[Submitted by fafa85 on March 24, 2006, 9:28 am]
In the midst of disappearence
I'm back!! After like 3 mths or more of missing act from this blog. Sorry if I never really update about myself.. Hehehe
So much has changed.. New job, new hobby.. Hehehe... Hm.. too much to say it out too..
I'm back!! After like 3 mths or more of missing act from this blog. Sorry if I never really update about myself.. Hehehe
So much has changed.. New job, new hobby.. Hehehe... Hm.. too much to say it out too..
[Submitted by fafa85 on December 1, 2005, 7:07 pm]
I'm back!!
I'm back once again.. After a long time.. I guess i've been through a lot this past few days.
Moments that really trigger me to the brink of desperation where life is totally sucked out of me.
I made a foolish mistake. To try to take up my own health and dump it at the back of my mind. To try to destroy it to numb myself. To forget the painful reality of life and to think that maybe then i will be cared for.
I can't blame anyone if my health is failing me. It begins with me. Soon, everythings comes down with it. Maybe if only i was a stronger person or maybe if there is someone who truly care..
I'm back once again.. After a long time.. I guess i've been through a lot this past few days.
Moments that really trigger me to the brink of desperation where life is totally sucked out of me.
I made a foolish mistake. To try to take up my own health and dump it at the back of my mind. To try to destroy it to numb myself. To forget the painful reality of life and to think that maybe then i will be cared for.
I can't blame anyone if my health is failing me. It begins with me. Soon, everythings comes down with it. Maybe if only i was a stronger person or maybe if there is someone who truly care..
[Submitted by fafa85 on November 25, 2005, 10:22 am]
Knight In Shining Armour!!
I was actually on my way to work. While waiting for the train's door to open, i was staring at one person's glitter. I was walking out of the train with half amt of concentration and then i SLIPPED
BUT before i can hit the ground, i was saved by this American Man. Lucky he was there or else i might have fell flat on the ground.. hehehe
The best thing is, the man was so hunky, gorgeous, muscular, cute, charming.. etc. Well i felt like i'm living in a fairy tale..
I guess from now on, i should try to slip more.. heheh
I was actually on my way to work. While waiting for the train's door to open, i was staring at one person's glitter. I was walking out of the train with half amt of concentration and then i SLIPPED
BUT before i can hit the ground, i was saved by this American Man. Lucky he was there or else i might have fell flat on the ground.. hehehe
The best thing is, the man was so hunky, gorgeous, muscular, cute, charming.. etc. Well i felt like i'm living in a fairy tale..
I guess from now on, i should try to slip more.. heheh
[Submitted by fafa85 on November 24, 2005, 9:38 am]
Back to work....
I'm back to work since yesteday i was on sick leave as i am having a migrain.. My migrain seems to be getting from bad to worse as it seems to be happening so frequently..
Anyway Zym accompanied me there and after that we went to Pizza hut for lunch... Then we went to Changi Village to buy his slippers.. Initially i plan to pay for him since he was telling me that his savings is depleting to nil but i told him to wait till next week when i get my salary but in the end he bought it himself.. Well.. maybe one day i just give him a treat..
On my way back i was so tired and a bit hurt abt one comment that Zym told me.. In the end i was the one who apologized though i was the one hurt by his comments.. Why do i always give in??
I'm back to work since yesteday i was on sick leave as i am having a migrain.. My migrain seems to be getting from bad to worse as it seems to be happening so frequently..
Anyway Zym accompanied me there and after that we went to Pizza hut for lunch... Then we went to Changi Village to buy his slippers.. Initially i plan to pay for him since he was telling me that his savings is depleting to nil but i told him to wait till next week when i get my salary but in the end he bought it himself.. Well.. maybe one day i just give him a treat..
On my way back i was so tired and a bit hurt abt one comment that Zym told me.. In the end i was the one who apologized though i was the one hurt by his comments.. Why do i always give in??
[Submitted by fafa85 on November 21, 2005, 12:16 pm]
Harry Potter
I watch Harry Potter over the weekend.. I have never watched any of the movie before what's more to even read the book but after watching the movie, i was hook.. The effect was superb!! And though it was almost 3 hour long movie, i still have to say that i really enjoy myself!!
Anyway a lot of pics are taken but not uploaded.. Maybe soon i can do another photo gallery here.. hehehe

