woo...really a long distance i didnt visit this blog...after this blog move to other website..time really passed so fast..without my knowledge i have be will my new company almost 3 months already...everything find ok with that jobs and my relationship with those colleague..but one thing i dont like, is that my boss dont like to talk much with me..it's make me feel that not so happy working there...and a little boring there...thinking of changing a jobs again..but when i tough of interview i feel very scare...oh lord, pls let me know what should i do and what i searching for all over the year??????????/

choices? really difficult to make. sometime when we haf more then two choices then the confuse will be more..don't even know which want to choose for? of course we as a human being would like to choose the one which is best suitable to ourselve..but sometime when we really thinking choosing the best but lastly make us feel really heart broken..that mean we have choose a wrong choice? wat to do? it was to late...

izzit anything that we can do to cure this kind of problem?

Happy New Year everyone....Time really past by so fast...without our notice its was year end already. just a few more days to go...really very fast! not so many achievement in this year..just can said that i fail in my exam and i haf pass my driving licence..hahaha...and i haf find a new jobs and will join my new company nxt  year. hopefully is a good beginning of the year for me..

actually i haf a very scare feeling..always ask myself wat my new boss atitute is? izzit will be better or worse then the one i haf now? how the new colleague there? i can't even think about it! i scare i will be heart broken when i join the company..hopefully that one is the last company i will in..i don't hope to change company again...may god bless me lo :)

anythingla...happy new year and haf a new beginning next year..luv 2006...

after a long holiday become lazy...lazy to write my blog...actually quite a sad thing happen during this month..so fast deeparaya haf past for almost 1 month...walau yeh..the time really past fast...i said changing jobs from January 2006 until now, year end liau still in the same company??sometime i asking myself "izzit i lov my current job so much???" I can't even answer..sometime i went to interview the company sure will ask me the same question, that is " why you want to change your job?" i again dont know how to answer this kind of question..

hai...interview???so lazy also...last few days i went for interview at asia jaya(wisma academy), thinking tat it was quite easy to go there, but it was really very easy..coz went i reach asia jaya lrt i straight away i get the bus to tat place for about 10 minutes...but unfortunately when back i haf to wait for almost 1/2 hour to wait for the bus..and the need to take about 40 minutes to reach lrt station..hai..a few days later the company call me said the want to offer me the job, but once again i reject again..coz scare of taking bus...haiy....need to find and went for interview again...quite a bore jobs and lazy to search almost everyday...

Wat a boring deepavali...no one support my plannig..lastly end up watching movie at 1U...enjoying storebreaker movie..hahaha...

As normal, wake up early in the morning planing to go partime jobs while 2day is public holiday...scare no one working tat day, so send a sms to my supervisor..as he still in his nice dream..wat the hell..still sleeping..reply me around 9.00am and let me know he will be there at 10am..wat?? I'm going out for lunch at 11.30am with my friez..

hai...go not going for partime staying at home watch my old cd's initial D..hahaha..around 11.30 my friez came to pick me up and we go to SS18 for out chicken rice tat he intro...walau ye..wat a big stomach and big mouth they haf..just 6 ppl, 3 guys, 3 gals eat aroound RM90 for just a chicken rice....wau...can't imagine it...

after that v when to 1U..wat a crazy day...so many ppl..thinking that all ppl is balik kampung but y still so many ppl???the car park is full...wasting 1/2 hour looking for the car park..after watching the v gone back....

hai wat a boring Deepavali...

no no no....raya must when to some place..so boring.....

Guys and gals out there Happy Deeparaaya....Is around the corner..very very near...just 2molo onli..the first time for such a long holiday..i staying in kl not going home to hometown..actually i quite home fever..

As normal, 2day wake up and went to work..but a lot of ppl is already in holiday..so can feel that it was already less a few ppl..hai..so regret that i not apply leave also..hehhee...

so this coming holiday, I planing to go many place..such as bkt tinggi, kuala selangor, pulau ketam and etc..but dont no izzit successs..all is still KIV..

let u guys know the story i really i gone for such place...

Happy Holiday....& Happy Deepavali & Hari raya to those who celebrate....Have a nice and happy day.....

Oh gosh...headache with my colleuge, hm..This month I face a lot of difficulties..y ar? izzit this month is not a good month for me?Argue with my bf la,something with my jobs la and etc..may be life is always like tat..but i think this year pass by very fast if compnre to last year. May b many thing happen so time pass by very fast..

wo...deparaya is around the corner..my office colleague all busy taking leave..all of them currently always asking me either i taking leave or not..hahaha..because any public holiday i sure applying one..

but for this coming deparaya i thinking to take leave also but wat to do..i still own company leave..oh god..can't take leave anymore..need to keep leave for coming November..I planing to go Damai Laut while i have free voucher to stay there...hm..i holidy mood liau..

nvm la, plus this deeparaya no place to go..may be staying in kl a nice place also :) not so much crowned and traffic jam..wo..like a dead place...hahaha..may b planing to go "k" with my friez and when to pulau ketam or kuala selangor while i not being there b4..not bad ho..okla..plan first..so bore staying at home for many days..

y?y?y? This few days i feel so loonly..nothing to do..start thinking about a sad thing again..

but yesterday when I back from work I saw my old old school mate which I think i not met him for such a long time after i graduate in that High School..woh..he haf change a lot..i feel happy he still recognise me but at the end he asking me either i have still keep contact we other friez that is me myself..lastly i know he tought me as my other friez...alamak...so much different between me and her..

hm..back to my bf, he know i very angry with him..is was 2 days already since i not talk to him..but he feel nothing at all after saying sorry..but istill not talk to him until 2day..yesterday i bck from work around 9.00pm he call me many many time until i shut off my hp and he waiting me at lrt want to fetch me home, but when i reach i saw him and pretend not saw him..

he call and call me but i pretend not hear..y? i really want to forgive him but I don't know y..when i think about that thing i feel very unhappy..is this mean i was very very jealous? but not tat way..he treat those girl i not like better if compare to how he treat my family member..it was really a big difference...

hm...really don't know wat i thinking..but he really nice to me...but...y so many but....other way i feel he always look me down...this because i not same level with him..hai..is this relationship still can carry down?????? i dont have such brave and strenght to face it... 

My heart broken again..its have been 5 year relationship..i really dont hope the end..but i really unhappy...wat should i do..Oh lord Jesus..I feel really sad and unhappy..such a simple and happy go lucky girl because of him everyday feel so unsecure and unhappy..i really dont want this..if he really haf so much time why not he spend more time to caring on me? y so busy body to care for other ppl expecially girls? izzit without girl the men life is really down?

can said he more caring to his other girl friez if compare with me..but he could spend a lot of time with u 2gether. y? izzit need some changes between us?

the story begin like this, he just received his friez "red boom" from Penang and his hometown Ipoh. Just a far far away Penang he had planing to go..and i said him tat so haf their heart, so far also want to go while his hometown he plan not to go..but when i said him, then he plan to go again..

but because of this, he alone go home, then his parent ask him follow his friez car who also when back for the same purpose..ok fine..without my knowledge he had invite his last time girl friez to follow his friez car..wat a bull shit..who is also know his friez..y he so busy body want to call tat girl and ask her either want to join..

first point i angry is because, if she really want, she dont know to call meh, y u should?? 2nd, his is not owner of the car y so busy body? y?y?y?

i really think to said bye bye to this kind of relationship..i feel very tired and very unsecure..izzit he thinking tat without him, i cant survive??pls...i need a comment...