Isn't important to tell how you do today? you may ask? How you doing? Well, i doing like usually do like eating, sleeping, Gee.. c'moon you guys did that daily. Ho..ho.. what im talking about. I knew i was going older in 21 years old (Did people asked?) Just telling lol! Talking with my self, ok, right now o busy prepare everything in my last semester on my study, yeah..yeah... to telling may major was im studied is basically related in information technology and accounting bisnis system, i had already finish graduate, 3,5 years, but in the past year i really dis pointed my self with under excepted grade really i hate, until i dispointed my self i suffers, while i thinking again i didn't expert in this major, kind need logical person to learn enough understand that, but really i wasn't that type. Found mistakable study some kind major that i really interest in you, well, i give you advice if you wanna continue studies, please to thinking a long2 time, because its influence in end of your life, like what i called it the life and death in your destiny, well, i don't mention in extreme but i mean seriously, so take may advice, so will not ended like me. Ok, maybe i talking too far, well let began since in morning wake up, first of all i hear music, really music really part of life, so the radio still i turn on until my eyes going sleep until night, so the radio will on until morning and until station radio ended. I had trouble with family, i dont know somehow really doesn't fit to me, until i decide to make space to my parents and decide alone, isnt mean i doesn't love my parents, beside i tired facing always ruins my life so much, especially when we at table, really their begin discussing my life and ended like insulting feeling for me, well, i tired with my parent who older than me but so selfish. i really busy, to fixed my grade this month called short semester, to knowing you i was studying in Jakarta in University Bina Nusantara, i take major Computer, and you know learn computer is difficult that i thought! especially, kind language such C++, Java, Visual Basic, damn is killed me, well, i can breathe i pass away even my grade just standard.wew....

Until now, i realize i was well done to my responsibility from my daily activity, i much interest open page of friendster than open this blog, well, if you people was open my blog and interest to know me well, you guys can see my profile www.friendster.com/lunais, and may add me also, nice to know you guys...

Well, is so long at least i put again my blog, i really busy right now, even i know not many people read my blog cause no one know either, hehehe...' This past view days many schedule of my study is rush me so much, i really get tide withe my duty, i hope this will be over, cause i tired facing this matters anymore although i know i necessary for my life, but people also need some break, will you??

Heard me now!! when i was crying, nobady beside, every sound through from in my mouth loughter doesnt enough for you too listen, even i desperests!! who else can fullfill my hearts with deepest sorrow so much..!! please tell me some................!

Since i was born, i was person whom didnt know nothing to face the worlds... Untils i was knew that someday i will face that alone... perfectly, every problems only mine will solved... right??? tell me.... why i get born in the world.... if the world i was so alone... responsibilities is killing me...