tomorrow is my b-day!! i can't wait to celebrate it..i hope what my friend gonna give me.. they said something special. keep wondering. crushy boy keep spying me again by getting information from my friend. is it right?

well, goodbye to you march! it's been a long journey for me in march.. i will miss it so much.. the things that i could not forget is, there is too many swwetness things and awful creep that had attended in my life actually. there, i can judge about myself when the hideous things happened. forgot to said, i became a loser when i escaped few times off my class. but, it's kind a tainted one. welcome april....i can't wait to celebrate my birthday soon!!

can't believe that guy would talk about me infront of his friends. i'm so ashame.. the worst is,we're not totally known each other. it's embarrasing moment for me! the jeepers creepers is, he follow me when i'm ignoring it from my back!

what do you feel if you had a mind that is going crazy and wild? i do.. is just like keep me spinning round,up and down,and mostly it would felt like creepy bizarre!! the case is, my cgd lecturer called me at 12 in the noon,maybe she would ask where i have been lately? exactly is,me and friends just promises not to attended her class. it's just about that i am not lazy, but we're just finishing the cgd test, so we're guest that we should take a rest for awhile. i wondering what will happen next.. hope that she's not turn into godzilla!! freak out! i'm felt jealousy with my sister bcoz she just had her car license. hope i would too. why i've been controlling by my parent?not fair..telling me that i'm not into it yet?gosh..poorly me:-(

my cgd exam today it's really give me a fuck! the question is okay, but i forgot a few of things that i have been studied last night. and the worst thing, when it turns exam, i am the one who will got it last to think of much time to do it. i guess where my friends got finished so early like they are born into a genius gig! but luckily is, i don't give a damn about it. i always get the good mark from it. i will not regrets for the things that i believe i will do it better than i thought! what i think of myself is, less is better than nothing!

finally my dreams come true. i did bought the jeans that i've been dreaming of. i got everything that i totally wanted off,cool blouse that i've seen couple weeks ago,and the bag that is truely awesome!! this cool and fabolous stuff hit me so much!! i love fashion. the most happiness is, my bestfriend got the same interesting as mine!:-)

it's nice to getting with somebody. especially a stranger. i met a few friends today. it's holiday, so i spend my time blogging. i dont know nothing else. gosh, next week i've got an exam.

i'm so happy today. it can't be said by words. i'm so so happy.. bcoz i just finished one of my assignment. after all i put my strength to do it day and nite, at last it worked! it's hard to be a college student. given by many assignment until your head gonna turn into crap-bizarre and spinning like a gasing. one thing thats kind make me laugh is when one boy at my college got a big crush on me!my friends always compare me with that boy. sometimes it annoy me. i think he is my senior.since long i didn't saw his face, but today i met him. when i'm sitting on the branch,waiting for a car to picked me,his car just park through at front where i just sitted. i just stare at him,to prove what my friend have said is true or not. when he came out from car, he kind shy to look at me. his cheek just turning red!oh my gosh, he's really2 crush on me. it's kind a funny thing happen to me. i don't know what will happen next?

12 march, so many things happen today. my brother got his SPM result, although his result was not that good, but i still proud of him coz he still get many credits on several subjects. it's kind remembering me about my SPM result in the year 2006, when i felt that i was totally nervous and shaking. but grateful, my result wasn't that bad..all okay, but it just one little thing that burst me up, maths! but, now i can accept math coz i don't felt that it was a hard subject. maybe for anyone, it was a kill-bomb! i felt so sorried to my friend coz i can't accompany her. i hope she will not get her anger on me. help me!!

i give a cheers for my boyfriend today because he has a takraw competition.with all the practise that he just go through, i hope his team will win. he also taught me not to feeled down when i'm not in a good condition, but i take his advice for in a good way. i felt amazing today when he said that everything's gonna be okay. ya, i believe it..it's true. i really get mad with myself when i piss him off about my problem. i shouldn't do it, loss those angry and put in on his arms. but what goes around, he once didn't get angry, he just calm and said all my pressure will fade away. that's why i really love him..no one can take his place. he really understood me, cares about me and everything he do,doesn't seems wrong on my eyes. loves you dear...