as u know...jakarta was a truble...(wiih^^) the traffic, the peoples (u may think why i should be here)...

i miss my island, manado, siladen too....

last years i go there with my friends... SUMmerTime.............................. we saw dolphin!!! we take a boat from manado to siladen only three hours, so fantastic island, still pure and green (make my minds so feel good).. we staying one day and hope tommorrow the sunrise shining...
hehehehe i remember at the night me and lusi got trouble with our necks, it maybe cause of the winds so cool........ and make me hard to eats.. but holyday must go on guys!! hehehehe..
i'm learning snorkling, great to see closely the deep sea and the fishs..

i hope i'll go there again.... miss u siladen^^

Yesterday, i met my friends from campus... hahaha so happy(yanti wowor dan Grace) we talking so much then forget the times^^.

we have plan fot go to the cilandak town square... and today.. we did it hehehe

so tired but funs...

we lunch at mangkok putih^^ nice meal... (prices no deal hahaha)

then..we have a little time and go to Score.. we play billiard.......(woahhhhhhhhhhhh i almost forget to play that) hikssssssssssssssssssssssssss

hehehe gtg sleep ahh...(capekkkkkkkkkkkkkk)) 

Today, i'm walking alone to the city...i stands up at the front of istore... i seen so much apple theres... i can't wait to see closely..... My eyes can't stop looking them... My words on my mouth say "i want's that, i'm dreaming of apple..."^^

But maybe not now... (-_-) But i hope soon....

i'm so confidence, my voices says may times... I'm too dreaming of apple..

i hope soon i get my own apple.......
 

huaaaah the end of month.. i have to spend my money enough and better  not buying some useless stuff^^ (remember girl u're alone in da town... hiks.. i'm trying to tuff and struggle u know what i mean... hehe
i don't want to be a girls can't do somethings greats and usefull...) i still have a great futures.. i believes that...............my dreams of foundation and lawfirm. sometimes my tears come down without no reasons...
i'm to scare to face it can be anyhings...

whoaahhh kuang...kuanggg what could i gonna do... mkn tinuatuan (nyammm...)plus ikan nike dan dabu2 bakasangg adooo sedap.... senangnya saya dapa kiriman makanan dari MaK (thks mom) hehehehe....

unpredictable...  missing u so bad....^^ anyway... tercapai juga... tinu memang paling hebat dan yummy di dunia... heuheuehue

Weww...it's been one month and fourteens days i'm here alone...in jakarta.......

huhuhuhu... i miss my family (expecially my mom), my doggy, my bedroom...(hehehe) jakarta..is so "sumpek" (what to speel in english??) huaaaa i'm looking for job now.. (would somebody give me a job??? ihihihi so emmbarrasing...
Today just like yesterday... i'm sitting here in front of computer, near from  stranger peoples i never know.. i try to keep strunggle, living for tommorow and future..

not just like the first time i'm here... i can;t sleep well in the middle of the nite, looking by my windows apartment floor 22 looking how tonight i stiil  open my eyes...sometimes tears come downs, so rush, while that i try to pray and sing a song make me tuff and erasing my lonely... Hahahaha u sometimes i so weird.. yeah, so serious and so more no serious.. ^^

i try the best to smile, to hardly wait anythings possible to me to do it more than this.... 

i don;t need you cuz i'm alone...i needs love to make me happy... 

hehehe la la la...... look my new picture???

i'll do it by myself...