life is a journey not a destination - aerosmith"amazing"
for 18 years of my life, i have been doing the same thing all over again, i make fun, i commit sins, i ask forgiveness, i forget, i learn, i do it again. i dont know why things repeat all over again from the start, knowing your taken another step of it. people's mind and life goes on, they are unique when it comes to events. but one thing is common, we people commit the same cycle of life.
as i am on my way home, i was taking a bus from EDSA, when suddenly a man just came over and didn't hesitate to sit next to me.. our conversation starts when he ask me if im a student and ask me again what course, to his surprise he tells story about her daughter who is a graduating student also in the same course that i am taking. then our conversation just continue until we go the point of talking about the teens and their actions towards opposite sex and same sex, of course it will not be forgotten, we also talk about man's life cycle, on how people live int his earth. i was amaze on how he tells story to me, about god and about humans.
so...sem break will finally will be in..my gOsh....can't believe....kinda exhausted...but at least for a months that i have accompanied my new friends and join them in their trips and have my own of course..i can say that i am happy unlike last semester....as in sbrng happy..ahehe...anyway....i just drop by and show u some pix we havshared for at least a months....
as i woke up
i never expct
i will be seeing myself
lifeless and breathless
thinking of wat will happen next
for i didn't kNow wAt tO do..
iM chaNging my pacE..
tUrning mY duLL mOmentS
inTO moRE LiveLieR onE...
i'vE bEen upbRaid sevEraL timeS..
i havE aLready dessicATe aLL my vitaLity..
there is nOthing emoLLient fOr thE paiN i feLt..
aLthouGH i diD mY best sO peopLe wiLL savVied mE..
it's hArd tO i Know..
i wAnted tO havE a mimesis oF my life..
sO i cAn sEe whAt i wAnt tO sEe..
i've been amiable persoN...
i've beeN fAir..
i jUSt cAn't sEE tHe reAsoN whY
tHings gO out LikE heLL..
is mY catAstrophE cHAngE..
frOm a traGic ONe tO morE tRAgiCaLLy aND dEAdfuL oNe...
tHough roAds arE sMootH anD cLeAr
things arE Like tUrtuouS..
i just feel thE anoMaLy in mY nervEs
anD eVen in mY bOdy..
i dOnt kNow hOw Long it wiLL bE..
i jUst hOped it wiL not Last...
hai..hir i am again...typing words which idont know where it will be going..anyway..right now., im hir at internet room of my skul..its kinda quiet..hehe.nobody is talking., and its killing me.,hehe., anyway., kinda tired and i want to go home right now., it's raining outside and im totally wet(i just went outside bcoz i had my lunch)., im just hir so my uniform will be dry..haha...*(dry cleaner)haha..nwei..i dont even know who am i sitting with..first day of classes., first day of fun., first day of meeting new friends., and barkada....but i know, i must cntrol now., haha.or else my grades will suffer a lot...hehe..nwei..while i am typing im also doing some surveys in my bulletin(friendster)., its really kinda boring here., no music., no people talking., and i hate that...hehe...well i seen so many common faces now., even the guy who hurts me recently., my gosh., my summer was really mushy and i think adventurous..nyahhaa...i think....hehe., i think i have experience all the feelings a person would feel in his/her life.m, gosh., i already forget him in my feelings and idea., but can't forget the face., hehe.., yup!, i saw him 2 tyms this day., one wIth his brkda and the 2nd.,with his gf??haha., i bet., they wouldn't last., not more than 5 months!!haha., well forget about him., im inlove..100%..hehe...i dont know why., dont know how., dont even know since when., its just that im inlove., no words can explain.,..hehe..and im happy with it., so i guess no more flings and other things., need to be serious., a good relationship comes out once in a lifetime..hehe..drama effect..hehe..anyway..til hir...or i will be late in my next class..hehe...tnx for reading everyone....
-c!aO!!!
my god, i didn't expect that last nyt was fun, i thought it will be so boring, but anyway, hmmmm, as matter of fact, me and my family and some of my relatives from my father side, decided to go to laguna and rent a private pool there, it is fun because its time for us(cousins) to bond again and talk things which we didn't able to talk to, we have decided not to sleep because we stop our conversations around 6am and we must left the resort at 8am, dffrent topics were discussed, we actually have our open forum, and for me that moment was didn't satisfy us, though we are not so many that decided not to sleep because actually we are only 4 who didnt sleep all night. very stressful and yet it was fun, and right now, i can feel the pain in my arms and thigh, really tiring, i just want to lay down on my bed and sleep all day all night(as if, who am i sleeping beauty)juz kidding..hmmm..enough said, nxt blog again!!!