http://www.inquirer.net/vdo/player.php?vid=1715&pageID=1

check out my first work  at INQUIRER.Net by clicking the link.

thanks 

Last Sunday,  I had the chance to reunite with a very good friend IVY OCAMPO. She's my co-researcher way back in college.

We have a lot of things in common, type of music, *kuripot*, responsible daughters, and most of all... we both love photography. We always dream of having our own phto studio someday and have our own DLSR's and be professional photographers. Fortunately, she was able to pursue our dream.

Now she has her Nikkon DLSR. I'm happy for her that she's really taking steps for that dream--- "the behind the cam" while I on the other hand is pursuing my career in media as the "on cam" pal. I love both staying on and off the camera.

She's more on the "still" ones and I'm more on the moving ones like videos.  But I still dream of having my own DSLR camera one of these days.

I still have lots to prioritize on my list. Going back to our reunion, she invited me to be her first ever model on her first ever photoshoot using her precious camera. I love posing before the camera, I feel like it's setting me free from stress and all.

It's my passion and will always be.

hi everyone,

I made a new website. if you have time, try to view this link:

you may leave your comments there. thanks!

http://overjoyed21.weebly.com/index.html

i remember this line from Bring it on 2..(Bethany Joy Lenz) Marney said in her most antagonist manner..

"Memo..pink ink... I'm gonna be the next cheer leader, HI!"

Well, I'm not really going to review Bring it on movie.. it's just that the "memo thing" lingers to me. First time in my life I received a memo. When i was younger, all I know about memo is something like a cork board where Mama posts her reminders to her staff. I didn't really know what its for.

 YUP, I got it, they say once you get three, like baseball game--you'll be out in no time.  It's just so funny that just when I am about to leave my job, I was not able to exit without it. When I received it from my boss, I just said

"Nah, I have to answer this..nosebleed!LOL"

 I know I shouldn't feel good about it, or too much frustrated either. That memo will always remind me that i have not been productive for two episodes. But what can i do? I can't find fresh rape victims or battered wife everyweek. But that, I cannot tell to my reply letter.

 Sometimes, you know you're not dumb, but if everyone's expected to deliver and you work in an output based field, you cannot help but to feel you are one big dumb, and that sucks.

Anyways, just help me out for my written explanation..LOL 

Today is the judgment for me. I didn't have enough sleep because i have to make up my mind whether I'll file my resignation or sign another contract. I know, there's no easy job. But ours is entirely difficult in whatever angle you look at it. But it's fulfilling- no one can take that fact especially when you're working with the cool people.

I'm a fresh graduate and they say... what I am going through is called "first job syndrome". But the thing is, I still have  to decide. i have consulted my mentor, my mom, my sis, and my friend.

The common thing they told me is that.. "ask yourself what is it that you want"

but I want to thank Ivy for reminding me that.. "when you signed your first contract, you didn't sign because of your colleagues". Yea, it hits me.

I'm still young. I still want to explore. I want to help my family and myself.

my sister is right, I just have to consider myself for now and my emotions should not affect my decision because I might end up unhappy because I'll sour grape and blame others for my outcome.

just one thing.. one day, i'll be back doing this vocation.

GOD, please continue guiding my path 

i'm sorry for making you worried yesterday..

well, it's my job. let's just accept it. I dropped by to Mall of Asia and thought of nothing else but the times we spent together. I miss you..everyday.. but yesterday--- I guess was the only moment I felt you're really not around. I took a walk to the same paths we stepped on before, I cried a little... and then I heard "with you".. that's the finale I guess...  tough times babe but I gotta be strong. I miss you even more. Whenever i hear "With You", I feel I'm loved so dearly. And I won't be needing anybody else, and there's no substitute for what we have. I love you and you're the only love I know. I can't promise not to make you worry again but I promise that I'll take care of myself.

Women are like apples on trees: the best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy.... So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along - the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree

*I just saw this from an account of someone I know. She just also found this at yahoo and I like it... the best part though is when I discovered that someone special to me realized that it's time for him to reach for the best apple and told me how I really mean to him. I don't have any idea what that apple was until i found this blog on his friend...*sweet*!

Last night, I received a very inspiring words of encouragement from someone I have high regards.

"Cry if you want to cry. Cry if you need to... but you shouldn't let your tears pull you down nor let it blur your focus and perpective. You have to wipe it and remember, you have to reach your goal".

 -thanks! ;)

What I Like Most about You

 (to someone who makes me smile all day long)

I like hearing your voice first thing in the morning.

Your simple "hello" makes my smile be tattooed on my face all day long

I like how you say my name like nobody else could.

I like the way my adrenaline rushes whenever my phone rings, knowing that you're the one on line.

I like how you ask how my day was and how you laugh whenever I crack a corny joke.

I like how you call me mom and ma'am sometimes whenever I tell you what to do.

I appreciate how you affirm me even for just being me and the way you ask how I view this and that.

I like the way that I can just be myself whenever I talk to you and whenever you try to explain why you failed to call for one day even if I am not asking for it.

What I like most is the fact that you're the last person I want to talk with and think of before i go to sleep