nothing lasts forever, of that i'm sure. i don't wanna build my walls around you for you to feel trapped and alone. more than just my friend, i loved you with all my heart. a waste of such a great friendship if we hold our hands up and give up.
so now i wanna live my life. not very dependent on you. but in my heart i know, that i will always cherish what we have. so this will be my new semester resolution: stop being so dependent on you!
after everything i went through, i have an INC in biology. my teacher said he would text me but he didn't! ugh! why o why?? i hope i passed my math class and my econ should be around 3.0 and above! (4.0 is our highest, 1.0 our lowest)
help!! my QPA should be 2.0 or above. i still lack 3 grades but my QPA is just 1.8. my oh my.
but i had a total blast touring our new friends around. weeee! :)
Divinity or Theology. Whichever. I am so dead. My enrollment is starting already and I don't know if I passed all my subjects! My boyfriend isn't here yet and I have to get my grades and everything.
Lord Jesus I hope I passed everything!
My most fun and expensive semestral break. I am so broke and so dead. LOL. I am so gonna die. I get my grades tomorrow and I hope I passed everything! But I had a blast going out, drinking and just having a blast with friends. But my friend kept on inviting herself to my place. Quite annoying actually. I'm totally drained. The pic was taken last Friday night, October 19 at El Camino Blanco. We just lurve booze, alcohol. You name it, we drink it! As long as you pay for it. :D LOL.
I was in Canada this Summer (Spring over there). It was so sad. I thought it would be years before I would see the Philippines again. Guess who I left behind? My boyfriend for two years. My only consolation was that I left with my whole family. No one was left behind.
So we arrived in Calgary, Alberta on the evening of March 28. It was a sad sad night. Even though we met new and old friends when they picked us up at the airport, it was still a sad affair. We ate and quickly fell asleep because of the jetlag. So we thought, so this is our new home? Our new hood? We couldn't possibly fit in. It was cold as I went down to the kitchen. It was snowing the night before. But I wasn't new to the cold, I was used to it actually having lived in California for a while. But Canada is different and is much colder.
I quickly whipped out something to eat. Nicole and Nikki were in the living room. Nikki is a pretty little girl who is so adorable. They were talking so I didn't bother them. And I ate alone. My parents and sister were still asleep. The very next day, we went out to downtown Calgary to get our papers, our SS Numbers and everything. And as we rode in the car and peered out at downtown Calgary, it was the saddest place to be.
But once I got used to it, I got new friends, I had work and I was to attend Twelfth Grade by September. But fitting in to a new school would be difficult. And so I pleaded to come back. So me and my sister flew back. But now, I miss my parents. And i just wish I made the right decision.
okay so my friend has a suitor and i really hate his guts out. i really do.. i mean because we were there when he courted our other friend and he is so disgusting.. haha. i mean he has a really huge ego. okay so im wasting my time now dissin on him? well, that's because i just hate him so much. and my friends will back me up fo sure fo sure.. i dont care bout him.;p i'm happy with my love life now.;) basta yuck lang. PS: there's a glitch though, my boyfriend and him are cousins! oh snap!
shit how i miss motoalert... ai este, mtvmobbed na diay ron.. anyways, my finals in religion and biology laboratory will be tomorrow and yet im not studying.. i hate it.. im a student nurse of silliman university and it's really rigorous.. hate it.. but then my family will be leaving for canada on april so what's the sense? i dont even want to go to school anymore.. ahay... hehe.. i'm gonna leave behind my baby.. boyfriend baby ha... hehe..