haha,owh gawd...you might think this is funny but...i havent written in such a long time cuz i couldnt find this place!!ahaha!!and then i couldnt remember my password so i couldnt log in!!ahaha.....stupid!!
anyway,i got my pmr results...didnt do too good...thats why i dont wanna play around this year...i'm gonna be serious...for once!!!ahaha,but whatever...i'll try...and i got into the science stream...thankfully...i didnt think my results were good enough cuz a lot of people got 8 a's and i only got 6...suckish...
well,the subjects arent too bad...so far...my fave subject?additional math...hahah,awsome...and all the seniors said it was sooooo difficult...ok lor,i'll admit,i'm only on the second chapter but whatever!!its fun so far...
owh,and i seriously wanna bitch about my teachers...gawd,i know its not nice but i hope they'll forgive me!! =P
anyway,i really hate it that my biology teacher doesnt even know english...and the exams are all in english!!so how the heck am i supposed to answer the questions??its a good thing they're changing her...
owh,and the skoolboard assigned a non-existant teacher to teach bahasa melayu...wtf??and my chemistry teacher is still at haji...she wont be back till the end of january.i'm not blaming her,i'm blaming the skoolboard who didnt even think of assigning us a temporary chemistry teacher in the meantime...i mean,all my frens have finished the second chapter and we havent even started yet...
well,i finally got what i wanted...sorta...i'm in the same class with three of my crushes....ahaha,three!!!but i think one of them is moving cuz he got 9 a's for pmr...sheesh,he's smart!!for a guy!!and i barely ever talk to the other two cuz they're on the other side of the class,and i barely know them anyway...now thats sad!!!ahaha
anyway,i seriously hate this girl in my class.cant say her name but its kinda close to mine.anyway,the thing about her is that she seriously has a problem with girls...for some reason...i mean,everytime a girl talks to her,she looks at them like they're shit or something...gawd,miss high-and-mighty!!but when it comes to guys,you wouldnt believe thats her!!soooo fake!!gawd,she's such a poser...when she's talking to the guys,she's sooooo sweet and sincere and cute and nice and shit....fuck,and i thought she just had a grudge on me!!it turns out she's like that to every girl except for her "choice" friends...
aww....shoo shweet!!my cuzzin just got married!!!her husband wasn't a bad looker either...the first time i saw him,i thought he was seriously nerdy but then,at the wedding,he looked quite handsome!!!surprising...
anyway,it was a nice wedding...their clothes were awsome...and the food was tres faboo!!!!of course,that was cuz i cooked it!!hahaha,actually my mom,but i helped :P i'm happy for her...heheh...i repeat!!!still lookin for my prince charming!!!
and my mom finally got a digital camera!!!thank gawd!!!any camera would've been fine by me!!so,wait for some pic updates.
ok,i haven't updated my blog in a while cuz i had a public speaking course.
anyway,i find that i have a liking for younger guys...yummy...ahahah!!! i mean,there was this guy in the course who was younger than me and i had a totally major crush on him!! i've dated older guys and they were really nice and all,but a tad protective...
so,if you've read my previous blog entry,you'll know i'm in a sort of funk....kinda depressed and all...so now i just wanna have fun!!!and younger guys are fun.. =p i mean,maybe younger guys are awsome if you just wanna have fun,but that's exactly what i need right now.i seriously don't wanna get tied down...
Or maybe it was just that guy but whatever!!!besides,he was hottt...maybe that's why i had such a gigunto crush on him!!hahaha,i'm really partial to cute guys...
well...i guess you've finally opened my eyes...all this time,i thought i could see right through people but...you totally proved me wrong...were my defences down or was your acting too good?i guess i'll never know cuz i dont have the guts to confront you about it...yeah,i can be a wimp sometimes...but probably cuz you're the one who has established roots in your territory...while i'm just passing by...even if i say anything...will it matter?or will it count against me...i personally think it'll be the latter...ya knoe...i always knew i was quiet...antisocial...not very pretty...moderately smart...a bookworm...basically,everything you're not...but i never felt it so badly til now...yeah,you're beautiful,guys love ya,girls like ya...and yeah,i might be a lil lot jealous...but thats just me...i'm not sure if i have a right to be...anyway,i'm not that close to you but i would've thought that you could've thought of me as your friend...i would've done so much for you...would you say the same for me?i thought so...until you showed your true colors...and guess what?i didnt like it...
