Message: Posted by: killing moon (IP Logged)........... Date: August 25, 2006 04:47PM.......... Manic Street Preachers - The Drowners........ Morrissey - My Insatiable One......... Project Pop - Ilmuwan (Beautiful Ones)......... Alisha's Attic - Still Life....... Dama - Beautiful Ones........... Eläkeläiset - Humppakostajat (Beautiful Ones)......... Flying Saucer Attack - The Drowners........ Gasping Pariahs - Animal Nitrate........ Mountain Goats - Trash........... Nicolas Andre - Animal Nitrate........... Anthony Wong - Saturday Night ............

I'm sooooooooo happy today that I dont wanna write this blog in english.. or should I write it into 2 language,then I can share it to the world... haaaa...haaahahhahaa.. what so ever..by that nite,I dont care bout death penalty for Fabianus Tibo,A Thailand coup aftermath,or Poltergeist the 2nd... the point is,I was sitting on the waiting room for my Pulmonologi doctor...it was Thursday nite on 8 pm,my phonecell was ringing..mmm.. I received an sms from myLittleLoveHoneyBee,and it made me smile just before I read the msg... it's written "Today she's been working,she's been talking,she's been smoking. And it will be alright,cos tonight we'll go talking,we'll go drinking,we'll do silly things.. whatever make u happy...." whoaaaaaa!!!!! its SATURDAY NITE from SUEDE... then I wonder,was it bout me? why did he write me those lyrics? Did he miss me or sth? and another questions were full my head...I just couldnt stop smiling,I know everbody was starring at me with a-this-girl-is-crazy-eyes,but who cares hahhahaaa... all I have to do is running to the bath room Then I jumped around the closet.. hahhahaa.. I was nutz-I know... Then the story goes, I still would like to share with the world but it was only a so so story... mmmh.. but if you want to,I'lll write it anyway, ahhahahhahhaa... ok I replied it,a short msg hoping that its not a wrong msg... then he laughed,it wasnt,that msg was special for me... he said he was listening to suede song then he remember me somehow... ahhhhhh he alwayz be so nice like that...Gosh,how could I resist him... sumthing that made me so happy was when I write him a lyrics from SUEDE-THESE ARE THE SAD SONGS to accompany him doing his script... I thought that he just dont care then he didnt want to reply it... but I was wrong,I have to wait for an hour because he had to look for a text of the SUEDE SONG,then he write me another sweet lyrics "She walks in beauty like the nite,hypnotizing the silence with her powers" huhuhuhuuhu... I melted to his words.....

mmmm Wednesday Morning at 5 am and I already starring my PC-in my office room-having a cup of black tea-Its a jar actually,and its HOT - while my ears are catching an dreampop tunes from BELLE AND SEBASTIAN -a scotland Indie Band-.......... kinda shock when I read today's headline about military coup d'etat in Thailand while Thaksin Shinawatra was away...the military also announced that stock market,banks and schools will be closed today.......oohh yeah great news.....anyway,another news that I catch today is about Joy Division Movies-Control-the producer said that it isnt a JD movies,but its all about Ian Curtis life which exposed on the "TOUCHING FROM THE DISTANCE" book by Deborah Curtis........Her book Touching from a Distance provides the most detailed biographical portrayal of Ian Curtis to date. While not a "warts and all" expose she does not shy away from some of Ian's less endearing characteristics......... Sam Riley- Role Ian Curtis Born England 8 January 1980. Sam is the lead singer of UK indie band 10,000 Things. He has appeared in a couple of films including 24 Hour Party People where he played Mark E Smith. In an interview with Yorkshire Post newspaper Sam said "I initially went auditioning for the drummer. But then they asked me back. I left without much hope. But I guess I didn't do too bad."...........I wish I could have one of this copy before myHoneyBee ever do.....

The anniversary of John Lennon birthday on October 9 will be commemorated with two peace events organised by Yoko Ono. The LennonOno Grant for Peace will give out two $50,000 prizes to the Medecins Sans Frontieres and the Centre for Constitutional Rights. In a statement Yoko Ono said: "These two groups look beyond today's conflicts and destruction and envision a positive future for our society, while working selflessly and tirelessly towards establishing a more peaceful environment for our planet. "They are strong representatives of the many groups who are working in the same direction, today. They need and deserve all of our support and respect." In addition to this, the Imagine Peace Tower is set to be constructed in Reykjavik. The base of it will be filled with international prayers and wishes. It will stand as a symbol of world peace. Ono says: "Each one of us was born at this time, not by chance, but to fulfil a mission. Our work is not yet done. "I know that John's spirit will be joining us on that day, October 9th, in Reykjavik and I look forward to seeing you there to celebrate this exciting day. WAR IS OVER, if you want it. I love you." taken from NME.com

Drought season here in Solo,that we have to aplly more and more Moist cream to soothe the skin... while I feel so... so... ummm I dont know,just so amazed by Baby Suri Cruise...she's just the most beautiful baby that I've ever seen-I think...last day I got another Suede CD,it contains Suede singles and many of their demo releases...yeah,and I still love to hear Suede from their old days,a songs like The Drowners,Metal Mickey,Animal Nitrate,New Generation,So Young,etc etc..Brett and Butler are totally amazing!!!..............for two recent weeks,I've been going out with MyHoneyBee's Pal, The Vocalist of the Band,called ummmm lets just call him...ThePoet...he's just another shy-guy who doesnt talk too much..just a line or two.. but at last I succeed to get him talk,yeah talking..bout Brett and Butler,his fave kinda music,The Smiths,Moz,Alain Whyte,Boz Boorer...hmmm he and MyHoneyBee are the same... is there any way that I will go out with him,I think myHoneyBee just dont really mind bout it...

