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I try to understand....

[Submitted by NoCrY on November 17, 2008, 11:09 pm]

Although, we can send a message, write a mail, make a call, or talk on line,

I still prefer handwritten letters.

I want to keep a diary per day, but failed.

During my middle school, I remember the headteacher who was a young & shy man

just agraduated fm a college.I became a monitor as he trust I have the potential.

Crazy was he advise my Dad it's better to master my thoughts by checking my diary

I don't know why he...which entangled me in a brawl with my Dad…

The result was I destroyed all my diary..............

Direction

[Submitted by NoCrY on November 13, 2008, 8:06 pm]

We discuss abt our current worries,work ,emotion & hope….of course, complain a lot.

But if just querimony with no action, we are only wasting our life, wasting our bloom.

I remember fm childhood, Dad asked me to make a study plan…At that time, I seldom follow his advise as I just want to skulk…

I remmember a word saying: Try best endeavors, no matter play or study

Now, every morning,I'll write down which is most urgent and which can delay…

I'll finish fm urgent to less…I want to find a profession,which I could strive for it whole life.

If I make a decision to do one thing, I want to make it perfect or else I'll give up @ first

Be serious …it's a good attitude, I prefer person do sth use his heart and conscientious.

Not two or three years old, we shall take charge for our behaviours…

Make a plan/direction for our further life, then try our best to achieve the aim step by step.

It can be miracle, when I believe.

Time is taking

[Submitted by NoCrY on November 4, 2008, 11:55 pm]

Time is taking, everyday is flowing so fast......

I really want to hold it & I don't want to become any older^^

Though time changes, but why my heart is still?

It is getting colder which caused me feel deserted...

I don't want to say sth after one day's working.

when @ work, I'm alive and vivid;however, if alone, I have no temper to pick up a call...

Soul is far away''seems no one can perfect touch my heart,

I know we r not the time to emphasize own individuality any more.

I'm a kook… Lost ……………

I immerse myself totally in thinking some issues….

I don’t know what do I actual want ,what was I born for, what should i insist,

I can understand why sb suicide or depressed….

I feel pain

[Submitted by NoCrY on October 21, 2008, 10:37 pm]

nO one can touch my soul.......I just ignore how u treat me...in my mind i know but don't want to argue anything...i don't want to waste my words...it's nothing if u care....my soul is far away

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hurt, why u can't hold my heart?

What should I Do

[Submitted by NoCrY on October 19, 2008, 10:34 pm]

I saw a friend's blog...she got a divorce and then I cried....

why, the two who love each other still can't stay together?why we live need so much things,

we can't love simplely like our ancestor?Creature comfort change our minds change emotion between human-beings.We r all vulgarian.

...I just want to keep...how I explain??Tired.......It's really hard to say.

I want to be more stronger, I try so hard.I never show my weak to u, I want to keep my visualize in yr heart. ...........did u know me?did i know u? it seems we all cover so much, we r not genuine enough to each other.

is any link we r wrong?...I really want ur friend whole life.

Thank u for all & sorry for all.