girl is the only thing that kept running in my mind, i dont know why. maybe it's because i am 19 years old and my hormon had gone sky high. i have been really lonely now, the only love i had was 1 year ago before she broke up with me. and after that i never feel love anymore. my cellphone seldom rang and my inbox always empty just as my heart feeling now. i just hope time will come when the true love will step into my life again. i really hope so

ok i dont know where to start,but i think i'll start by saying that life in outdoors really have great effect in me, especially in appreciatng the wonder of the world. i like going to the woods with my friend, set up a camp and enjoying the beautiful sunrise shone above me. yup i wish it was like that. but no, i am in bandung and the cold condition here is about to get colder, at night the temperature could be as low as 5 degree celsius and it could go down depending on the weather, not to mention what would it be when it rains (trust me, you dont wanna think about it) but hey, the more you suffer in your life the stronger you will be. that's the point of what i wanna say to you

yap that's the thing that i wanna say. damn!!! i don't know where to start. almost every girl in the class hate me and i am starting to feel really annoyed by it. ok i know i made mistakes, but please i am still a human being, every human needs to socialize right. and when the dean told us to make a group in the class, it was really hard for me to find one. and sometimes i have to do things alone and trust me it was no fun. i used to be stubborn and this is the consequnces i had to face, that is the alienation of me from the class. i just hope things would be back to normal and the pressure i had now will vanished as if the rain (but it will be back of course, right?)

hi and hello for everyone. that's all i gotta say for now