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[Submitted by X-mel on September 27, 2007, 1:38 am]

One of the most controversial thing happens in this world right now is whether to have a child or not.

Some couples would love to have babies in their life. This group argues that a baby is a gift. The baby could bring you joy and happiness, despite of all the 'cost' that come with the baby ever since the first time the doctor announced that there is a baby in the mother's body. They said that the baby make them complete and have the purpose of life. They fill ini their days. Well the cost you must pay is the cost of the wonderful feeling that comes with the baby. Well, afterall, nothing is free in this world right?? 

Some of these type of couples are very lucky. They can get the child they want at the time they want. In another word, they are the normal couples.

The other group of this type of couples are those who are not so lucky. They have to spend a lot of money, a lot of time, effort and heart to get a baby. They go to fertility clinic just to have a baby of their own. And even when they have spent the money, time, effort and heart, some of them still can't have the baby of their own, even after all of the hardwork abd even when they really and desperately want a baby. These couples are the couples that usually undergo the adoption process. They even willing to adopt some stranger's baby, just to have what they call a perfect family.

The other major group of couples are those who do not want any baby in their life. They say that the baby only makes the difficult life even more difficult, not to mention the money 'cost'. You have to take care of them, and buy all of their need, education, and medication. And after that, they go to college, meet a partner and have a family of their own. Well what is last for the parents????

It is very lucky that some of these types of couples are not cappable to have a baby. So everythig is just placed in the right spot. How about the others. The young and irresponsible couples?? they just know how to make the baby, but forget the concequences, and by the time it happened, they go to some cilinics and get rid of the 'burden', or perhaps wait until the baby is born and then throw them in the trash. Some of them just put the babies in the orphanage houses and some other couples will come and thake care of them (Well, compare them to those who have to spend a lot of things in the fertility clinics). Some of them tried to be responsible. I have to admit that some of them (just the small par of them) did very well as parents. But how about the rest of them?? What happend to the children??? 

[Submitted by X-mel on September 20, 2007, 11:23 pm]

Well nothing much to say baout genting but it is a very nice place to visit ^^

You can gamble, you can challenge yourself with the extreme stuffs there and you can also shop there.

Today we were late for the bus, but fortunately, there are still thrree empty seats in the next bus.

It was not the only quincidence.

We bought the return ticket, so we had already got the ticket for comign back. Last time i bought the same ticket and we departed from the bus terminal beside first world hotel, but fortunately (again) i checked the ticket again at the right time. So we had to be at hte bus stop at minimum 8.25 pm and i checked the ticket at 7.20pm. it was after dinner. and i found out that we had to depart from the bus terminal at the cable car station, instead of at tha bus terminal beside frist world hotel. wow it was so close, becuase we neeeded time to go to the cable car station, took the cable car, and go to the bus stop. i planned to go to the bus stop beside first world hotel at 8.10 if i stayed with my plan we would have to spend the night there because 8.30 bus the last bus, while my friend's flight is tomorrow.

hmm what do you think?? were they quinsidence?? or i just got lucky, or... it was just a logical thing to check the ticket again.. ^^

gut nite y'all ^^

[Submitted by X-mel on September 19, 2007, 11:07 pm]

This is my sixth subject so this is the sixth times i submit my assignments, but still, it feels so nice, so free, and so relieve.... HUAHHHHHHHHHHHH i love this day and this feeling ^^

I finished them so late, but fortunately, i mean very fortunate, i was able to bind it on time and then submit them ^^

Today i will just clean my lovely room, watch tv, and SLEEP well. Tomorrow gotta go to Genting to accompany my friend and his aunt. I can't wait. I feel like eveything is just placed in a good timing and place today.

Well gut nite to you all ^^

I wanna watch CSI (love this series^^')

[Submitted by X-mel on September 17, 2007, 1:46 pm]

Well, last night i try to finsih the assg (but i didn't really try very hard) but as usual i can't finish them on time....

So i called the office today and said that i can't submit assg today because i am  not in KL rite now. They always give me the extended time. The question is do they really buy all my excuses or they jus give me the extended time because everybody is doing the same thing ??? hmm I dunno hehehehehe but i felt a lil guilty for lying because the lady in the office has been very nice to me ^^''

Since the first subject i always ask for extended time. Has it become a habbit?? Or deep down inside i realize that the real due date is not the date that stated in my assg question pape?? Hmm i think deep dow inside i know that the due date is not on Mon, it's on Wed that is why even though in the weekend i did not go anywhere i still take it easy, by watching tv, surfing the net, check my fs account, and so on....

Hmm really i hope i can do better next subject coz i really wanna finish the assg before i go to Bali for holiday ^^

Now i gotta go back to my assg again ^^

Have a nice day y'all

[Submitted by X-mel on September 15, 2007, 4:45 pm]

Well they are still working together tofay, and today they are pulling me away from my laptop and assignments.

Hehehehehe they make me watch tv and fell asleep instead of finishing my assgs which will due on monday

Well i think i just blame them for being so lazy... Hmm why i never in the mood to finsih all of my assgs ??? Really hope i can finish them on time, coz this subject facilitator is the head of the department so i dun wanna mess up wtih her, but i feel so so lazy ....

Hmm assgs AGAIN .....

[Submitted by X-mel on September 14, 2007, 1:06 pm]

I can smell it

I can feel it

No...

I dun only feel it. I am very sure that there is a consipiracy going on between my Astro and my AirCon to at least drive me crazy....

OMG last night the astro kept off by itself. i have to turn it off and on again or i have to pull out the card and put it in again >< and while the astro doing that the AirCon didn't really want to work well last night. It didn't even make the room cooler >< last night is a nightmare ><

Now i am gonna have my coffee, get back to my assg ......

Hope i can finsih half of them befor i go to the gym ......

Have a nica day y'all^^

[Submitted by X-mel on September 13, 2007, 8:13 pm]

i used to have crush on someone, and i am pretty sure he has the same feeling. but due to the distance and the differences, we never even tried to work it out. i hate him for being such a loser, but when he told me he goes out with another gal, i feel like a waste. i looked in the mirror to find what the h*ll is wrong with me .... and today i chat with a friend of ours and he just confirmed that gal. that feeling just come again, i dunno how to feel or to act. should i cry? or angry ??? hmm i dunno, but one thing for sure i doubt myself again ....

Or.....

maybe it is just my pride that hurt the most.....^^''

hmm i dun have time to think about it rite now but he keeps coming in my mind ><

i gotta finsih this assg ASAP ....

mika's happy ending is really my song rite now ....

 

[Submitted by X-mel on September 13, 2007, 4:53 am]

it's 10 to 5 in the morning, if i still got my eyes open i hould have done mya assgignment, but here i am posting my first blog ^^

it is quite complicated to create a new profile coz now i am sleepy on my bed with my laptop and with a cool colour complexion of mtv pages. but i think it's probably because of my laptop screeen position. whateva.... now i am here ^^

hmm nothing much to say, just wanna say glad to be here and now it's better for me to go to sleep so i can continue my work tomorrow, cos those assgs are due on Monday >< time goes by so fast, and the due date which seemed so far couple weeks ago, now seems like standing right in front of me ><

hope there is no distraction tomorrow, my goal is to finish one of the assignments...

gud nite y'all ^^