kay im not much of a reality tv show fan but rightnow im a suck up for Rockstar Supernova...not much of a Tommy Lee fan  and uh the rest of the bandmates  but i like one of the contestant ,Lukas Rossi...i think the guy is totally kick ass .He really rocked the previous show...and I prolly like him so much cuz of his personality also, i like the guy .He should win this shit..

 

my weekend has been entirely ....dead....boring as fuck...my friends are trying pull a shit on me and its getting pathetic .I knew all along that none of them really understand me so as of rightnow i really dont give a shit anymore..im gonna be fucking sick if i see those lame asses tommorow....Im now Not talking to anyone and part of me hurts so bad and the other part doesnt give a mother fucking shit if you die across the streets...

this is who iam , everyday infact...i am me and if ppl cant take it ....get the fuck outta my face

i wish i dont have any feelings rightnow....

 

i've no greater pleasure than to see you suffer in great pain...

...its been circa 1 billion years since i've been online...this blog is so ancient,so i changed a few things and my profile go read it if you dont know me...

 

well i've been doing alot of studiying for this year's pmr and other stuff i guess...i can't remember the last time when i did something fun , its been nothing but crappy text books, coffee and my disc player...yesterdays image got all blurred...

A top ten list of things that scare me the most. I'd have to say the future.

added some friends on mylist just now...funny i dont even talk to most of them, or know them....right, to whoever i added on my list: if you dont comment me anything or say hi your name will automatically be deleted .... since this place is all about making friends i'll try my best to be friendly as possible...if you dont know me , dont fucking try to judge me cuz i dont buy that crap.... i can be friendly ,im not always bitter as i sound now... ~~~~ anyways, those who wanna chat with me feel free to do so...YM: cuts_heartx@yahoo.com if you're a crappy person, dont add me. ~~~~~~ im dying to get avenged sevenfold 'city of evil" album..they dont sell it in M'sia..this sucks..

i havent really made any post here in a long time....i've been really busy lately and i feel like i'd rather put myself in a coffin and lay there for my eternal rest... so this few weeks wasnt so great i found out that I have no real friends and they're all backstabbers...so i choose to ignore them and just be on my own....its fucking sad really when you find out that you just wasted your life with ppl who are completely wrong... i havent really been paying attention to my studies alot ,and im really worried about that...funny, studiying used to be the last thing on my head and now im worriying abt it... but since nothing really means anything to me and no one wants to believe me i'll just focus on the thing that i really hate.School. that evil place with evil clown-masked students and blood sucking teachers.... ok,they're not those creepy things but it sounds dreadful enough to describe what kinda ppl surrounds me at skool... i've never really enjoy my time there, most of the time i just ignore them.... there is no love in this world, if you think there is its just in your t.v set and in your head..this world is selfish and sooner or later this whole world is gonna explode......

im at my friends house rite now...im feeling a bit nauseous right now i havent ate since this morning...Farra begged me to tutor her political history and she left her notes at class and i had to memorise almost everything to explain it to her and she wouldnt let me go home till she atleast get 15 questions right....so now here i am typing this ...i still havent ate yet and i dont feel like eating cuz i feel sick today...so last month i failed my math paper , i got a 64% which is below average and i do give a fuck abt my grades ,ppl just dont expect good things from me for whatever fucked up reasons...i stopped my potty mouthing in public now except online..why?because god forbid me.*snorts* lol no! its cuz i dont want to treat ppl like shit anymore..some ppl do mean something to me and i want to understand them too....Blitch moved away a couple of months ago, we had a big fight and i regret for satings things to her but what she said hurt me too...ppl take me for granted becuz they think im nothing...but i'd never do that to anyone , well maybe i'd ignore them but they're still something to me.Low-lifers.Thats what they are... nuff' said bout my unfortunate events,Im going to Quicksilver Festival and Kelly slater, click five and a bunch of skate boarders and performers are gonna be there so that'd put me in a chipper mood...hope nothing screws that up...

so i got a test tommorow and my friend got possessd by a demon and its scaring the shit outta me...i dont give a crap if you dont believe me....i havent read my history book yet ...its so boring i think im starting to get dilusional.....i dont think i have to praise this blog cuz it seems like everybody is doing it so .....im out..