Woah. So there's gonna be this Avril Lavigne concert tomorrow. Wicked!! Sadly, I don't have tickets. xS

My trials are coming up like, real soon! And why am I not panicking?! So weird of me. -rolls eyes-

Sharon's drawing a comic and me and Viv get to describe how we want each character to be. And she draws them exactly the way we want 'em to be! 'Cause she draws so fricking nice. Ha-ha. 

My sis left me at the cinema today. Pfft. She was the 1 who invited me and she's the 1 to leave me. -sigh- She apologized and said she'll watch Babylon AD with me some other time. But next week's my exams..!! Gaahh!! 

Yikes! Life just sucks the crap outta me some times.

Right now, I really, really, really hate the people in my life. Parents are excluded. Others, yes. Why must they fuck me up? Of all the billion people in the world, me. For once, stop trying to fuck me up and go screw yourself. Ughh.

Sorry, but I swear. Hell yeah I do. =]  

Wassup ya'll! =D Sorry, just a tad bit hyper right now. Anyhoos, I've got a goal! Okay, a new one to be exact. And as Adam [My boss] taught me and my fellow coaches, we gotta make sure what we do everyday is moving us towards our goal/s progressively. Yeah, you rock, Adam!

Oh! I just watched Step Up 2:The Streets recently. I know. I'm like, so late. Pfft. Better late than never I guess. Is it just me or is Robert Hoffman [The hunk in Step Up 2] really hunkalicious? Gawd. -drools- Sadly, he's taken by this really pretty model/actress, Alice Greczyn. She's hot too! So yeah, hot couple. Aww!! 

Which gets me thinking... Does Utt have a girlfriend? -excited- Lol.

Today's good news: Scored really well for the Mandarin History quiz today. Ughh. Actually planned on giving up but then I gave in and studied at the last minute.Literally.

Bad news: Argued with Bryan Lim. Aka the guy I was having this crush on. WAS. Not IS. I don't understand what I ever saw in him. Ughh! Just so frustrated right now. Oh, sad and emo-ish too. 

Way of "solving" anger/stress/sadness/emo-ness: Watch lotsa movies. And the latest addition, dance. Just vibe to the music. Really vibe to it. Lol. Sadly, don't vibe well. Haha!! But I'll be okay... 

PS: Did anyone watch the Olympics basketball game between China and USA? It was wicked!! LeBron, Dwayne and Kobe were great! Oh, the others were great too! I mean... Aghh, USA was great! Lol. China put in great effort, so cheers to them!  

Holy crap. My Senior coach, Chee Mun, who happens to be my godbrother too... Anyway, I was chatting with him on MSN and stuff. Point is, he asked me why I didn't go for coach training. Holy shiyt. And he had to go and ask, "MAA?" I'm like, so doomed. I am screwed! My career!! Oh great. There goes my chance of being promoted to be APD. Dammit!! Oh crap. What if they ask me something like, "So coaching is not as important as the MAA? I see..." Aghh. Doomed. 

What's most likely to happen would be something like:

A) The coaches ask me why I didn't go and get dissapointed and etc. -gulp-

B) The coaches are okay with me not going and even ask me what artists I saw and etc. Hurray!

Gahh. Enough whining from me. Played mahjong during the Olympics. Woo~

Oh!!!! Yes! Just remembered something. Since it's like the ghost month in Malaysia right now [For Chinese, that is]... Everyone! Be safe! Carry a bell with you at all times! You know, the type that's golden and round... Must be golden, bronzey and round-ish. Otherwise it won't work. Trust me on this one!

So I watched the replay of the MAA... I saw me on tv! Like, YAY!! I'm a star!! Lol! Anyhoo, toodles ya'll! 

Right. So the Olympics opened their thingy on 080808 at 8.08pm. Nice timing. Anyway, my parents really take it as a big deal. Like, real big. Honestly, I was "okay" when the Olympics had their ceremony thing. I mean, I guess I'm not the type that takes the Olympics as a big deal. Am I weird..? Hmm. Whatever. That's me!! xD 

Anyway, so school! Right. Mandarin quiz. Dammit. Rebecca got caught cheating. Thank God I didn't follow her "advice". Phew! Me and Sharon doodled the tips on our desks. Smart, eh? Haha. But I didn't understand some of my doodling well, so I messed up. Haha! 

Oh! Watched Journey to the Center of the Earth aka JTTCOTE for the 3rd time today. Plan A was the Dark Knight but it was sold out. AGAIN. Anyway, it's just so awesome!! I watched the 3D version today [Finally!!] BTW, did I mention that I'm totally broke right now? This is what happens when you help people too much. Makes me actually dislike helping out. Ughh. But it's my bad 'cause you gotta see whether the person you're helping deserves your help or not. Well, something like that. 

Darren's elder sister had a baby boy!! Amanda aka my elder sis came up with his English name and all of us chipped in Mandarin names. Hurray! My Mandarin name was chosen! Woohoo! Welcome Terrence Wang XXX XXX. Muahahaha! So not gonna tell ya. ^.<

Oh God. Chee Mun's birthday is coming soon! Oh yeah, he's my godbrother. Somewhat. There's this long history full of drama in it. It's just too long. Heh. Anyway, I'm starting to wonder where did I place that present of his... 

I went for the MAA!! Oh my God! Yay!! It was totally awesome, a total dream come true!! xD

I was rather bummed I couldn't go for the post MAA party. I mean, I was just outside the club and I could hear everyone having a great time inside... And I was outside. Dammit. Why 18 and above?! x@

Haha. Oh! My dad got this suite [Since all the other hotel rooms were fully booke =S] at the Awana Hotel [Did I spell it right? xP] and my parents got the nice, comfy, king-size bed... Sharon, Darren, my sis and I had to sleep on the floor... Haha! But it was okay. It was kinda cold though 'cause Sharon and sis took up the entire blanket... And I was left freezing in the middle... =X 

I slept late but I slept well. =] Maybe 'cause I took some ciggys and beer when me and Sharon went to take a walk. I got really sad I didn't get to see Utt. =[ After everything ended, I even asked the crew if Utt was still there and they ignored me... [Duh. They think I'm some obsessed fan having the urge to pull his hair out! Obviously, am not. I swear!!] Anyway, walked around the First World Plaza, having rather high hopes that I might bump into him... Ehh! Failed. -sigh- x[ 

So after we checked in, I just had to go out for some fresh air. I ended up sitting at the pavement, crying a bit while Sharon got hyped up about meeting her Super Junior. Lol. Lucky her. Good for her. =] Then Darren and my sis came down and I just had to get some smoke in my lungs. =X But yeah, I'm sorta quitting. Sorta. =P 

Got into BIG trouble for skipping school on Saturday. Why did I skip school? MAA, man!! It was like, school or MAA? I answered MAA within a sec. Duh~ But... Skipped coach training too. So doomed. The coaches are so gonna question me. Aghh! Some of them even saw me on tele. Like, now I can't lie!! Double aghh! So for now, gotta fix the school prob and the job prob. -gulp-

Gahh... ♥ Utt... Add me! I wanna tell you lotsa stuff! xS nataliehan123@hotmail.com! I promise I won't stalk you!! Hahahaha~