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i had a great time for the last month...i went on a fucking school trip on the first week of the month.. it was a skiing trip..we were taught how to snowboard and shit like that...it was a real blast...then on the 13th there was a concert in bristol academy..it was yellow card.it was ok but it didnt blow me away..then on the 18th there was another concert in london...im not sure where now but it was a blast..all the american rejects rocked..but its a shame at the end though...my friends overheard a few people from america quote that all the american rejects were british people trying to be american but wasnt good enough so they were rejected...my friends were really pissed so they started a huge fite...coz i was hangging out with them the gurls fought with me aswell..i was so fucking pissed..

hey all...wassup??? i am having so much fun over here....its the best time in my whole fucking life....i wish me shithead bestest friend tashya was here with me though....then i would have even more fun in my dead and living life.....there is one poision though....he is making my life sicker than heaven..i wish that i nvr even met him or knew him...he is making my life a living hell...and i will bet you 100% that if he is out of my life it would be so much better....now if he is reading this....stop right here and get the hell out of here...coz i dont want you to knoe anything that is going on

school here is so cool...im in college so i dont really noe how high school life is like...but by the sound if college it totally rox..i meet a lot of people here from around the world and its really great..a meet this guy who looks like davi from simple plan but he is studying his a levels and i am doing my spm so we dont meet often..his mum has a tatoo/piercing parlor and he did me a piercing for free..i got one on my lower lip and its a stud..which one is better stud or hoop..u tell me??neways he has this tatoo on his arm and its this weird shape but is really awesome.. green day has a movie..im not that sure what its called but i checked it out and its really political n all..i think p.bush is pissed..thank god for that..neways ill tell u all what else has happened the next time kay....ttfn..

yay...my mum arrived here on tuesday..that was good news...actually the 1st good news since ive been here..i hope i would be starting school real soon..i am getting real bored and i dont know what to do just draw..thats the only thing i do really..even though im not htat good at it i just do it to make the time fly past...im getting a hars time over here coz of the way i speak..i speak english the american way and the british dont really like it..so every time i go to a shop they will look at me funnily..im like whatever mann..what else am i supposed to do rite??well if anyone out there have any ideas on what i should do just tell me and i would be glad to hear them..one of my friends said to me "dont give up on what you belive in, if someone tries to bring you down stick your middle finger on that mother fucker" but i dont have the guts to really do that to straingers..they might kick my ass down or something like that..but i dont mind doing it to someone i know..neways till next time..ttfn

today i feel really sick...sick of my life and sick of everything else thats around me..i will be starting school in febuary and the school is where i used to stay 6 years ago..i hope that i would be able to get back together with my friends that i used to know and i hope that they would remember me...that would be really good if they did..atleast i would hv some friends

now my life is different beacause i left all my friends and i mite never see them again in my hole intire life...thats wat diff...my mum said that i just mite not go to high school and go straight to college..ill start collage next month and i will be loking 4ward to it..i hate sitting around and doing nothing...it makes my life even suckier...

today the school called again and they said that i could not go th their school..so now i have to find a different school to go to...this sux like hell mann i wish that could live my normal life like i used too... i used to hv a fun life now its like living hell....

oops...i was really upset with my sister yesterday so i was just releasing my anger on this blog..she can be a bit rough sometimes so i get really angry at her really easily.. i hv no one to xpress my feelings to so i just xpress it on the comp..??