and as for you...well,i considered you my best friend when i moved here...not immediately but after some time...i thought i knew you...you proved me wrong...yet again,i've been duped...a blindfold held over my eyes...you look so nice...but what happened to "dont judge a book by its cover"?i guess it completely slipped my mind...happens a lot these days...between feeling depressed...foolish...tired...bored...i guess my mind doesnt have a lot of space left to process that thought...i never thought it would come to this...why couldn't i see who you really were?i admit...i'm still butt-kissing you...pretending to be nice to you but i hate your guts...i'm wondering if you've been doing the same thing to me...but didnt i notice?maybe you'd been giving me looks...snide comments...but i was too deep in bliss to notice...again...i would've done so much for you...it turns out its not the same for you huh?why couldnt i see that...
i got groped at skool yesterday...surprisingly,it wasn't a traumatising experience...of course,i was embarassed,cuz i'm not cheap,but the fact that my bro beat up the b*stard that groped me enlightens my heart...he definitely deserved what he got...well,he didnt beat him up cuz i told him not to...i mean,maybe he has a psychological problem or some family problems or something...
which brings me to a story that my bro told me.so,it goes like this.my bro was at midvalley megamall with his friends.one of them went in the guys toilet,so my bro and kak azah,a girl,waited for him outside of the toilet.then,a guy came out of the toilet and touched kak azah's butt.of course,she was shocked so she pushed that guy and screamed at the top of her voice "Wei!!apsal ngan ko?sial la!!!pegi mampus la!!" and so on...what she said basically means f*ck off...so my bro asked her what happened and she said that a guy groped her.by this time,the guy was quite far away so my bro and his friend,who came out of the toilet when the commotion started,gave chase to the molester.when the guy saw them after him,he started running but my bro got there first.so...he was just about to beat the daylights out of this guy but kak azah told him not to.so he asked that guy to apologize to kak azah for groping her.obviously he didn't and said that he didnt grope her.i dont know what my bro did but after that he apologized to her...maybe he apologized cuz my bro is SERIOUSLY intimidating...he's 6 feet something and he's HUGE!!!he looks sorta like a bouncer...so i guess he was scared...anyway,then,kak azah shouted "Girls,stay away from those two guys!!!they're molesters!!" that time,they were at the top floor where the theater is,and believe me,that place is always PACKED!!!Sooo...when everyone heard that,all the girls backed away and all the guys with girls looked like they wanted to beat the guy and his friend and all the guys without girls looked like they wanted to beat him up for giving guys a bad reputation.
hurm...tough choice...should i choose to write about the wonderfully different cultures here in Malaysia or should i choose to write on the breathtaking places that we have here...hurm...Maybe i should just write about how friendly the people are...or maybe about how GOOD the food is...or how cute the guys are :D haha
Malaysia has this mysterious aura that captivates your interest the moment you set foot on her soil.I should know,i used to live in America myself.That is,until i was 11 when i moved back to my motherland,the beautiful Malaysia.
No matter what I choose to write about,Malaysia will still be in the hearts of many...but since I have to choose one...I guess it will have to be how dedicated and patriotic the people are for the country is.Heck,they should be!!!After all,we've only been independent for what...49 years!!!Most of the warriors who fought for independence are still alive and kicking!!!My grandfather was one of those precious people,and he has taught me the meaning of independence and patriotism by telling me stories and showing me pictures...oh those precious times....
