March is so wasted.I got into big trouble and I hope it will end soon.Pray for me that nothing happens to me.
I've been skipping school.I didn't attend school since Wednesday.I don't my classmates to throw questions at me when I'm back.NO thanks to my teacher who told the class I got a court case.sigh.

I don't know why but I always feel empty at home.I prefer living at CCK with my sister and them.I get to laugh with them.Back at tampines,all i get is silence.It can drive me insane!!
I can't wait for Friday.I'm so going back to CCK.I hate school but I want to study.Now tell me,what am I suppose to do?

I'm 17 and I still feel like a 10 year old.Okay maybe not because my parents don't really care whether I'm back at home or even if I don't get back home for 3-4 days.Actually,its awesome.
But I hate it when my mum blames my sister for everything.I'm working hard to study because as far as I'm concern,I'm the only one in the family whose interested to study.But still,I hate school.

I've been thinking of taking private but whats the point?I've made it here so it'll be such a waste.
I've run out of money these past few days that I have to keep sharing cigarettes with my sisters.

Whenever I'm alone in my bedroom,it reminds me of being lock-up at Cantoment.Like being all alone and all you have is these huge 4 white walls and a door with minimal glass window.Being lock up for 4 hours was an experience.I don't want to go back there.Oh dear God,forgive me of what I've done and free me from all these.

Okay,I'm off to watch my favourite drama.

Gdbye 

Daaaaaammmmnnn...I've not updated since like..FOREVERR.rofl
I'm so tied up with school and stuff that I havent had real fun.
I'll have to wait till I end my Os then the real fun will start.
So right now,I'm all about  study study study.
Okay,I'm off already.Bye

And some pictures..for fun.

I KNOW.I'm fucking vain.deal with it.

ADIOUS 

This is gonna be a short one.

COUNTDOWN WAS THE THANG!
Drinks,music,shots,ciggies,more drinks,more ciggies,dancing hard,loud music,best friends.

WHAT CAN BE BETTER AYE?
Getting home drunk on a Monday night and sleeping throughout the day on Tuesday.
This is the good life.

ps:school started.No more partying and hangovers :( 

HAPPY 2008 PEOPLE!™ 

Eve Christmas started pretty much like a normal typical day.
I worked from 8 to 2.
Went for lunch with Amirah and Helisza at our all-time favourite,McDONALDS.
Had usual.Chatted a little bit and they went off.
Got home and sissy asked if I wanted to follow her out.
DUH,YES!I'm bored rotting at home.
So yeah,get ready and stuff.Met Mai at Pasir ris.
Went for dinner at downtown east.
I was pretty tired so I didnt had dinner.
We decided to go to Pasir Ris beach.
Acted like small kids.Playing that spider web thing.
HAHA.
Too bad for my white pants,its all filthy.
Summer breeze look great that night.
They style it up with a Dj and a dancefloor.
In music were being played but NO ONE WAS DANCING.haha.kental.
We wanted to go there but everything was on double price.
Then,Mai still insist on going and yes,we did.
Two words:FUCKING AWESOME.
It was hell great!
We ordered one jug of REDBULL.
And the redbull tasted nicer colder.
People were spraying those fake snows on us.
Even the waiters were doing that on us.
Maybe because they know us pretty well =)
Then,this stupid cinabeng waiter pulled me and Mai to the dancefloor.
People were dancing and I was like,OOOOKKAAAAY.
I danced too actually.(which I think is scukey).
haha.
WHO CARES.
I'm enjoying myself.
At least I dance better than those people.
HAHAHA.

Pictures are on MCR concert album

check them out! 

