Haizzzz.....Why me? Unfairness and unlucky in the workplace making me feel helpless.I feel so dissapointed with my current job which 'forced' me in doing part time since I cannot work on Sunday.I have right to say NO and they promised not to work on Sunday.Without any notice they giving me no choice except working as part timer.Reason, because they want to save money.

Out of sudden, I lost my full time job!!This is so unfair!How could they do this to me?I don't even have right to say anything that concern my work.I am so dissapointed and sad.Crying now...........

It has been 26 years till now....my family problems still never end....Is this my so-called 'pembalasan'?I cry when I came home seeing my bro and dad just wasting their time sitting there dreaming.I pity for my bro for wasting his teenagehood like what I lost it long time ago.Nobody really can help them.

I even fail to protect them.Now I worry the most is my mum.Pity for her cos she have to face it alone in the family.Now she is not feeling well and have to be very strong in front of us.If i were her,I don't think I can't do the same thing like her.Hai~~~~~~mum,i am so sorry for being a very useless daughter.

Our so-called cooperation is over now!!!What the fuck!!!I am too naive to believe them that they were so nice to ask my favor!!Fuckin them!!!I couldn't believe myself for letting myself to believe them so easily!!!!!

If they are still interested to call me or even not,I won't pick up their phone!!That's it!!!My patience has limitations and this is it!!!!How could they promise me all the sweet-sweet things and end up that they are actually are not yet up with their plan?!What the fuck!!!!!!!!

Wahhhh!!How am I suppose to go home if the rain won't stop at this time.I am so cold and damn hungry.Alone in the office now and can't wait to go home to have a very nice dinner.These few days rain just pour blindly and making all the roads flooded with cars and motors!!!

Pity me cos I have to stay in the office while waitin for the rain to stop!!I ride motor as i have the only transport to rely on.Hhai~~Oh God,Pls stop the rain now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really miss my friends and this what I want from them--->seeing them to be happy and healthy.I found out that I haven't seen them for a very long time and the feeling of awkwardness bron in my heart.Oh dear,they are my friend and I don't know why is this feeling appears in my heart.

I miss them and I know I should take this chance to meet them nno matter how far away they live.I am so silly and useless and always making excuses not to come  when comes to distance.Hai!!!Friends,so sorry for not always attend every gathering that you all arranged!!!

I really want to kill somebody here!!I need to go to beach or something high enuf for me to scream!!!What the fuck,fucker,and fuckiest in this world is this!!!!!!What the fuck lah!!!!!Arhrgrrhgrhrghrgrhgrh#@#$@#$@#$@#$@#$@#$@#@#@#$@

Walau weh!!!!!!!@!!!!!!If they are still not calling me,I would have to kill somebody over here!!I am that type of person who use such an arrogant behaviour to hurt somebody just to make me happy.Arrhrhrhshaahahahahahahahha!!!!!!!!IHATE THEM.WHAT THE FUCK!!!!

I am so sad with somebody over here.Hai~~~Why they are stingy to just give me a call?It won't waste their penny on it!What the fuck here!!I begin to lost all the mood to continue their so-called plan.Said that we are like happy family and will keep us updating with theie well-doing.Well,fucker!!This is the word that I want to give to both of you!!!I begin sick of waiting.All of you wasting my time and how could you all ask us to resign without giving us notice or to confirm us!!

Is is too difficult to give a call, hey,let's start our plan!!What the fuck plan!!!!Give it a shit to this stupid damn plan!!All of you got the money and don't forgetwe are not rich as you allare.You can afford to wait but we are not!!!Stupid fuckers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Arggghhhghghgghghghgh!#@!#@!#@!#@!#!@#@

1.15pm  --->I plan t o write this blog from my office cos I am damn bored here!!!No work to do and I just sit there waiting for the time pass..I hate this kind of environment.I feel so useless for not doing anything cos i don't have work to do.

Argghhh!!!!I cannot live my life like this but what to do cos I can't think of any thing better to do!Aging time is coming and I don't waste time for doing nothing.Oh God,pls help me!!!!Can u pls give me some signal to lead me to a better life?I don't know what to do already.Will I waste my time being here and waiti till aging time......I look so old and I lost all the 'enegry' to move to another step.

I am want to be very young and dynamic!!I want to move around and learn things well around me!!!I want to meet and socialise with people.At least, I don't feel like I am alone in this world or making me feel lesser friend.I feel empty and nothing.I am so tired for been myself.I am so TIRED!!!!

Dissapointed with the someone who made such a very good promises,yet it seems that word speak louder than action.What for should I feel excited or look desperate for the job that I might have.The first impression that I used to have lost..............

3 weeks ago,I took out quite a large amount of the money to help my bro to pay the fees,At first,I feel so hurt for taking such amount of the money.Now, I feel nothing cos actually this money can really help my bro.Today,I made decision to give it to him so that he doesn't have to tie his tummy in order to save the money.Compared to me,he needs more help than me.Hai,pity him..............