It seems like a year I've been kept all this stuffs inside my head and waiting for it BOOM out!!! First of all,i would like to say this is not about anger,misunderstanding,revenge,back stabbed or whatever. It just..what should i say, yeah it's a feeling about others. Me, still do not get why this behavior of unappreciated must exist in any relationship..of course it's not just for lovers but anything like friendship or a relation among people and other living. For an example, unappreciated in sex. Once, i pay a visit to a very long time colleague. She's married with a man that was her boyfriend for 6 years. Now, it's been 2 years and they still don't have a child. When my first glance at her, i can saw and felt it's a really big problem she have to face. She was acted like they were happy belong each other but not until I've finished my first bite of brownies she started to cried. I said, "hey wut up?". She reached for my hand and now the real story of their life has begin. At first five months they were started to be a husband and wife, all seems like a joy and happiness. They lived like other couple and planning to have kids. By the way, her hubby have a very own bad habit that he can't throw away from his life which is wacthing porno. They actually have a normal sex rutine but now her hubby more into 'do on my own'. She told me that her hubby seems like very happy doing that thing compared to have a sex with his wife. If they were having sex 12x a month before, now she just can get it 3 or 4x, even hardly once a month. Depends on her hubby's mood. From here, i am very confused and refused why mens always like this? Sorry, i'm not pointed my finger by judging this is men's mistake. Sometimes, womens also have to accept this thing by trying to think back what they haven't done to fulfill their men's needs. But, what if they actually don't have any problem with their sex? Of course this is men's false. How could you guys treated your wife like they do not have their own need of sex? Mens always selfish and just think that womens only have desire to do sex when they do.

http://www.metacafe.com/watch/272454/video/R/CFD_1002/

Artist: Lil Jon & The East Side Boyz f/ E-40, Sean Paul
Album:  Snap Ya Fingers 12"
Song:   Snap Ya Fingers

[Intro]
What's happenin'? Dis ya boy Lil Jon! BME Clik
What's up 40? What's happenin'?
What's up Sean Paul? What's happenin'?
Hey! Now ladies and gentlemen it's about dat time
To turn this thang on out
Now let me see everybody do this
Hey! Let's go!

[Hook: repeat 2X]
Snap ya fingers! Do ya step!
You can do it all by yo self!
Let me see you do it! Ay!
Let me see you do it! Ay!

[Lil Jon]
Snap ya fingers and then rock wit it
Do it, do it, do it, do it, gon drop wit it
All my ladies let me see ya put a twist wit it
You can't do like me, I'm by myself
I do it so good, I don't need nobody else
What's happenin', what's up
Got da purk fired up
What's happenin', what's up
Got Patrón in my cup
I pop, I drank
I'm on Patrón and purk, I can't thank
I'm blowed, to the do'
don't know how the hell I'm gettin home

[Hook]

[E-40]
Straight from da bay, posted in the 'A'
Bout to hit the club, we been mobbin' all day
Drinkin' some ??, dyin' off Patrón
VIP style, strapped wit my chrome
Look around the club, what do I see
Everybody rockin' from side to side to the beat
Snappin' they fingers, bouncin' to the groove
All by they self, that's the new move
Nigga where I'm from, we like to go ??
I'm soakin' up the game, I'm seein' how its done
I ask shawty what they call it, she said the Pool Palace
Staright from Bankhead, I said you good at it
Do what cha do, you and ya crew
They even got playa's and thugs doin' it too
The mo' that I drank, the more it's lookin' smooth
I's nuthin to a boss, I can do the shit too

[Hook)]

[Sean Paul]
Chillin' in the bip, yeah we get crunk
Niggaz poppin' bottles and these bitches gettin' drunk
Rollin' up the kush, put it in the air
I'm throwin' up the E's to let 'em know we in here
Brand new shoes, brand new tool
Pull out the ol school, cause I'm feelin' real cool
Yeah I'm from the 'A', so I'm leanin' and rockin'
Snappin' my fingers, then reachin' for my glock BITCH!
Reppin' my block BITCH!, straight from the deck
When you snap ya fingers shawty, gotta jerk ya neck
Smokin' on the best, we don't fuck wit dat mess
I bet you can't do it, do it, do it like this
Yeah I'm back to the track, back to the snap
1, 2 step, then you gotta lean back
Dis is how we do it in the 'A town'
(and if you ain't know) this how it go down

http://www.metacafe.com/watch/239747/nice_art/R/CFD_101/#title

hey guys u've got 2 c dis..

enjoy!!!

Artist: Dove Shack w/ Warren G
Album:  This is the Shack
Song:   This is the Shack

G Child-

Mr. President, hey, this is the G Child
Spacekateers, I'm back baby yes I'm back
And Mr. President you're not chillin in the house baby
You're not chillin in the house
Ya know why? huh? huh? Should I tell ya?
You know why? Yeah.. cuz ya ya ya ya chillin in the shack beeyatch!

