hu wants the song ....APOLOGIZE by timbaland feat. one republic?! hahah....

cmon!

i made it for stat. and i know that i pass the exam though i haven't seen my paper yet. i know i did it.

is there anyone in here who knows stat more than i do?!!! HELP!!!

oohh im having a hard time studying stat! dunno!  the concepts in our lectures were just like wow, what the hell is dis?! i dont understand unless i study it myself after the lecture.. waaaahhh.. i have to speed up my skills to cope up and reach for a high grade.. its hard though i really have to deal with this now.. i once failed in my long quiz, and i will never will.. never.. not anymore.. i cant afford that anymore! hihi.. so here i am, trying to study and review ahead of time... we're having our test on thursday so i have to keep up! ahaha...

i can do this! 

i remember that i used to tell people that my fave subject would be nothing but math, but now it seems that im starting to hate it! ahaha... cheezy..

hm, il update here whether i cheerfully passed or miserably failed..waaahhh...hihi 

wai.. it's been half a month since i last visited this again... waahh.. can't imagine this.. simply because i'been busy lately in school and to my dismay the week has ended again. i actually like when satrdays or sundays approach, because it means a rest for a day i guess. but not always. sometime i had to go to school every satrday eventhough i dont have any classes. but still i had to .. some business.. projects and chuchu... in short i have so many schoolworks, group projects and im cramming again.. im such a professional procrastinator.. ahah, thank God im able to catch up.. but believe me, it really hard when i got to recieve two of our quizzes, the 1st one I got a 1/5 then the 2nd score was a 2/5. is this a symbol for me start sudying coz im flunking my subjects? o damn it.. i cant take that anymore! i had to study.. im admitting that to myself that its really my fault, coz i didnt prepare and gave any effort.. aahah... better study next tym... oki oki..

it seems like its been a year since i last visited this site. i lost contact maybe..

well lets just say that i rested for a while .. and now im back!

i wanna write more and meet a lot of friends in here! 

hahahah...

wah.. im so stupid! i forgot where i placed my ring,.. dats very precious , since it has been with for quite some time.. and now its gone,. no matter how i mourn, no matr how hard i cry of blood, there's nothing i can do now... all i can say is just let go of it.. but i couldn't forget about that damn ring, wuhu! its so hard to just let go and i couldn't accept it that its already gone. waaah.. i dont want any ring, and i wont wear i! not anymore.. eventhough there's a new one be given to me, i wont wear it! never! i dont want to wear any ring on my finger! no! no! no! never! because i once lost one and it would never happen again, that's why no ring.....no....none.... never..

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this is it! the last part of my ever paced story.. whehehe...

when my friend left, i told the 'manong driver' if we can re route and go back to the place where we ride, then he says it's ok . then he assured me that i do not have to be afraid or anxious because he'll bring me home safely. we made a few chat and it was really fun. im confident to talk to him. i didn't the things i told and just swiftly talked, even the matters that are most precious to me that i couldn't tell my friends. he understands me and because he's a father too. he can understand what im trying to say about my relationship with my dad and explains to me well. i couldn't help myself but tell him and i felt myself teary eyed everytime i talked about my father. im really sentimental when it comes to my dad. and its gonna be that way. though i know sometimes we had some bonding moments, those times that i keep on talking to my dad and definitely tell him the things that are funny. those times that i didn't know what his reaction going to be. and those memories keep on playing on my head.. it just doesn't want to stop and i dreamed of that someday we'll be more closer to each other. because really, i envy those dad that are close to their daughter. those family that are really happing, having a bonding together and growing with each other. well that... we ended our conversation because im nearly home... and i said thank you... because i've got to know some things. things that really rumbled my head for quite so many times. he did give me a leap... 

br im just glad that everything went fine, she went home safe and sound and i did too...and im pretty sure of myself that eventhough i trip a longer road than it should be, i can say it's really worth. being with my friend for some time and knowing things from that manong driver. and before i forgot, im just thankful to sarah, because she invited me in her most memorable birthday of her life. there too, i learned a lot. soo happy.....