confidence. I know I'm good. I know that the reason I even enter contests I like is because part of me believes I'm good enough to win them. However, with the number of times I lost, it somehow makes me re-evaluate myself and check if I really am good enough as I claim to be. *sigh*

Well, whatever. Thank you for reading my random, weird post. It's my first post here in Mtv and I'm trying out what I'll get out of this. :)