i miss him
i miss pachi
i miss all the moments we had
i mish making ew moments wif him
i mis touching his hair
i miss trhe feel of his skin on mine
i miss sharing stupid j0kes wif him
i miss him so0 much
much m,uch
y he juz can understand it
i tried
i obsolutely trie t0 make all those things stop
i turn hard to him
to everyone
simply juz bc0z
i hate it
bc0z i miss him so0o much
much
much
much
i juz can stand thinking of other girls being wif him
i miss him being mine
i miss being his
like omg
y can u juz understand me!!!!!!!
yup2
m ann0yed~ t0tally ann0yed wif pe0ple dat siply juz hands off wif their respnsibility
g0sh im tired
its like everybody lurve letting go of their responsibility
of their word
n acion
darn tired of it
i miss him so0 much
i dreamt bout him every nite
sumtimes it kinda weird f0r him n0t t0 n0tice h0w much i still l0ve him
n h0w weird dat he still g0t angry f0r stuff he d0esnt really need t0 anym0re
if u still l0ve me
spilll itt
i still felt da same way to0oo00
i hate it when pe0ple keep saying things bout my b0dy
n0 matter h0w much u ad0re it
its mine stupid,, n i dun really wanna share it n let u hv it
bc0z i give it uponce n he dump me,,,y?? bc0z he can seem t0 c0ntrol himself
such a sux excuses..sux it is but i still head over heelss t0 him
still thinking about him
crying f0r him
me=stupid
well its officially a m0nth of being single
br0ke d0wn
missing him darn much
n0b0dy ever understo0d h0w i feel
life is full of decepti0n
laughing
lo0king fine
but inside all i wanted t0 do is run into his arm
which is n0t mine anym0re,,
he m0ved on
i think i better d0 to0
but its been so0o hard
i miss kissing him touching him hugging him.....
listening to realize by c0lbie callait
life is so0o0o unbeareble
life's suck
t0 da max
y everyb0dy lo0ks happy
but n0t me
my br0
finaly g0t a gf
i just br0wse my old bf myspace
n found out dat he als0 hv a new gf
[d0wh]
but i think i'm cute hahahhaha
wut da heck it d0esnt change da fact dat
she had a bf
n i d0nt
she could simply hug him
n i d0nr hv anyone t0 g me a hug!
aite?
sure i still in the go0d term wif my ex bf
but i d0 miss hugging him,,,
whispering silly things to him,,,,
caring boout him,,,
but hey,, i couldnt d0 it anym0re :(
i misss him so0 much..
i kn0w its been a l0ng time,,
but,,
i dunn0...
i think i still need him,,
sux
sux sux
irratating brats
ann0ying jerk
i dun gv a hell of a damn of it
why dided n make u a queen like herl0w
mentally dis0rder much??
tetiba jer em0 n then nanages? like hell like i care
bc0z as far as i kn0w i've d0ne nothing wr0ng
n u called me em0?
can u really understand da meaning of em0?
fine da definati0n b4 p0inting it up t0 other peeps face
wut-s0-evai was juz tallking bout prince harry on h0w hot n go0d he is
n u jump int0 like 'was it so0o0 co0l when he is killing other muslim?'
heck
shit you
like u r a gud muslinmah enough
can u f0cus on the part i was refering to0?
h0w h0t is him?
n d0 u hv t0 da right one all da time?
heck
u p0rno addict
g0.t0.hell
wuteva~
owh dh pandai nangeh skunk erkh?
i thought i was da cry baby?
heck
plz g0 n lick up ur spit sumwhere else
i hv other thing t0 do here
heck it up~~
life's sux
d0esnt felt right
i can even bl0g freely anym0re at my other bl0g since i kn0e dat ma fren d0 really read 'em on t0p of it my jr read it.. so0 much 4 privacy thingy
hate it...
yeah,, i just out of my l0ngest realati0nship n it was him wh0 wanted t0 end it,, it wasnt me,, it really hurtfull since i d0 really l0ve him so0o0 much
i d0 gv up everything 4 him but hey,,, he d0esnt really appriciate it,,, wh0 kno dat a pers0n wh0 claim t0 lurve to could change in just ablink of aye,, it darn hurt ful n i d0 wish him t0 realize wut he had d0ne n c0me bck t0 me,,
its been like nearly 3 weeks since we br0ke up n he d0esnt seem t0 realise that he need me,,,
me on the other hand is like a mental freak wh0 miss him so0o0 bad,,,,,
i need him mentally physiaclly n sexually