i have a dream last nite...
it wasnt funny but cute and sweet...
i dream of a lil' cute girl...
being love by everyone...
it reminds me of my childhood...
i miz those day very much...
surround by all uncles and aunts...
no worries but only happiness...
no heartbroken but only love...
no fear but only peace...
no neglection but only protection...
when i wake up i realise that...
pure and joy only belong to naive child ...*smile
i have no idea how am i goin to manage so many blog at one time ... i know its hard for me to give up one of those blog as i put a lot of effort to manage it ... well, i need to make up my mind too ... so in this case ... im moving ...
in order to make my friends life easier to view my blog... i gather all my post and writing in one blog... well do pay a look and visit if you are free... there might be a lil problem for those who don understand english but i have no choice too ... as the matter of fact ... im not good in chinese too ...
here's the web ... http://www.wretch.cc/blog/mictsen ... hope you guys enjoy it
cya...
*** no worries... i wont forget to update this blog once in a while ...
i slept early today... around 2 am ... when i wake up from my bedn this morning, i felt im not willing to start my working day...
im not sure whether the day seem sleepy or i just feel sleepy ... i founf out that this morning wasnt a sunny day but a cloudy instead ... looks like its goona rain soon ...
i feel headache when i reached office and suddenly i heard the sound of the thunder ... am i dreaming or the thunder wakes me up ...
i start to have a cup of hot coffee and when i look outside the window the rain started ...
i realised that the day seems to be influence by my mood ... or am i???
as usual after 2 days of rest day ... monday isnt my fav day since i was 5 ... why???
during school days
1. monday is the start of the week and i have to wait 5 days to get my day off again
2. assembly on monday makes my day suck
3. first lesson on monday wasnt adorable enuf
4. get bit lazy after 2 days of day off
5. spot-check usually fall on monday...which im a rule breaker
6. classes/lectures time pass slower than other
working life
1. start of the week
2. usually busy with loaded of work
3. still on my day off mood anyway
4. wishing friday reach soon
5. awful client/customers usually come to office on monday
6. traffic jam occur --- i mean not only on monday but usually other day u wont feel fed-up with it
7. meeting annoy me more than anything else
well as the matter of fact... i usually wear black on monday ... black skirt, black blouse, black heels, black handbag...
call it lady in black or black monday ...
**YOU 5 YEARS AGO**
--- am 21 of age
--- pursuing my study in college
--- staying at Batu Lintang, Kuching
--- usually hang out in Church
--- with short black hair
--- wore glasses
--- my best friend is my elder sister
--- regular-person crush are those college-mate, church-mate & lecturers
--- celebrity crush are andy lau, brad pitts, tom cruise
--- i owe any tatoo
--- with 3 ear piercings
--- my favourite band is hanson
--- my worst fear is exam
--- have boyfriend
--- wear jeans, t-shirt & sport shoes
--- i don speak mandarin fluent
--- handphone is not an essential tool
--- guy friends more than gurl
--- i don post thread, blog & msn chatting
--- have my first harry potter books
--- i play guitar & violin
**LETS SEE WHAT NOW**
--- 4 years to go for 30
--- have change quite few number of job
--- staying at beverly hills 88300
--- hang out in the office
--- long & dark brown hair
--- wearing lenses than glasses
--- my sister still my greatest friend of all
--- currently celebrity crush is keanu reeves
--- increase to 5 piercings
--- owing one tatoo
--- favaurite band ... i love live band
--- my biggest fear is getting old
--- my status is complicated but definately single
--- wear jeans, blouse & high heels
--- speak mandarin everyday
--- i cant live without handphone
--- gurl friends start increasing
--- post thread, bloggin & msn chat is part of my daily routine
--- im still waiting for the last to complete my collection
--- don even touch musical instrument anymore
i love to read fantasy books and i realise that when those fantasy story-books turn to blockbuster movie, i'll desperate to watch those... why ... simply because i love imagination ... but somehow to my top of dissapointment, most of the books i read, i imagine and i fantacies... somehow the outcome from the movies is slightly different ... from harry potter (which i left the final book to be completed for my collection), TLOR, The Choronicles of Narnia, Charlotte's Web and my latest watch Bridge to Terabithia completely different from what i imagine... maybe...well maybe my imagination is far more complicated ...
i watch this Bridge to Terabithia last 2 days... an award winning-books anyway but somehow i don consider its as blockbuster movie ...
Flim title : BRIDGE TO TERABITHIA
Casted by : AnnaSophia Robb, Josh Hutcherson, ZooeyDeschanel, Lauren Clinton, Bailee Madison
Directed by : Gabor Csupo

Sypnosis :
Jess Aarons had to be the Fastest runner at Lark Creek Elementary School, the best, but when he was challenged by Leslie Burke, a girl, that was just the beginning of a new season in Jess's life. Leslie and her parents were new comers to the rural community where Jess Lived, and were thought to be a bit odd, for they didn't even own a TV, though their house was filled with books. Some-what to Jess's surprise, he and Leslie became friends, and the worlds of imagination and learning that she opened to him changed him for ever. It was Leslie's idea to create Terabithia, their secret Kingdom in the woods where they reigned supreme. There no enemy - not their teacher Monster Mouth Meyers, their schoolmates Gary Fulcher and Janice Avery, Jess's Four sisters, or even Jess's own fears and Leslie's imaginary foes - could defeat them. The Legacy that Leslie finally brought to Jess enabled him to cope with the unexpected tragedy that touched them all.
kinda touche by this testimony i received from an e-mail today ... just wanna share with all of you ... here it goes :-
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He came to Penang's church & it was in The Star newspaper...
If we think we have challenges that is a big mountain to climb and unfairness in life, hopefully by reading this will motivate you to greater heights!
Beautiful in deed my friends, we too can all learn from this.....lovely testimony ;
Dear Friends,
An amazing story of faith in adversity. If Nick's story doesn't convince us about God's love & His power & what faith can do, then nothing else will.
My name is Nick Vujicic and I give God the Glory for how He has used my testimony to touch thousands of hearts around the world! I was born without limbs and doctors have no medical explanation for this birth "defect". As you can imagine, I was faced with many challenges and obstacles.
"Consider it pure joy, my Brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds."
To count our hurt, pain and struggle as nothing but pure joy? As my parents were Christians, and my Dad even a Pastor of our church, they knew that verse very well. However, on the morning of the 4th of December 1982 in Melbourne (Australia), the last two words on the minds of my parents was "Praise God!".
today isnt a very special day but just wanna to record something i've done and is goin to do later ...
stuff i've done
1. make my yummy yummy soup this morning
2. meet with the most troublesome clients
3. browsing thru' net to search for some good cafe's names for my friend
4. completed my 4 chapter of study notes
5. read 5 chapter of my BC
6. cook lunch
stuff i need to get it done later
1. cook dinner
2. do laundry
3. sms my sis (which im doin everyday but yet to be done today)
4. watch DVD (hope able to complete as i watched it for few night)
5. facial
6. some DIY manicure
well that's for today... hopefully tomorrow will have something special ...
watch a series currently ... thinking of the song ... here's the lyric i try out
all i want
verse 1 :
you never told me
told me you miss me
you never told me
told me you really love me
verse 2 :
you never care for me
even holding your hand
you always have doubt
doubted about our love
chorus:
just wanna together to see the sunset
just wanna quietly to protect you
just wanna fulfilling your dream
just wanna riding with you
just wanna seeing you smile
just wanna your touche
and i will be satisfied
bridge :
even only be friend
even you don love me
even you wanna leave
only one hug is enough
that is all i want ...