mmm....dear HoneyBee... *he's still myHoneyBee,anyway,though we're already appart*....what about our plan to go to England?... to visit Ian Curtis grave before the Fasting Month begins.....where are we going to land?... as we know... bout couple dayz ago,HEATHROW was threaten by a terror activity... by the newz that I catched today...HEATHROW prepares a discriminative security system... which forbids a Moslem and Asian people step on the airport.... fewh..... yes u r Christian... but you're still asian anyway......hmmm.. London seems to be our dreamland... but we're not allowed to step our feet nor left us alone to Brixton Academy to held a concert.... poor FACTIONS.... poor MyHoneyBee.......*in the meantime... Iam singing.. This girl is cracking up... this girl is broken now.. hey yeah iye yeah.... *

1. Not For all the Love in the World - The Thrills...............I Live To Fall A Sleep - Manics.............Per Te - Josh Groban...............Somos Libres - SOre..............The Hardest Part - Coldplay...........Not For All The Love In The World - The Thrills............ Not For All The Love In The World - The Thrills............ Not For All The Love In The World - The Thrills............ Not For All The Love In The World - The Thrills............ Not For All The Love In The World - The Thrills............ Not For All The Love In The World - The Thrills............ over and over again................for my dear HoneyBee....wherever u are........................

The air is fine,The sun is bright and the friends are nice.......this is absolutely a perfect day to break my heart........I watch EDSON show last saturday.......surrounded by an indie people who wears the same outfit and had the same hairstyle......sudenly my eyes were catched by a beautiful face in the crowd.... A GORGEOUS PUNK-BOY IN PINK....he's slim,slender and svelte..had a smooth and soothe white skin..perfect hair and face,lively eyes....he's absolutely the real beauty....and I dont think that he's gonna be mine.....BUT........when I turned my eyes off him,and start to pay attention on the band,shake my body thru the rythm....UNWITTING....my hands are touched an indie boy who were standing next to me.......THE BOY IS HIM!!!! THE GORGEOUS ONE IN PINK........Gosh.....he was standing next to me sooo close then he whispered his name in my ears.....BIMA.....owmyGodOwmyGodOwmyGod........he told me that he got nobody in town and wished to come with me.........ITS JUST UNBELIEVEABLE...........BIMA....of course we enjoy the time together,dancing,sing along,introduce ourselves... and me,felt his breath in my neck,his slender body,beautiful prince right by my side......GOD HE'S THE WISH COME TRUE.......but it was just a 15 minutes dream....when I found out that he was just 18!!! and he thought that I was only 15....NOOOOOOO.........when he discovered the truth.....Iam 25... I had my share of view...dont take that happiness from me......... HE WENT AWAY........... by the other day.... TODAY....I found that there's sumthing bit different with MyHoneyBee....after we had a calm conversation for couple minutes...I realize,another girl had just occupied his mind,lately.....a 16 years old girl...and had the same belief as him (he's christian and Iam moslem).......I said NOTHING today... and just let him go without a words.....*BROKEN VOW - LARA FABIAN*

Kinda shocking day, when myBoz call my name for a hundreds times,while I was busy preparing the stuff for today show..... YEAH,WHATZ UP??!! I replied.......she said that an officers from one of the largest drugs industry in Indonesia has come to the Radio,and they want to meet me......WHATZ? why were they looking for me???.........I dont have any appointment with them.......so with a fresh smile and open arms I greet them..........then the story begin.....they're complaining bout the news that I had written couple hours ago........it was about the Products which was banned from the Drugs market,since it contains a dangerous substances.........the officer just couldnt accept that.. then he showed me a certificate,which is explain that the Products was harmless and it admissible to circulate on market.....WHATZ.... mmmhhhhh there's a misconception here......I never wrote such a story......then I showed him the news...yeah I had write bout the ban,but I also wrote "the Government had already clarified,that the products are harmless and safe for the market".........mmmmm I think that he just didnt listen to my last paragraph......ck..ck....ck.......

It was a day in the life,when I was RELAX talking to myHoneyBee .....his car was trapped,since the mass of demonstration action which was stand for the Libanon Poeple fulled the streets... they react against Israel Aggression...........QANA,a town in Libanon was bombed....54 civilian was dead,and 37 among them are children........simulatneity a thousands of demonstrans from various mass organizations exclaimed,that they cursed Israel Aggression.........QANA,for a MOSLEM like me,is one of the most bloody place,it was on 1996 when Israel bombed United Nations Quarter-a protection for Lebanon civilian............MyHoneyBee,who's one of a devout CHRISTIAN told me that QANA was a place where Jesus Christ did His first miracle.......He changed water into wine,on one of WEDDING Party in Qana,Galelia...............then the conversation changed into MyHoneyBee Best friend WEDDING.........he was only 21 and planned getting married on 6th of August........it was a shocking news,cuz he's just a shy-cute-boy,who was afraid to be kissed by a girl....everyone thinks that MyHoneyBee's friend was made a mistake-maybe he impregnateed his girlfriend or sth-but NO...there is no other reason,he just want to.....21 and MARRIED....just like Ian C ever did...but I hope he's not going to hang himself by the age of 24..........he asked me to be his BESTMAID.......but on 6th of August???? are u kidding me??? it was the day when EDSON-a Swedish Indie Band-comin to town.......Gosh...and I think it will be the first and the last time EDSON visits INDONESIA....GOSH Iam so confused...there is no way that Iam going to miss EDSON show!!! but it was once of a lifetime momment... when MyHoneyBee's Best friend celebrate his marriage.....then the confrontation between me and MyHoneyBee start again..............beeeeppppppp *signing off*