i graduated a little over a week ago.. It was by far the most bittersweet moment of my life. I'm glad that I got to experiences all the good and bad times of high school, and made all those dumb choices which led to all those mitskaes.. because, I'm a much better person now. In a way high school acted as a learning ground for me... i learned what i should and shouldn't do to survive. I know i'm going to enhance all these lessons once I get into college (ah college!) I can'tbelieve life is going by so fast.
I've learned a long time ago to just Live Your Life, and with that State of MInd... I had a much better and different experience in high school. I know a lot of people who suffered through drama after drama, broken relationships, failed classes, and so much more... I watched all those people suffer and grieve through high school.. I saw my best friend cry over a B.. I saw teo very good friends' friendship fall apart because of a guy.. I saw my grades slip, rise, slip, and rise.. But in the end... all those things just motivated me to get through high school. Al lthose bad grades, the drama..... they were all just a part of something big.. which is High School...
High School was the first step into real life... I've kept my friends and I'm keeping their friendship forever :0 And thats all that matters really (for me at least)
it doesn't matter how hard you cried or how hard you laughed.. or how high your GPA and grades were...
The only thing that matters to me is the friends that you made.. and how you know that your friendship will go on and last forever :) Coz in the end.. those grades are just Agrades and those jokes will get old.. but your friends will always be there.
off to college in 2 months... let's see how i survive that one!
i went with my friend after school to pick up her pay check at Knott's..
On our way home was the middle of rush hour traffic.
So we're just cruisin' under the speed limit on the 57 north FREEWAY.
Im sitting in the back, behind the passanger.. when i see this black truck coming (real close) then he hits the car and i just SCREAM! then the truck skids all the way to the front of our car... then we both just stalled in the middle of the freeway...
The truck kinda tried to get away, but we followed him until he finally pulled over on the side of the road
So, we call 911 and the attendant was giving us attitude coz we're a bunch of TEENAGERS... the cop was the same way..
It wasn't even our fault.. The guy was on his cellphone and he swerves and hits our car..
It just made me realize how teenagers get little respect and trust from the older crowd...
and also.. how valuable my life is and how it can end in a blink of an eye
thanks!
I'm waiting for the sun to set so I can go out... its too hot to even step outside!
graduation in less then two weeks! YIPEE! Then I move in my dorm in about 3 months!
had prom last saturday and prom again tomorrow..
I don't think I can handle another prom! the getting ready... the money.. the staying up till 6 am...
Thinking back on high school.. They say its the best time of our lives... I really wouldn't have anywhere else to compare it too considering I'm still pretty young.. But high school has really taught me a lot about myself, and has taught me a lot about respect. The drama of high school just comes with the package!
I'm not complaining until I have to wear my grad robes under the scorching california sun for two hours... and suffer through hours and hours of torturous graduation practices!
This was a randomly and totally unstructured blog entry.. Its too hot to really pay attention to how my mind is working, or too hard to concentrate..
im just trying to preserve my memories :
Graduation is in less than a month.. .and I guess i'm a lot more excited than nervous..
I just really wanna see how I would be able to handle being on my own, living away from my home. cooking, doing my own laundry, and most especially trying to find the MONEY to feed myself and buy the necessities of life....
I've decided to put Alaska on hold for now, and will be attending Fresno State for at least a year.. My application for AK will still remain active for two years, which makes my whole hiatus plan a lot more easier. I would hate to re-apply.
Anyways, like I mentioned... Graduation is coming up on June 15. Its very very unnerving to think that I spent 12 years of my life in school, and now I'm finally gonna leave... put behind those high school drama, those late night parties (trying to sneak in some drinks and not get caught), crazy driving around the hometown, and basically just seeing everyone every single school day. Which is going to be the weird part of leaving High School... The fact that I won't see all the people that I say hey to everyday, or sit by with at lunch or in classes anymore.. I know for a fact.. that the last couple of months of senior year has been breaking or making friendships everywhere... lots of people that I know that seem to be friends till the end.. have gone in their separate ways already (school isn't even over yet)..AHHH how weird is that? Going off to college!! I've been waiting for this day since I realized that school ain't cool...
Another thing.... PROM is coming up.. I'll be going to two proms this year.. CV (old school) and CO (new school).. Yeah now im officially broke.. im going to be spending around 500 bucks just for tickets, dinner, and the limo... Im not that excited for prom.. coz I figured its just another shcool dance.. besides I know i'll be seeing my friends after that again... and we'll be keeping in touch... I just wanna get Prom over with.. coz that means I can prepare for graduation!!!