Damn to those who try to create the choatic environment in malaysia.What..We are  a very stabil and harmony country but  for some people it not enough!

What happen today in KL is very not us! People gathering in front of the UK high commisioner Building to protest about the history..about british constituition in the past..they blaming british for what they receive today. About all the misery, himuliation, separation and so on..

It is just not rational, we are the independent country and nobel citizen of Malaysia today. We have so much great time and event happening in malaysia, why blow the prosperity due to the past agenda. Why now? Why not sending the memorandum last year?Why today? Is this part of some people political agenda to gain popularity and vote from people? With the election session around the corner, this event can great a great deal satisfaction for some individual!

 God!Please  protect us from any catastrophic event.God Bless

Between family and lover, which one will you pick?Being in relationship with someone who being rejected by your entire family, is just demanding!I'm into deep with him!Gosh!i am damn confuse!

Architectural relics and modern structures show that we may not be much different than our ancestors. Archeologists recently discovered what appears to be the other half of Stonehenge, illuminating what they believe is a much larger Neolithic complex than has long been envisioned. What is coming to the surface seems strangely familiar. Looking closely at Stonehenge and other Neolithic sites, we find the formative patterns of our modern world.Step out of your house and you might notice your street is fixed on a cardinal grid: north, south, east, west. This pattern defines many American and European cities, as well as Neolithic sites such as Anyang in China and the Mexican city of Teotihuacan. The new discovery, two miles from Stonehenge itself, is an elaborate residential compound now being excavated. It is a site where the builders of Stonehenge may have lived and where pilgrims may have stayed while attending feasts and ceremonies. Fascinating tidbits have been unearthed: a timber version of Stonehenge, evidence of different kinds of occupations in the 4,600-year-old village and a processional "road" leading to the nearby Avon River. These finds add to the picture of an enigmatic Neolithic religion, in which stone-paved roads are aligned with celestial features and great circles frame the rising and setting sun at key times of the year.This all has an uncanny resemblance to Neolithic sites in different parts of the world. The Big Horn Medicine Wheel in Wyoming, dating back several hundred years, is a complex celestial calendar, its 28 spokes of aligned stones pointing to risings and settings of the sun and various stars. This medicine wheel, in turn, is similar to the Nonakado Stone Circle of Japan, from the 1st millennium BC, where standing stones mark important, calendrical events on the horizon.My friend and colleague, Kim Malville, recently discovered an Egyptian Stonehenge in the Sahara dating back more than 6,000 years. Malville believes that it acted as both a calendar and a temple for people living along the edge of an ancient lake, and it is the oldest known megalithic site in the world.

This is a poem that i wrote last year, inspired by what happening around me..hOWEVER I DONT HAVE A TITLE FOR THIS POEM YET COS I CANT THINK OF ANY suitable one.Let hit it! The sun rise again The haze fills the air with pure white Beautiful bird flying close to my window The smell of rose tickling my nose The look of nature warmth my heart Green, Blue, Red and Orange The morning gloriously conquer the feeling inside God im glad to be alive Just to witness YOUR Grace Time past by like the wind Morning turn to noon, noon turn to night and night to dawn The cycle rolling until the earth stop spinning My heart worry; the innerself has spoken again What about the lies? What about the future? Can you fix the wrong to right? What about the respect and trust? Can they forgive you? Too many question asked yet no answer around Lies,lies,lies Secret,secret,secret My life evolve around life and secret Lies unwittingly done Secrets tahn cannot be share Burden that no longer light Heart no longer in peace I lied to people around me I lied to myself Like pendalum swing my life dull As i drifting to the dead sea of lies!

