sry for didnt post anything lately.

i'm bz wit stuff.

n trying to keep up wit my life.

emm.

i hav another blog.

kindly vsit..

www.lightindecember.blogspot.com

he said on his myspace

"pd dak ungu. jgn sombong eaer. aku xsombong"

its really predictable dat its me.

SHIT!!

why do u make me sad?

hav i done wrong to u?

do u know i suffer like hell?!

well.

*sigh*

of course u dont

u dnt know anythng bout me anymore

do u?

u dnt even care!

  hary

  my besfren did NOT wish me 4 my bufday on 7th dec.. i'm really..really sad bout it!! i was looking forward 4 his text..  hurm.. ='(

at last..!!i've done it..i mean 'we' done it..oke..ysterday..amir misclled me..my kazen was with me..so both of thm got annoyed wit amir..so..one of thm 'F' decided to giv amir a warnin'..but amir didnt care..so my othr kazen 'S' tried wit her fon..'S' pertended to be my "scret admirer"..

'S' text amir n said.. dont disturb hana..n i liked her..so does she..n i'm on her list..ko da kuar dr list dier daa..

thn amir replied..ko confirm kew dier ske ko..!hehe..

'S' said..yes!!bkn cm ko..prasan dier ske ko..!

aftr dat amir didnt reply my "scret admirer" text..so da next mrning..i tried to clled him like nothin' happend..(coz my kazzen wnt to know whter his angry or not) thn da fon was rings..he picked it up..(FYI i used loudspeker so dat my kazen can hear him)

i said casually..hey meer!!

amir said..xleh ckp nnt der owg marah..thn without anthr word he put down da fon..

so..dats mean he's mad at me..!i'm oke wit it!!ha3!!me n my kazen laugh all day u know!!

amir f****n

my ex..such a f**ker..dlu baek..skng daa trok..dlu ttlly sweet..now..dier nk jd populer kt skola..n he's a play boy!!..da worse part is..dier otak blue gler nk mmpus..dier cm nk jd mnje..tp xjd..dier nk pujuk kte..tp xjd..pas2..yg plg sakit ati..ble dier der mslh..kte pujuk dier kn?!..tp dier kta kte xpjuk dier..how stupid is dat huh?!!i wasted my 30 mins on him..n he says dat i xpujuk dier..thn..asyik kte jew kol dier..dier xpenah kol kte..n thn dier slalu nk buat kte rse jeles..how??by tlling me bout all da gurls dat he's been talkin', laughing, n 'sms'ing..klu kte crite kt dier..dier mara..he's a total bast**d..!

i called him as usual..talked as usual..but then..i got fed up wit him..coz..he tried to make me 'extra special'..i'm not his gurlfren anymore..!!duuhh!!!he called me 'syg'..'baby'..urgh!!wat da hell was he doin'??then i hung up da fon..without give him any kiss or hug..juz a plain gudbye...

da nxt day..at bout 5.45 am..he sent he a text msg..sayin'..

"amir mintak maaf psal mlm td..maaf..hm sory.."

then at skool..when i was trying to go to my line..he called me..i know it was him..so..i juz walked 2wards my line without lookin' at him..then..

at 8.30 am..i got seminar 4 my PMR..so..my classmates n i leaves da class n went to bilik bestari..at bout 10.00 am..we came back to our class..i sat at my desk as usual..n talked wit my frens..then when i was about to put away my books..i saw a note on my desk..it says..

"raihana..sry psal mlm td..amir btol2 tgh ngantok wak2 tu..mintak maaf tau"

wat did i do after i read it??i erased it ofcourse!!i'm doin' my own business..as in study..then he walked pass my class..several times..my fren told me he was there..i didnt care at all..

 after skool..i stay back at da library wit my frens..then a couple of minutes later..he came in n sit at the table nxt to me..i was like 'wat da hell is he doing?'f**cker!!i juz pretend dat he's not there at all..my frens said dat he tried to make eye contact wit me..but da sad thing is..i didnt even looked at him..so..after 2 hours of 'not looking n not saying hye to him' he fed up n went home..

 haha...dats da punishment 4 being extra nice to me..

P/S= if u (my ex) read dis..pliz take note dat DONT TREAT ME LIKE UR GURLFREN!!

yestrday..he as in my ex..hug me!!n kiss me!! #%&@*!! i hate dat!! lame plak tuu die pluk!!eeeewww!!!

u know wat??a vry shocking thng happen on da 10th of sept..i mean like..i was nvr on da cntct wit my ex at dat time..but..suddenly at school..he gave me a chclate bar..i was a bit shocked coz its beem 5 months since i got any present frm him.. =o

..i've clash wit my ex on march..but i still contact wit him..so..we've been frens since dat..

but its almost been a week since he clash wit his new gf..so..i hav to comfort him..but..when i called him..he was like hitting on me..as in..wants me again..

 how do i know??well..

•  he being extra nice to me..
• he wants to know what i've done so far
• he treat me like he treat wit his exex
• he tried to make me special
• he tried to kiss me
• he called me 'busyuk'
• he 'manje' wit me
• he tried to flirt me

 so..i'm totally confuse..n i dont know whether i like him or not..