this started out like of the most insane and outrageous stuff....hmmm not sleeping the whole night, watchin movies and surfing thE net untl it actually went out of hand. by the time i realised had it in deep...!! like a zombie, i was walkin night mare hmm still am...! the whole point was ...i wasnt too unhappy...!

i know it does sound strange but some how it consoled me a great extend. that is where i started discovering that it wasnt totally bad.....it was one of the many ways to avoid meeting my obnoxious friends...who at every excuse made me feel unwanted. it also seemed like perfect opportunity to spend quality time analysing myself and exporing the loose ends in my character...it seemsed liek every window opened to me early morning...its like the exhilirating feeling one gets when you move against the winds of time and feel that its actually waking ur senses instaed of fighting away anger....

i stuck upon gewn stefani s new song  4 in the morning. none the less ..i  m easliy aspired...