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[Submitted by makoy32000 on September 22, 2008, 7:14 pm]

“I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me, but it’s hard to stay mad when there’s so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I’m seeing it all at once and it’s too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that’s about to burst, and then I remember to relax and stop trying to hold on to it and then if flows through me like rain and I can’t feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life. You have no idea what I’m talking about, I’m sure but don’t worry you will someday.” American Beauty

Do you like movie quotes? Can you actually relate to some of them? How many quotes do you receive everyday? Do you actually read each one of them or just delete every single message as soon as it arrives? Sometimes, they are not just sent because the sender wants to send it. Sometimes, there’s a deeper meaning and you ought to understand that beneath the message is a lesson waiting to be learned.

I’ve lived for 24 years, been through a lot: I lost, I failed, got my heart broken, been marooned with no friends, no money, no faith and no hope. But despite all that, I still retain the joy of living and the awe of the beauty that is in this world.

What’s in your heart is what you look for, what you look for is what you see, and what you see affects how you live your life. Mine is good, thanks be to God!

My New Site

[Submitted by makoy32000 on April 22, 2007, 9:16 am]

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Hate It Or Love It

[Submitted by makoy32000 on August 24, 2006, 3:10 am]

If I can still remember, I just posted how I liked working and being with these people everyday, well, I have to take it back. It's when you start being you that others show their true colors... I've been working for almost a year now and I must say I have made some true friends and a lot of, let's just say the opposite.

I really like to be with the company of people who will accept you for who you are and will not let you be who you're not. I mean like, this is me, either you'll love me or hate me... I experienced that during the first few months of my stay here. It was like, everybody was so kind and hospitable and, yes, unfortunately, there are also, assh*les.

I was being the real me, the loud, talkative, always in the mood for jokes and some when all of a sudden they'll tell me that they are offended. Crap, just crap, how I immediately wanted to leave this office. All the while I thought I was making this place happy just to know I did not. It really sucks when other people has this opinion that's totally different than yours.

I have just come to the conclusion that there really are so many people in this world and half of them are not true. Some will just like you if they can get something from you, if you're popular, if you're rich but take those all away and instantly, you're unknown. Some people can be really nice upfront and will say bad things at your back. Oh, how I love these people, the actors, they should be at the movies, not here at the office.

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Back Again...

[Submitted by makoy32000 on August 23, 2006, 11:51 pm]

I am once again in the blogging mode, I forgot about this site coz I've been really busy with work plus the fact that we didn't have an internet connection at home for the longest time. Now that i remember, I promise to always update this. This is actually my practice as I am trying this new career as a journalist for our newsletter here in the office. That's it for now... I'll post again later, have to work first... Message me if you like..

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I'm Back!

[Submitted by makoy32000 on May 9, 2006, 12:12 pm]

it's been a long time since i last updated my blog, many things have changed, i have work now, i gained new friends, learned a lot about life, values, people, deceit and so much more. I can probably say that i like my life now, nothing really complicated, everything's just in the right place and happens at the right time. the one word that would probably describe it now would be "chill". coz even if im at work, i feel like there's no pressure at all... im not stressed, i treat it as my second home, my officemates are all friendly and i dont take insults too seriously. i really thank God for giving me all these, guiding me all this time and never leaving my side through the tough times. this is just a start of my new blog, ill probably post as soon as i can coz i have a lot of idle time here at the office. my phone at home is busted so i cant connect to the web at home, but ill make it a point to post entries everyday so as to keep you also updated... if someone's interested...

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