i wish i had a beautiful voice, so i can touch people's lives with great melody. it has always been my dream. =)

hmmmm.... i hate PE now. my body hurts like hell.

i know this is a little late, but britney was totally a mess during the vmas. i had watched her performance days ago, and it seemed like she never danced or sang before. i still wish the best for her. i used to like her a lot. and now, i don't know exactly. i'm just expecting something better to come out of her. i mean, she had been showing a lot of unfortunate things to the public lately. how could she redeem herself? well, that's something to watch out for.

sometimes, i hate to realize the fact that i only have one true friend. it's so hard to suddenly see people at a certain point of view. it's nice that each stand by each other, but how long would that trend last? exactly. you know it. that time will come. friendship should not be measured. i am sad. for a while, i want to hide myself from everybody. i don't want to be seen or known by anyone. i bet that will make me feel better at the moment.

oh men, uaap (inter- college basketball) is coming. a great party is also coming. shopping is A MUST. golly, what else is there?! fudge, i am broke. shit, i am guessing that until uaap season ends, i'll be broke. i might eventually consider being a beggar, since our critical thinking teacher had been teaching us how to be a convincing beggar lately. oh and he said that unconvincing beggars must be slapped! hahaha! i love that dude! =D

golly, golly, golly... where is money when you need one? tyra banks said it's in the face. yeah right... i should try modelling! hahahaha! smiggermetimbers i'm  going nuts. 

okay, so nobody here cares about wrestling huh? no, i'm just kidding. i "researched" about the mr. mcmahon thing, and as usual, it was all for the show's shit. anyway, here's the benefit of my "research", (well actually this was just informed to me by my friend) chris benoit committed suicide. is that shit or what? i really don't understand why on earth wrestlers would commit suicide after all those fortune? (oh please, i'm only not talking about the material fortune). whatever, some people who waste their lives just don't see what's so good about this happy, happy place. am i being so self- centered or bias? i think i'm not.

OH MY GOSH!

did i just sound like a psychologist? please no, please! i'm starting to think that i am really in the wrong course. gosh, here i am again with the whole shifting issue. bummer. anyhoo, i'm so lazy today, and i have to study for my LONG test on botany on monday. god, i have to miss a party,which i really want to go to by the way, just for that test! arghh...

okay then, i have to go now people. have a great day, and share lots of love! haha! =)

LOOK, LOOK! I LOOK LIKE A MANNEQUIN!

P.S. Is it really true that Mr. McMahon of WWE is dead? I am really not convinced.

do you know how i get relieved every tuesdays and thursdays? i wait for the math teacher to say, "goodbye class!"

god, i hate math. T_T

college is really life- changing for me. (i can't believe i just said that.) well, unlike high school, i now study harder, AND i actually do notes. my gosh, i am becomming the impossible, as i call it. the only problem i have is poverty. my gosh, i've been spending A LOT lately. it's really sad because when i check my coin back everything's coins!!! it's so sad because i can't watch fantastic4 and ocean's13, which by the way I AM DYING TO WATCH. my mother wouldn't give me money because she said i've been spending so much lately. my gosh, poverty is something the world has to eliminate. it's so disappointing. i guess when i become a "bill gates- rich" type of woman, i'll be starting or contributing to charities. after all, excess fortune has to go somewhere else, right? hahaha! kidding. =p

gosh, shifting is the toughest decision ahead of me.

i have a thing in my hand. it's very important, important in the sense that if i lose it, i also lose trust, very important trust.... it's quite obvious how much it's worth, and i almost lost it today. god, i hate that feeling. i'm so careless. pfft.

i hate a lot of things these days. sometimes i want to think that it's just me creating the hate. but then, when i look at reality, i see the obvious and that is the bad side of not believing. as much as i want to let go of this feeling and be happy, the more i feel pity for myself. i don't want to endure the same shit high school had given me. it's over and done. college honey, livelove. BUT i can't livelove with the things i can't stand saying hello to me day by day. it's ridiculous. it's like walking tall with a down face. fudge, it's so damn sick. gosh, i want to let go of ALL the bad stuffs. it sucks to keep them.