(Chorus) x2
This is the shack, this is how we act
Caps I peel, flex my steel

Its ya muthafuckin third letter of ya alphabet
put Knight at the individ
its a nigga you can't get with
funky styles, I be showin niggaz
I be blowin niggaz straight out they socks, because
The Dove Shack is comin more twisted than dredlocks
now plot on the shack if you wanna
but if you get caught slipping
we will be dippin
down your block
just to street sweep your spot, nigga
but you can still follow along, grab ahold of my nut sack
because I've got the doja
oh I haven't told ya much love to my nigga Warren
He's a G, hook me, now I'm gettin funky
I'm chillin with my feet up on the table in the shack
with my revolver, problem solver
waitin for a nigga to fuck with this
so I can let his ass know who he is

(Chorus) x2
This is the shack, this is how we act
Caps I peel, flex my steel

2 Scoops-

Its the nigga 2 Scoops, the Long Beach Eastsider
niggaz start to duck when I come cuz I'm a ridah
so I suggest you get the 411 on the shack
we peelin caps to the front, then we peel em back
approachin the wrong way, with no delay I blast your ass
draw for the gat but the Scoop is much faster
you can't miss me with that, step in my path
I let the AK ripper cut that ass in half
I dwells, I bells, in the LBC
the real menace to society
packin up alrighty
a flow, but watch the one I used to abuse this track
we in front of that ass and you still can't see the shack
so pack up your gear and run and hide
(and pass the coochie to the left hand side)
we comin like that, it ain't no love for no rat
I guess thats how we act when we chillin in the shack

I don't tell you often enough,
just how perfect for me you really are,
but you are my morning sunshine,
in fact, you are my shining star.
 
If I were to give you a score,
it would be ten out of a perfect ten,
and if you asked me to marry you tomorrow,
I would, without hesitation, do it all again.
 
You are the greatest gift on earth,
in fact, a gift from God above,
and now I know the meaning of marriage,
and now I know the meaning of true love.
 
So I just wanted to say thank you,
that's what these words are for,
just know that I love you today,
and that I'll love you for evermore.

I love you,
you make me so very proud,
I want to shout it from the roof-tops,
I want to say it right out loud.

Because you are so unbelievable,
a miracle, right there before my eyes,
I feel like I've won the lottery,
and I feel like I've won the first prize.
 
They say from little acorns....,
ours you've carefully nurtured with tender loving care,
and now when I look in a mirror,
I see a proud father standing there.
 
I love you more than Edel Weiss itself,
more than the Austrian mountains and their snow covered peaks,
and when I think of you and listen,
my hearts true love truly speaks.

I am so very, very happy,
my love for you is bursting at the seams,
because you are not only my inspiration,
you are my love, my hope and my dreams.

Our child will have a wonderful mother,
you are caring, loving, thoughtful and kind,
and I'm looking forward to our future,
our three destinies are forever entwined.

It was probably written long ago,
we would never be just the two,
and I'm so happy that we wed,
I'm so lucky to have married you.

Because, I am so fantastically happy,
this is as good as life gets,
and if I was betting on that happiness lasting,
well, that would be one of life's safest bets.
 
So, if you haven't guessed it by now,
I am so very happy, on the surface and deep inside,
and I'm just so very, very glad,
that I chose you as my bride.

And I just wanted to say thank you,
from the very bottom of my heart,
I just wanted to say thank you,
for giving our new life such a happy start.

        EQIN 2004

He,He and Me

Me,
Sitting here waiting for nothing
Since the rainy day's began.
Rain,
There's no more bright,cheerful day
It's just the day you went away...

He,
Left me on this dumb rainy day
Getting wet such as my lil crying eyes
And Me...
Kept sitting here waiting if he'll return
Once again...
But as a time goes by
It seems like yesterday
Like the day you went away...

He,
Another one He walked along the path
Suddenly found me wet with my lil crying eyes
On that dumb rainy day...
Times changing and all the memories I reminisced
He brighten up my day
With his funny stories and lovely poetry...

Me,
Forgot 'bout one old bad story
Coz I'm so naive to let anybody or..
He..knew 'bout me
Secretly..and honestly
He's the only one that lift me up
And makes me smile...

But now...
Things doesn't really seems so glad at all
He...never miss me
He...never kiss me
He...never love me
He...left me.

He,
The one that left me in that old dumb rainy day
Walk through with a bouquet on his arms
Beg me up for his second chances.

Me,
Begin confusing..refusing
Whether He or He...
Just like He said on that dumb rainy day
"It would take only a minute to being love with you,
 but it takes all my lifetime to throw you out of my mind.."

He,He and Me...
Know nothing 'bout this game of love
And it's only one name for this relation
Which is...FRIEND.

       EQIN   april 28,2003
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