why do you want me me to be jealous ??
Ketakutan, ketakutan untuk kehilangan, mungkin itu adalah hal yang paling masuk akal dari segala alasan. Kenapa kita takut, kenapa kita tidak ingin kehilangan, kenapa kita ingin bisa ??, bisa disini, apakah bisa untuk mengalahkan ketakutan itu sendiri ??, atau bisa meniadakan kehilangan….
Tapi bagaimana caranya ??, apakah mungkin ??, kenapa manusia harus terjebak pada hal-hal yang sepele ??, tapi hal itu yang mempengaruhinya, hal itu yang membuatnya hilang, takut, bersalah, lalu bersedih…
Jika begitu, apakah ini sebuah kesialan ??, ketidakberdayaan??, ketidakpercayaan ??. ataukah akibat dari ketidakbodohan ??, lalu apakah yang menyebabkan rasa sial, tidak berdaya, tidak percaya ??, ataukah ini hanyalah sesuatu rasa, perasaan ??, apakah yang terbaik adalah tidak bodoh, atau tidak merasa bodoh. Kalau begitu cerdas…
Terbaik, terbaik kah jika cerdas, salahkah jika tidak bodoh, mampukah jika cerdas, apakah cerdas itu ??, apakah tidak bodoh itu ??, apakah apakah itu ??. sesuai hukumnya manusia tidaklah mampu menjawab semua pertanyaan, misteri tersebut…
Apakah kebisaan manusia ??, manusia bisa untuk mencipta, bersama, berkira, berpikir, berbuat dan berbicara. Tetapi manusia tidak bisa untuk mengerti, sekuat apapun dia berusaha untuk mengerti, dia tidak akan pernah bisa menjadi mengerti. Itu yang telah digariskan, itu telah tertulis di hukum semesta…
now ..what if i forget you ..??
do it will be stay the same..??
that doesnt make me a liar or some stupid selfish person isn it ??
i mean it just cant be done like that..
decide is decide..
but in my heart..still i have some mind to finish =)
i mean ..i only have this kind of guitar..just 1 for now..LOL
music is my life ...
anything..that connect with music..then definetly im goin into that too ^^
By the time the Lord made mothers, He was into the sixth day working overtime.
An Angel appeared and said "Why are you spending so much
time on this one?"
And the Lord answered and said, "Have you read the spec
sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not elastic; have 200
movable parts, all replaceable; run on black coffee and leftovers; have a lap
that can hold three children at one time and that disappears when she stands up;
have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart; and
have six pairs of hands."
The Angel was astounded at the requirements for this one.
"Six pairs of hands! No way!" said the Angel.
The Lord replied, "Oh, it's not the hands that are the
problem. It's the three pairs of eyes that mothers must have!"
"And that's on the standard model?" the Angel
asked.
The Lord nodded in agreement, "Yep, one pair of eyes are
to see through the closed door as she asks her children what they are doing even
though she already knows. Another pair in the back of her head are to see what
she needs to know even though no one thinks she can. And the third pair are here
in the front of her head. They are for looking at an errant child and saying
that she understands and loves him or her without even saying a single word."
The Angel tried to stop the Lord "This is too much work
for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish."
"But I can't!" The Lord protested,
"I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close
to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can feed a
family of six on a pound of hamburger and can get a nine year old to stand in
the shower."
The Angel moved closer and touched the woman, "But you
have made her so soft, Lord."
"She is soft," the Lord agreed,
"but I have also made her tough. You have no idea what she
can endure or accomplish."
"Will she be able to think?" asked the Angel.
The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to think, she
will be able to reason, and negotiate."
The Angel then noticed something and reached out and touched the woman's cheek.
"Oops, it looks like You have a leak with this model. I
told You that You were trying to put too much into this one."
"That's not a leak." the Lord objected.
"That's a tear!"
"What's the tear for?" the Angel asked.
The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy,
her sorrow, her disappointment, her pain, her loneliness, her grief, and her
pride."
The Angel was impressed. "You are a genius, Lord. You
thought of everything for this one. You even created the tear!"
The Lord looked at the Angel and smiled and said, "I'm
afraid you are wrong again. I created the woman, but she created the tear!"
yet ..and inspirational story..=)
have faith=)
Love and Time
Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived:
Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it
was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed
boats and left. Except for Love.
Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last
possible moment.
When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.
Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,
"Richness, can you take me with you?"
Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat.
There is no place here for you."
Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel.
"Vanity, please help me!"
"I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity
answered.
Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."
"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"
Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear
when Love called her.
Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So
blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going.
When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much
was owed the elder,
Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of
understanding how valuable Love is."
this a story i read..
when surfing the internet..like good..
Alexander Fleming
His name was Fleming, and he was a poor Scottish farmer. One
day, while trying to eke out a living for his family, he heard a cry for help
coming from a nearby bog. He dropped his tools and ran to the bog. There, mired
to his waist in black muck, was a terrified boy, screaming and struggling to
free himself. Farmer Fleming saved the lad from what could have been a slow
and terrifying death.
