well i just make up wit my bf after fighting for 3 days...its so sad to know that we can tolerate each other....but we still love each other...erm...at least i do...but i refused to have to accept his excuses that he cant sms me...i mean all i wanted was for him to care more about me...i dont think that's a crime....damn it..he's so lazy....i really dont like that but i....u know...i still have a very strong feeling for him...even though he dont have my qualification of my dream guy(physically)...but he definately won my heart...i wish he would understand what i'm feeling....haihz....

today...my bear bear didnt call me or sms me until i sms him...I know that today he's busy because he had to finish his work before noon...den he hav dinner today..his friends wedding dinner..so i didnt disturd him..when he arrived in JB..he sms me..we sms for a awhile which is not even half an hour..he said he's going to eat..he said he would text me back after he finish eating..but he didnt..i was with my mom and her girl friends...it was extremely boring...he knew that but he went karaoke with his friends..without telling me..so i waited for his msg but he didnt send any..i thought something is wrong..so i text me..he reply sayin "i'm at da kbox.." i was so pissd off...but i just say hav fun & enjoy cause i know dat he worked very hard this week..but dat wasnt it..during the wedding dinner he was drinkin.i told him not to drink so much & he said yes..but he end up drinkin..i was concern that its very dangerous for him but he didnt care..besides today is saturday..he's suppose to call me..its our callin day..yet his friend had a car accident..not actually an accident..so he had to acompany his friend to settle the problem..i was so worried bout him..yet he thought i'm getting angry because of nothing...I'm so angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't know how to spend my holidays...its just sucks...still got tuition..i can't go far.... i feel like i'm wasting my holidays...staying home..so boring... my bf is so far...and he's very busy....but he calls me everyday...ish... wat can i do??????????

hurray......no more exams...finally its over... school holiday is here!!!! but there's just 1 problem...i have nothing to do.. no money...how?? its gonna be soooo soooo boring... haihz..

Gosh..Mid terms is killing!!! Two whole weeks of examination can really make me mad!!! Can't wait for 24 May 2007 1.00am... I can get back all my freedom....all my fun in life!!!!! I really can't wait man... Ish...Why wont it comes faster!!!

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I feel so bad.....i feel really down.......i cant help it...i'm trying my best to have confident about my looks..but...i cant help it....

its not my fault dat i'm so ugly...i dun want to be like this either..

wat can i do?????

Mid terms is coming.............i havnt get ready yet...i'm so gonna fail................

dunnoe how 2 face my mom......she's so gonna be so mad..........

hope i'll do ok...

i dunnoe wherethere he can accept me or not.....I'm worried dat he cant accept the facts dat i'm not as pretty as my picture.....its not my fault i'm photogenic rite?

wat can i do??I dunnoe wat 2 expect......i'm afraid he'll reject me....argh...............

 Last week, i almost fall for some1..who i dun hav any idea wat kind of person he is..Now.. i think i'm fallin for a guy..But i dun noe wherethere i shud give him a chance..

  I'm kinda scared to fall inlove..I think he's just interested in me b'cos he's desperate..He's very horny at times..but very sweet2...

   I'm very confuse...I hate all tis shit..Y must life be so complicated!!!!!