I seriously need love advice. But I have already recieved sound love advice. And it is still not giving me peace of mind.
Anyway, the clouds are gone and the sun has started shining again.
Have been eating too much. I know how to get a six pack, I need to eat less. But I can't today. Feel so weak, so I eat. Have to set a realistic goal of not getting abs, so may settle to just get rid of visceral fat to be healthier. A flat stomach will do.
Need to focus on GH, but then, why is it so hard to exercise today. All I want to do is watch TV and eat. And read online.
Things to do:
1. Las Piñas - visit on Monday - long overdue
2. Buy ticket 16 days in advance.
3. Seg is now level 84, but my goodness, I want it to level up some more but the game is just boring.
4. Why did we meet when I was still immature and she was just ready to marry. I don't really understand what love is.
And then, the numerous actors, movie stars and celebrities who became famous because of their beautiful or handsome faces, which they got from mixed parents.
Been studying how love works, as portrayed in movies. It definately doesn't work out as easy as like that in real life.
I fear that I am misguided.
So, make things simple. Focus on things to do:
1. Sleep well
2. Enjoy life
3. Focus on GH. no pain, no gain. I hate the pain part.
Someday, this blog is going to bring me trouble.
So, splurged time on watching bep and kylie.
I am getting lazy again.
Must find structure and follow it.
Still cannot find my controllers.
Things to do:
1. Tita Chat
2. Bernard, Monching and Rev
3. Check friendster
Hmm I over did my English writing. Wrote millennia when I should have written century. What was I thinking.
Strategies I learned:
1. Just write and write.
2. Don't read and reread what you wrote, because time is limited.
3. I resisted counting how many words I wrote. Strategy was effective because I was really pressed for time.
4. When I was stumped with the table, I proceeded with the essay.
I wish I have a camera that can take clear pictures of darkness. Look at the tiny people. If they were clear, this photo would show just how big the cavern is.
I went to Callao again with the staff ^_^
I forgot to say goodbye to them.
Nice people.
Super busy, but all I want to do is just relax and play video games!
Other pics:
Our Lady of Piat
Brought home four spiders as pets. Two survived. The biggest ate the smaller ones. And then, the other one was gone too, and all I was left with was browny. I left him on the kamias tree. I checked just now, he's gone too. Spider pets lasted less than a day.
I went to Callao Cave, and it was wonderful ^_^
Spelunking...
Came early. Saw Aeta kids, who became my unofficial tour guides, and then saw archeologists too. They were digging, but did not find anything yet. They did say in another dig site, they found evidence of humans dating back 50,000 years. Unimaginable.
Saw rock formations which we are not allowed to touch.
Had a great workout running around, but had to watch were I plant my feet or else I'll fall. There were steep inclines.
Slippery inside, and they said that during rains, it would flood.
Bit of dropping landed on my hand, don't know if it's from a bat or a bird.
Wonderful experience. It was my first time to be inside a cave.
So, on your wedding day, you can say to the bride, I don't want to get married. It's ok, not sinful, but then, of course, there will be trouble.
And then, courtship. No touching, no kissing, no embracing, really boring. And you can have as many girlfriends you want.
Allowed: dating, talking. Not allowed: all the things that only marriedpeople can do: kissing, sex.
Heartbreaker
end of journal entry
Angib beach! Nature trip, beautiful, wonderful, calm.
Also saw the northernmost tip of Luzon: Aparri. Visited the Lyceum too.
Stayed at Pax Et bonum beach resort: resort of the sisters
Saw a bottle on the seashore. There was no message inside lol
Overall, wonderful. Hurried.
Things to do: Practice writing. How to do this? I need the internet.
1. Just relax
2. Strive harder
3. Think direct to the point