The next day, a fancy carriage pulled up to the Scotsman's sparse surroundings.
An elegantly dressed nobleman stepped out and introduced himself as the father
of the boy Farmer Fleming had saved.
"I want to repay you," said the nobleman. "You saved my son's life."
"No, I can't accept payment for what I did," the Scottish farmer replied, waving
off the offer. At that moment, the farmer's own son came to the door of the
family hovel.
"Is that your son?" the nobleman asked. "Yes," the farmer replied proudly.
"I'll make you a deal. Let me take him and give him a good education.
If the lad is anything like his father, he'll grow to a man you can be proud
of."
And that he did. In time, Farmer Fleming's son graduated from St. Mary's
Hospital Medical School in London, and went on to become known throughout the
world as the noted Sir Alexander Fleming, the discoverer of Penicillin.
Years afterward, the nobleman's son was stricken with pneumonia.
What saved him? Penicillin.
The name of the nobleman? Lord Randolph Churchill.
His son's name? Sir Winston Churchill.
Someone once said what goes around comes around.
this is a story..maybe true ..but quite weird and funny =)
just...unbeliaveable..=)
two guys duck hunting story..
Two hunters from Michigan--(true story) This is from a radio program, a true report of an incident in Michigan:
A guy buys a brand new Lincoln Navigator for $42,500 and has $560 monthly payments. He and a friend go duck hunting in winter, and of course all the lakes are frozen. These two guys go out on the lake with the guns, the dog, and of course the new vehicle.
They drive out onto the lake ice and get ready. Now, they want to make some kind of a natural landing area for the ducks, something for the decoys to float on. In order to make a hole large enough to look like something a wandering duck would fly down and land on, it is going to take a little more effort than an ice hole drill.
So, out of the back of the new Navigator comes a stick of dynamite with a short, 40- second fuse. Now these two Rocket Scientists do take into consideration that they want to place the stick of dynamite on the ice at a location far from where they are standing (and the new Navigator), because they don't want to take the risk of slipping on the ice when they run from the burning fuse and possibly go up in smoke with the resulting blast. They light the 40-second fuse and throw the dynamite. Remember a couple of paragraphs back when I mentioned the vehicle, the guns and the dog? Let's talk about the dog: A highly trained Black Lab used for RETRIEVING. Especially things thrown by the owner.
well...just try to LOL =)
a chinese guy,he is drinking in this bar..and not for long..steven spielberg came,and sat next to him..a few hours later..suddenly,spielberg .hit this chinese guy..he fall down,and yelled to spielberg."hey what do you mean..?? i didnt do anything.."
said spielberg.."because you ..attack the pearl harbour in the past..its bad.."
"but it was by the japanese..im chinese"
"yeah..japanese,chinese..you all the same.."
the chinese guy..became silent,and went back to his chair. a few hou later ,suddenly the chinese guy..hit spielberg..he fall down and yelled.
" hey what do you mean by this..???"
the chinese said.."because of you the titanic sank.."
"but titanic sank..coz hitted an iceberg..im spielberg.."
"yeah..iceberg..spielberg..you all the same ..^^"
lolz
HOW TO IMPRESS A WOMAN
Compliment her, cuddle her, kiss her, carees her, love her, stroke her, comfort her, protect her, hug her, wine and dine her, buy gifts for her, listen to her, respect her, stand by her, support her, go to the ends of the earth for her.
HOW TO IMPRESS A MAN
Arrive naked ... with beer.
lolz ^^
even a genie cant do this ^^
A woman was walking along the beach when she stumbled upon a Genie's
lamp. She picked it up and rubbed it, and lo-and-behold a Genie
appeared. The amazed woman asked if she was going to receive the usual
three wishes.
The Genie said, "Nope ... due to inflation,
constant downsizing, low wages in third-world countries, and fierce
global competition, I can only grant you one wish. So ... what'll it
be?"
The woman didn't hesitate. She said, "I want peace in the
Middle East. See this map? I want these countries to stop fighting with
each other."
The Genie looked at the map and exclaimed,
"Gadzooks, lady! These countries have been at war for thousands of
years. I'm good, but not THAT good! I don't think it can be done. Make
another wish."
The woman thought for a minute and said, "Well,
I've never been able to find the right man. You know, one that's
considerate and fun, likes to cook and helps with the housecleaning, is
good in bed and gets along with my family, doesn't watch sports all the
time, and is faithful. That's what I wish for ... a good mate."
The Genie let out a long sigh and said, "Let me see that fucking map!"...
if you have the chance.. than just say it..
this is some good story..to read. be faithfull =)
just too late
10th Grade:
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before. I handed them to her.She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, So I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go home. She looked at me, said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek..I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
One fine day she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said, "hes not gonna go" well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as 'best friends'. So we did. That night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. Then she said- "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.