Woah...unbelieveable!Last night, i have a dream, a dream which is pretty much weird thou! I was inside a bus, sitting and waiting to get into my destination! Inside the bus i saw one girl wearing pink shirt, and an idian lady with her son. The bus conductor was a woman, pretty weird thou, in malaysia, not many woman become a bus driver, and i saw a guy which is look familiar to me..The guy resemble, my high school friend, Johan. He walk passed me to sit behind, one empty sit left!Suddenly i hear one weird siren sound, and i suddenly wake up!Damn weird! The best part is that, later in the morning, i'm taking bus ride to the nearest transit stations. Here inside the bus where i start to remember about the dream!I was thinking, what can it be, the dream sure means something!When i reach the station, i took transit to workplace, weirdly whatever thing that i saw in the dream start to become reality! I saw chinese girls, wearing pink colour shirt, with the precise hair style, an indian woman with her son, the only different is the woman is less fat than in my dream.And the best part is out of sudden one guy past me by, and he look exactly like a person i used to know, my guy friend, Johan. And it is true, it him that stand couple of feet away. I look at him and he start to wonder, and then he smile!Hey danni!It really you! Creepy uh the dream is actually come true!I was freaking out!Is this a deja vu or something!I could only wonder?Am i dying or what?Hopefully not!Johan and i end up eating breakfast together and catch up..Good thing!Thanks

Why other people always getting more than myself? I'm so excellent in study but when it come to working life, i have difficulty to cope with the pressure and somehow other people, seem to be getting opportunity after opportunity, which basically leads to good thing than me. Am i not good enough, to get what other have?

I'm working hard in my study, just to ensure my chances in getting proper job!I'm a good student, a well educated person, i'm very creative, and i'm good in communication!But up till now, i cant seem to put my best side to practicality.No one come to realize my potential yet!I'm just sick seeing other people better than me, I dont mind if the person being selected because she deserve it, but she not!She knew this big-big people, the person sign her application, and whoalah...she in! Damn beraucracy!Well i guess, luck aint near me anytime soon!God please help me..aight!

Para tu amor lo tengo todo
Desde mi sangre hasta la esencia de mi ser
Y para tu amor que es mi tesoro
Tengo mi vida toda entera a tus pies
Y tengo también

Un corazón que se muere por dar amor
Y que no conoce el fin
Un corazón que late por vos
Para tu amor no hay despedidas
Para tu amor yo solo tengo eternidad

Y para tu amor que me ilumina
Tengo una luna, un arco iris y un clavel
Y tengo también
Un corazón que se muere por dar amor
Y que no conoce fin
Un corazón que late por vos
Por eso yo te quiero tanto que no sé como explicar lo
Que siento

Yo te quiero porque tu dolor es mi dolor
Y no hay dudas
Yo te quiero con el alma y con el corazón
te venero
hoy y siempre gracias yo te doy a ti mi amor
por existir

para tu amor lo tengo todo
lo tengo todo y lo que no tengo también
lo conseguiré
para tu amor que es mi tesoro

Tengo mi vida toda entera a tus pies
Y tengo también…

 life is all about phases! Human being undergo phases after phases until the cycle stop! Our journey as human start in the womb the day, the eggs attached! We then born as a baby, baby turn to toodle, toodler turn to kid, kid to teenager, teenager to adult and adult to senior citizen, which then face the the time of dying and death! It is all about understanding and coping with those phases.

I, myself has been  experinced those phases, as a baby, kids, teenager and now i'm a adult! Transition from teenager to adult is just too demanding to cope with! The changes is yet undeniably tiring and insane! There is one time in my life i felt unwanted and not welcomed! I have no problem to cope with pressure as a university student, but to cope with working life, is just stressing! I feel unwanted at my workplace. I have no friends, real friend, the other workers look at me with one kind of look! They bad mouthing about me all the time. They said i'm weird, one of the kind! Everything i do is being watch by those eyes, which waiting for me to make mistakes!

I feel like i dont belong here. I want to get out, but i just cant yet.In today world it is very hard to get job, i was lucky to get one, and to let go what i have is just stupid!For now, i'm just holding on and be strong!Hopefully when the time is right, i will vanish away form this discrimination..aight...

Well..something happen today..I lost my best friend, at work shila!She was blessed enough for her to get a new job, and to be equally save from such discrimination hold by the company towards us! I was of course from now on, will be left to face all faces of discrimination alone! God i pray for my contract to finish soon so that i can build a new career which much more promising than what i have now..But in the mean time, i'm afraid there is nothing i can do to improve my situation accept to do my work and start to implement the '' i dont give a damn''attitude.peace