Kill me someone...Kill me.
I fucking want to see MCR again...
11 december was not enough.
Those tears,those bruises and pains all over my body is worth it.
We started queuing around 11 plus and sat all the way till the door finally open.
It was fucking hell.People were pushing and you are being pushed away from your friends.
But then,we still make it safely.Diyana and I were standing at the very first row.
Oh,the view...was clearer than in my dreams.
Goosebumps all over me.
The show was suppose to start at 8 but for no obvious reasons
they started playing around 9 instead.
Its okay.Even if it takes the whole night,I'll wait for you guys
People were starting to scream and jump around.Oh heaven
I tell you...11 december was the happiest day of my life.
Its was better than sex.SERIOUSLY.
Gerard said that Singaporean were all fucking beautiful.
Okay..now imagine..gerard's talking to you and saying that you were all beautiful.le sigh
Mikey was way too hot and cute.With his guitar and headbanging.le sigh
I want to make babies with him!
I wonder if he heard when I confessed to him my true feelings.heh
Frank was totally frank.
His guitar tossing and he likes throwing his saliva up in the air.
Which I don't mind...and I don't even mind if some gets into my mouth.haha
If only ghost of u and disenchanted was being played...
But still,it was the most perfect day in my life.
Many people were seen being carried out from the mosh pit.ape ni?mane kejantanan krg?
Must be the people around them and severe headbanging.
Gerard was concern about it and even reminded us to just have fun if we're not feeling well and alert the securities if we see someone falling.
Oh yes.We did Mr Gee.
I keep on pinching myself cause I always feel like I'm dreaming or just watching the youtube videos.
But no,I was not.
They were there.
Gerard,Mikey,Frank,Ray
They all were there.Right in front of my eyes.
And tears were rolling down when I don't love you and cancer was being played.
Maybe I was too engrossed that I cried but I continue headbanging and jumping.
I don't care how shit my hair looks like.I just wanna make that night the best night I ever had.
Okay,looking at this pictures is making me cry.
I miss them so much already.
I really need to control myself now
I feel like robbing a bank and start travelling the world and go wherever the boys go.
I wanna be a stalker.HAHAHA 

I have something to tell you.
Something MASSIVE....

ITS.........

19 fucking more days!

Can you hear the marching band?
I'm hearing it and its getting closer and closer

ALL HAIL MCR!=) 

ps:some new random photos on my album 

I see,,,my blog here is almost dead.HEHAHA
Sorry for the lack of post.I'm busy working that I forget about the things around me.
My birthday's over.And i had a great great surprise.My girlfriends hid under my bed and when I got back from work,it was party time.I love them =)

Working has been great I should say.Any of you call McDelivery?
Don't be shock cos I might be taking your calls.
HAHAHA.I hope the VJs would call up.Especially UTT!
Haha.I know.I'm being cheeky ad its only 10.48am

I'm sure you guys know that MCR is coming to Singapore this 11 december right...
and GUESS WHAT?!

I ALREADY GOT THE TICS!I bought the free standing.I'm gonna mosh all night and be covered by the boys sweats.HAHAHAHA

2 weeks more till payday.=)

Goodbye 

Yeah.That what its all about right now.But let's push hari raya away cause hari raya is kinda over for me.
I'm rotting at home.Been hanging out late at nights with those strange ones.Cards,drinks,junk food.Oh yeah.hahaha

I've found a job but not quite sure when to start.I need to start fast and get money fast.I MUST GO TO MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE CONCERT!Even if it resorts to stealing.HAHAHAHA.no,seriously.
So...I've won the Blogger of the month thingy.OH BIG THANKS MAN.It was a shocker.REALLY.

If only the prizes were MCR CONCERT TICS!!!!
Funny.I won those prizes and my birthday's coming.GREATTTT!!
Yes bitches,I'm MTV SEPTEMBER BLOGGER OF THE MONTH!dig that yo!

But still,I want a PSP.*tuts*
I'm so pathetic .Is PSP worth it?
It'll be worth it if someone buy it for me.ANYONEEEE...huahuahua.

I'm moving this Saturday.
So GOODBYE GOOD OL' SIMEI and HELLO SCREWED UP TAMPINES.

Why do good things have to end fast?
I just made new friends around here and I have to move to Tampines.
Where all those mats and minahs and wankers reside.
OHHH KIIILLL MEEEE!!!
Better still,I HAVE NOT EVEN SEEN THE NEW HOUSE.
So,whether I like it or not,I HAVE TO STAY IN IT......

Okay.I need to pack my stuff.I FEEL LIKE CRYINGGGG ='(

Goodbye you lovely people. 

Baby,N's over.Schools over.
Its time for me to take a break and party till dusk everyday.
But...I can't enjoy really yet.I need a job so I won't trouble my parents and I need to worry about my results.In case I don't make the cut,I already have a back up plan.Its good to have a Plan B if Plan A was a dunzo.

I think Maths paper 2 was the fuckiest of all.The moment I look thru the pages,my heart sank.Sigh.Thank god Paper 1 was manageable.Okay.I really don't want to talk about school cause its OVER.Let me just relax and enjoy my life.

=)