Me and Shiyi
I watch Harry Potter over the weekend.. I have never watched any of the movie before what's more to even read the book but after watching the movie, i was hook.. The effect was superb!! And though it was almost 3 hour long movie, i still have to say that i really enjoy myself!!
Anyway a lot of pics are taken but not uploaded.. Maybe soon i can do another photo gallery here.. hehehe

Me and Shiyi
[Submitted by fafa85 on November 18, 2005, 2:32 pm]
Happy!!
After a series of unfortunate event, finally Lady Luck is smiling at me.. I won a ticket to see my IDOL, Taufik Batisah!! That was really cool.. I was so happy. Elated is a better word to describe how i feel.
Tonight i get to watch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, courtesy from Ministry Of Manpower.. Hehe Isn't that great
Looking forward to my wonderful week.. Thanks Allah for all the blessings that you have given me..
I feel that my blog layout is getting a bit boring.. Any ideas how to spice it up a bit??
After a series of unfortunate event, finally Lady Luck is smiling at me.. I won a ticket to see my IDOL, Taufik Batisah!! That was really cool.. I was so happy. Elated is a better word to describe how i feel.
Tonight i get to watch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, courtesy from Ministry Of Manpower.. Hehe Isn't that great
Looking forward to my wonderful week.. Thanks Allah for all the blessings that you have given me..
I feel that my blog layout is getting a bit boring.. Any ideas how to spice it up a bit??
[Submitted by fafa85 on November 15, 2005, 9:37 am]
A moment to think of
How many times have we heard of news and stories of an unhappy couple still sticking together.
Probably their mentality is that they are not strong enough to make an exit from the whole relationship or probably they felt that the other partner might change and things will be curving positively for them.
Truth is, people won't change. And if you did ask them to, here's what you will get. An over-defensive person who does not realize his/her mistake claiming that you are the one who is a mistake and this will eventually be twist and turned to be your mistakes.
How many times have we heard of news and stories of an unhappy couple still sticking together.
Probably their mentality is that they are not strong enough to make an exit from the whole relationship or probably they felt that the other partner might change and things will be curving positively for them.
Truth is, people won't change. And if you did ask them to, here's what you will get. An over-defensive person who does not realize his/her mistake claiming that you are the one who is a mistake and this will eventually be twist and turned to be your mistakes.
[Submitted by fafa85 on November 10, 2005, 12:50 pm]
Dedication
I recieved a song in my email toady by Khairi who was reminded of me when he heard this song on the radio.. ??? But still, thanks for it Khai..
You know you're everything to me
And I could never see, the two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you
And no matter what you do, I promise you my heart
I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you, like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I recieved a song in my email toady by Khairi who was reminded of me when he heard this song on the radio.. ??? But still, thanks for it Khai..
You know you're everything to me
And I could never see, the two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you
And no matter what you do, I promise you my heart
I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you, like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
[Submitted by fafa85 on November 9, 2005, 11:35 am]
My Daily Routine
Life is a routine.. Don't you think so. Everyday my life is nothing but the same. I have to wake up early to go to work, work my way through the day and come back so tired..
Anyway still, i am positive abt going through my life because i know no matter what, God resides in my heart and he is my eternal companion..
Life is a gift. Appreciate it to the fullest. Its a present to be kept.

Thanks to Khairi for editing my pics..
Life is a routine.. Don't you think so. Everyday my life is nothing but the same. I have to wake up early to go to work, work my way through the day and come back so tired..
Anyway still, i am positive abt going through my life because i know no matter what, God resides in my heart and he is my eternal companion..
Life is a gift. Appreciate it to the fullest. Its a present to be kept.

Thanks to Khairi for editing my pics..
[Submitted by fafa85 on November 8, 2005, 4:19 pm]

My Suprise Party
It was a success.. My plan worked.. hehehe He was utterly suprised by the cake and champange and all the candles... Well but unfortunately by the time he arrived, the birthday cake has melted..
Anyway what i was blabbing abt is actually the suprise birthday for Aez.. Hehe.. Luckily he love the pierre cardin perfume that i bought as his birthday gift.. And he told me i was the first girl who celebrated his birthday that way makes me happier than ever.
Happy birthday darling!! May god bless you.. Love Ya!! Muacks!
