Firstly,Happy Independence Day to all Malaysians !!

It's been a long time since i've signed in. Anyway, this semester is one word. BUsy Busy busy....i've been staying back in uni till early morning, like 12-3am, just to complete one group assignment. This semester, our assignments are big. we have to build 3-4 scale 1:1 model for our assignments. Especially for design and furniture design class. SO many assignments are pilling already and i have yet to finish a quarter of it. Well, this explains why i've been away for quite a while. 

Anyway, it's a weekend, so i should stop complaining...hehehe....but then again, a long weekend doesn't really mean anything coz i'm still pack with assignments. hahahaah...ok...i'm an idiot.

Have a wonderful weekend and Take Care!!!! =P

finally, it's over. i'm done with my exhibition. Now i'll have to catch up with the classes that ive missed. I miss doing assignments. See, i contradict myself most of the time. hehe....]Overall, the presentation of the exhibition was more rewarding that the winning prize coz i get to materialize the thoughts i had for the exhibition. So it was all good!! =) Have to get back to work for class this afternoon. Have a nice day everyone!! xx

*i'll post some pics during the weekends when i'm free!! =)

 

Well, it doesn't feel any difference except the fact that i've turned older. =) It's my birthday today and i have to rush to do the final touches for my exhibition cum competition. So it's been a busy week and day too. So tired. What a busy birthday. Not the birthday that i'd have expected though. oh well, well. Hope everything works out perfectly for the exhibition. It feels so weird to "sell" myself as the exhibition is about me. >.< Anyway, new semester just commenced this week. It'll be a super busy semester. I have 7 subjects this sem and i'll only have a half free day. =( i wonder how i'd survive this sem....will let you know later. hehe...anyway, take care and have a nice week. xx

If you like songs from blink182, yellowcard, greenday, sum 41 and simple plan. You might like this song. Silly lily by bunkface. A local band from malaysia. find it in youtube. Hope you'll enjoy it.. =P

suddenly i have so many stuff to do. and i'm suppose to have my semester break. I have to prepare for the exhibition, come up with "out of the box" ideas for an outlet for a store in a shopping mall in less than a week, meet up with my lecturer, deal with my 3d extrusions, render it, redo all my works, come up with a concept and think of the presentation board. Arghhh...i like the opportunity but i feel everything is coming too fast. I think this is the price that i have to pay to be the best. to sacrifice something to achieve something more. Sighs...If only i get to see utt now, then i'd feel so much better..all the stress would be gone. hahaha sounds funny and weird but it works for some reason. i don't know why. =)

Just got an email from my lecturer stating that i was selected for the best student exhibition of the uni. meaning i'll be more busy than ever. it's some sort of a competition where the best will compete with the best. i'm given a 2m by 2m space to exhibit my works. I'd have to recompose my works and present it in a more presentable way. ahh...panic attack!! I don't know what to do. I don't know who i'd be competing against with. i don't know what is the basic exhibition standards. This is my first time. I don't even know whether this is a good or bad news. Maybe it's time to stop my internship and focus on the exhibition. Next semester is starting soon, less than a month. =S

todayyy, i'm in my sis office using the internet. =) i feel like a modern-nomad, hopping from one place to another that has internet access. hehe..feeling a little dissapointed today as i don't think i have the chance to make a visit to the MAA roadshows which i was planning to go for weeks. Well, i'm not that cold blooded to make someone to drive me there with the current situation. Everyone is worried about grandad and they're all on stand by mode. So no tickets for me. i'll try my luck with the voting system then. =(

grandfather admitted to the hospital yesterday night while i was attending my 3d class. so my mum, elder sis and i went to visit him after class which was around 9 something at night. he looked so down and all weak, so different from the day i saw him on father's day. he could barely lift his leg up to take a step. i feel so helpless. i can't help him because i'm very sensitive to sick ppl especially those with major sickness that is near death. so i don't really visit ppl in the hospital. So my mum and elder sis helped out. Anyway, ya after seeing grandfather, on my way out from the hospital compound, i saw a dead corpse. all wrapped up in white. from head to toe. as in really wrapped like a wanton. it did freaked me out. I practically jump off my seat for a moment. They were about to load "it" into the ambulance that was in front of my mum's car. of course we didn't see them loading "it" into the ambulance. it's not something that you want to witness. until now, i still see that glimpse of moment in my head. and that very same day, i saw a flat dead rat by the sidewalk while walking. what an interesting i had yesterday. =S

Have a fun day. Take care. xx

i was out the whole day today. Just got back. I've been drinking lots of water. i don't think i wanna drink anymore. we kept meeting up with clients, getting the paychecks, had lunch, tea time and lots of small little tea time. i had to at least order a drink even when my blader is full. Just for courtesy sake. Plus the client is paying for it and i cannot say that i don't want to finish the drink. So i had finish everything i've ordered. After this i still have to attend a class. I've been eating a lot these days. my bosses are feeding me with food most of the time. and i'm suppose to be on a diet, losing lots of kgs. Instead, i'm putting on. well, never really weight myself. i guess it doesn't hurt if i don't know rite. okayyy, got to go. xx

hey hey. I'm at my bro's office now using his internet service. =) i still haven't got my home internet line fixed. It's so annoying. Apparently, there isn't enough port to activate my internet at home. Now i'm making use of the internet at work to the max. erm, not really..psychologically, i think i am..hehe..Heading down to low yat today to take some store measurements for a camera shop. Then i'll be attending a meeting, don't know where. hehe..after work, i'd be attending a 3d studio max class...Everyday is a busy-fun day. The weekend is near, and mtv is giving out MAA invites. =P Wishing you guys lots of luck!!! good ones of course. Take care.  ;) xx

Well, first of all i wish that my 21st birthday will be something special. But i don't really wanna celebrate it in a big scale. Coz it's tiring and at the end of the day, i might not even feel happy. contemplating whether or not to celebrate it with my friends or just my close friends. what do you think? for now, i wish to celebrate it with my close friends as in like those really really close friends of mine. just a small get together. and..the other part of me wants to go for the MTV Asia Awards 2008 in genting which falls on the weekend before my birthday. So how am i suppose to celebrate my birthday and go for the awards show. plus i'm not even sure if i could even get the invites. So am i suppose to plan for a birtday gathering?? confused...=S of course i wish i could do both at the same time. but that's impossible. i can't celebrate it on a sunday coz it's a family day. HOW? of course my biggest wish is to celebrate my 21st birthday with vj utt but that's like wishing for the stars to drop from the sky. hehe.... i also wish to have 21 flavours of baskin robbins ice-cream for my birthday. i love ice-cream. and the theme should be in lilac in colour, pastel purple and lots of cute elepthants...hahaha..ok, maybe not the elephants but pastel purple would be good. I also wanna visit the elephants at Kuala Gandah Elephant Conservation Centre in Pahang. I wish to adopt an elephant. then maybe end of the year i will go to the ones in Thailand. Should i adopt the ones in Malaysia or in Thailand?? THey are all so pityful. How i wish i could adopt them all..when i have enough money i would someday. maybe i shouldn't think so much and just go with the flow. Follow whatever comes in my way. whether good or bad, it's fated. Just live with it. OKay, that's self-consoling. =) My boss went to india for some show exhibition thingy. So i'm on a week break. They lent me the whole series of Ugly Betty season 1 to occupy my holidays. =) Have a nice day everyone.