Sorry, i was supposed to play my fave online game, but the cafe i'm in doesn't seem to have the lastest patch for the game, so i didn't.. instead i find time doing something more fun... Reminiscing....Reminiscing my last so-called "love story".... Goddammit... why love?? when all you end up to is hatin??? Life is so damn unfair!!!!
There we were...
Kissing
Having a fine day
Having a good life
Then suddenly,
She hit me right on my face...
And left me
Why?
"Love--It happens fast... while u remember them... slowly... and when you do, it fu**ing hurts!!!"
pinoimobbista-a life hater, and a hate lover...
for God's Sake!!!
Give me a damn reason why i had to work??? Cmon, i got no family to raise... no wedding to plan... no studies to look forwArd to... i don't even have a god damn life!!! i would always find myself working... going to different houses, giving them what they wants, satisfying them, etc etc... gettin paid for it... and finally, feelin tired by the end of the day... after a week or so, they'll give me some, perhaps a thousand or more and then after a week, i find myself wondring how come i had no money left on my pocket???
Wolven Harks
Darkness...
nothing but darkness...
it's not the lack of light that created it...
its the apathy that bursted inside me...
im numb...
nothing to feel, no one to feel for...
Moonlight...
it's not because i need the light at night...
it's because i need the night more...
and the moon is a good cover for it...
cause at night, i don't have to feel the loneliness...
everyone's alone at night...
Howl...
its not the me howling because of sadness...
its me scaring all the feelings i know...
i dont want to feel anything...
i just want to be with myself...
nothing but myself...
Rustling...
it's not the wind that causes the rustles...
its the leaves...
pushing away from each other...
cause they are fed up being with the same leaves tonight...
Hushing...
it's not the sound of a sound sleep...
Sa likod ng komportableng bangko
Pinilit kong masaktan
Isinabog ng ilaw dagitab ang kadilimang ako lang ang nkakakita
Kadilimang liwanag sa mata ng mga paruparong may pangil
Alam ko kung anong kaya nilang gawin
Sila'y mapanganib
Nakamamatay...
Ngunit ang pangil... ang panganib.. ang kamatayan... sila... sila ang aking buhay
Sapat na sila para unti unting patayin
unti unting patayin ang aking katawang
pilit ko nmang binubuhay
ako ang kanilang diyos...
at sila ang aking kasalanan
Pinupuri nila ako...
Para sa kanila ang aking Puri...
Ako ang knilang kaligayahan...
Sila ang aking kalungkutan...
Nabingi ako sa bulong ng maliliit nilang tinig...
Simula na ng laban...
Labang hindi man hanggang kamatayan...
Ngunit magtutulak nman sa aking malayo pa sanang katapusan...
Ito ang aking mundo....
ang tunay kong sarili...
Ito ang aking lihim...
Na buong kasiyahang isinisigaw...
Sapagakat dahil dito...
nalaman ko, na ako ay isang diyos...
sa katawang lupang ni Satanas....
"cause you don't need to grow up... you just need to live and know that living is worse than dying..."
Hi... I just joined here.. maybe a few moments passed... but i supposed im gonna like it here.. besides the meer fact that this is a cool site -slash- community.
-Sittin beside a lonely tree-
-Accompanied by my endless nothingness-
-I sip on my choc'let milk-
-I was a child drinking vice-
-I was an old man drinking for good-
-I was a merchant having everything nice-
-I was a beggar starvin' for food-
-Beside the lonely tree-
-Is a large bench wide enough for me-
-Wide enough to tell me-
-Im in deep misery-
-Beside the lonely tree-
-I dripped my choc'let milk-
-It flushed out all through my shirt-
-I felt the cold-
-But i dont seem to be bothered-
-There was a colder feelin I have inside-
-Beside the lonely tree-
-I cried my eyes empty-
-What am i supposed to do-
-With my dripped choc'let milk-
-There's nothing left for me to drink-
-There's no one there to ask for another glass-
-Beside the lonely tree-
-I would stay as long as i want-
-Even though i know-
-That that very lonely tree-
-Is my only company-