Anyway,back to the story.There is no other holiday as fancy and gay as MERDEKA!!!!!Every year,Malaysians,young and old gather together to celebrate the day that our country was granted independence.Now,is that commitment or what?I mean,why should they celebrate Merdeka when there's a totally AWSOME sale going on??why shouldnt they just stay at home and watch tv?why would they brave 3 hours of traffic and countless hours of burning sun just to see parades and videos of people long gone?It's because they love their country!!!They're proud that after all those long hard years of forced labour,intolerrable cruelty and maniacal killings,we're finally a free people...Free to celebrate our FREEDOM!!!Free to go outside the house without fear of being harmed...free to join hands and sing their hearts out to those who have sacrificed so much for the sake of strangers that they havent met...heard about...much less known existed....
ok,finally,my first blog in a month or so...anyway,i finished my exams!!! yay!!! so now i have TONS of free time on my hands. hurm...celebrating raya now...went to almost all of my friends houses...visited some family members... OH YEAH!!! my baju raya is orangey,white-black-red,lavender(although i havent worn it yet),purple(another one which i havent worn yet),green and blue. wow...so many lor!!! and i went shopping for some casual prep stuff. :D so...schools gonna be over in about a week. yay!! no...mixed feelings...if school ends,then i'll get to stay home or do whatever i want(well,almost) and no homework!! but on the other hand...i probably won't get to see my friends till next year cuz i'll either be travelling or getting a job...same with most of my friends...boohoo!! hurm...owh yeah,i was thinking of getting a job at:
- a bookshop... (MPH or popular or something...)
- a cafe... (starbucks or coffee bean)
- a boutique... (well...something that sells girl stuff :D)
- a restaurant... (hurm...)
so...what do you guys recommend? cuz i have absolutely NO working experience whatsoever...owh well...roll with the punches right?!?!?
ya know what,its just amazing how weird people can be.when i say weird,i mean hypocrytical.take for example,in skool just now,i was talkin to my friend about our coming exams.suddenly,this gurl just comes up for no reason and starts berating us,telling us that we're supposed to be studying and that the exams are only two months away.and then she went so far so as to say that i probably didnt care about what my parents,teachers and friends think of me because if i did,i would be worrying about getting bad grades.ok,all this would be fine with me...if it came from someone less hypocrytical!!!!this is coming from the girl who is almost always last in the class,goes for toilet breaks after every class for no reason and talks so loud in class that she even pisses her "friends" off.sheesh,look in the mirror before you start telling people off gurl...and another thing,if her friends are so pissed off with her,as they always say,why dont they just give her a piece of their mind? in other news,haha,my friend just got her lip pierced.stop,i know what you're thinking...hey,awsome!!!i wanna do that too:~:she's gotta be a rebel!!!:~:ooohhh,a bad gurl...nice...and some other stuff rite?WRONG!!!piercing your lip is fine...but not when its in skool it isnt!!!hello!!!!what were you thinking,gurl??for one thing,i think i read somewhere that you cant take it off for quite a while cuz then it will be prone to infection.correct me if i'm wrong.so,how are ya gonna hide it from the teachers???do ya know ya can get kicked outta skool?and besides,why do you have to be such a show-off and walk around the skool showing it to everybody?its just so obvious that you're looking for attention.but isnt there a better way to do that?get good grades in skool,participate in skool activities.man,you're desperate arent you?and let me remind you about something else,you're my bro's girlfriend,i dont really like the thought of you looking for attention from other guys cuz thats just cheap.if you wanna play around,just dont do it with my bro,cuz you're gonna be hearing a couple of things from me if you do...
for my birthday,i would like:
- brad pitt
- j.d. fortune
- a stack of cd's
- a month off from skool (highly unlikely,i know...)
- a new diet plan that actually works
- a camera so i can show ya'll my BEAUTIFUL face,haha
- a new monitor
- some books
- money...lots and lots of it haha(no,i'm not a goldigger)
- a new phone (my pda's busted T_T)
- TIX TO THE INXS CONCERT IN MALAYSIA!!!!!
- a ticket for a vacation somewhere...
- garfield!!!
- spongebob and gang!!!
- dkny's new fragrance,red delicious(yummy...)
- to look like claudia schiffer
and best of all (drumrolls pleez...),i would like....to be loved and appreciated by god,my family and all my frenz.awww...arent i a nice person?hahahahaha