oh boy.....well itz been 6 days after my burfday....n i cant 4get wat happen..well here it goes.... 14th september:- i wanted to spent my tyme wit my guy as he cnt spent tyme wit mie on my burfday...wel he promised so to spent tyme wit mie so i trust hym word...ard 7p.m, he sent mie a msg n told mie he cnt go out wit mie...watz d reason?hys 'brothers' nid help on sumtin.... well he did...he rather helped out hym brothr den mie..hw cn he do dis to mie?hez my guy n i expect hym to b d one hu make mie happie....bt NO!haix....all my wishes neva cum true...haix.... 15 september(my burfday):- as d clock struct 12 am,i turn 15 n datz my burfday!im so excited!!!!i waited n waited n waited...well i was actually waiting fer hym to msg mie..n i expect hym to b d ferst!bt NO!eventually my ex....straight to d point,throughout d dae,he neva even wish mie.hw sad i am!my own guy neva wish mie,.....well he oso promised mie to giv mie a surprise bt NO!i didn't get it....haix....i called my cousin up n since she was hearin me cryin,she asked mie out...we got bugis....dere she bought mie dis kyute white dress dat i rely lyke it!!thnx sis!den my future sister-in-law wanna mit mie dere oso...guess wat?she bought mie a dress!from 'chomel'n itz in white!omg!!!now i realise without hym,deres other people hu cared bout mie...haix...hw cwiit of it......=) 7pm:- d party started!yay!my future sister-in-law(kak fida),my cousin(zyla),nisa n ayum came to my house....dey make mie hapie!dere lotz of food dere.....sumore my mum bought mie a cake...omg!!!!nisa n ayum bought mie a hand bag...hw cwiit of u guys....we oso watched high school musical dere....oh boy!i rely n-joy my dae dere!!!!!wohoo..... 16 september:- my 1st brother bought mie a creative zen stone plus mp3!2 GB sumore!!!omg!!!!n itz white in colour....he noe my fav colour!yay!!thnx abg!!!uv u maniee!!!well...at nyte,i went to d hospital as my grandpy was warded in singapore general hospital which is located at outram....haix....well while my mum n i was sitiing outside my grandpy ward,i was surprised wen few of my relatives bought mie a cake!omg!i neva expect dem to noe bout my burfday!i was so touched n i almost cried!omg....!seriously sey.......touching gler.....den my auntie sent mie a video clip...my little ones wishing mie!omg!!!!i was so touched!!!!i cnt believe it..=)heh....erm..well i tink i shud end here....

yay!wohoo!can't wait fer my burfday dis year!i'm celebrating with my luv ones!i'm rely happie....but all does happiness,dere's oso sadness behind it...y am i sayin it?well i dun tink i celebrate my burfday wit my fellow fwenz in ckul as dere r nt as close to me lyke dey use to..one of my frenz actually dating wit one of my admired in ckul...dis is such a heartbreaking news though.but i noe tat im attach..but hw does it feel,seing ur fwenz dating ur admires?it does hurt ryte?omg......i cnt believe i'm sayin dis but i feel tat shez a true backstabber!urgh!she use to sae tat she does nt hav special feeling bt nw...she has it..y?rather,she already attach to sum1 yet she wanna date other guys..hmpx...nw i dun believe in 'bestfriend'....hmpx...well gtg nw...will update more of it soon....

todae was a rainy monday...my ohh my..erm..my thoughts about hym are runing through ma mind..how i just wish that my relationship with hym will go smooth...y am i saying dis cos hez actually kinda dating other girls....hw i noe.??well yesyerday i went to his house we chill n he tell me everiting!omg!i cnt believe he's saying dis to me...i find it hard to accept it n i dunno wat to do:-/bt d qns is:'y is he telling me all dis?y?my mind is stoink!im nw confused...i reli luv hym n so does he..bt y mux he do dis to me?i giv hym everitin....btw i juz bought hym a cap.a billabong cap which cost me almost $30.all dis while i've benn sacrifising myself n he didnt reli appreciate it....nw my other problem is tat my use to be my 'bestfriend',talk bad tings bout mie!n my guy trust hym!wat d hell!if i kill hym!i will!hw cn he do dis to mie?doent mean we r no longer fwenz,he musn't talk bad tings bout mie.....haix.....nw im praying hard tat nothing is gonna happen to my relationship till here.....