I feel quite the opposite and it is nearly always I who give in to others.
I don’t always act according to my nature but rather to how I think other people would like me to be.
I am ambitious, persevering and patient. I admire competent and successful therefore sometimes regarded as a snob.
I often feel that other people are slightly superficial and stupid, but I do not express my opinion in public ‘cause I think that there is no point in creating enemies.
I tend to be a pessimist and I never embark on any risky or dangerous venture (believing that it is bound to fail).
I also tend to become envious when I see how lucky other people can be.
I have few friends because most people find me precocious (wink.wink) I in turn think that others are very childish
I usually can’t relax and enjoy life until I have done all my chores.
I just do not muck about; I am too serious for that.
Once I finally catch on, then I usually remember things forever.
I tend to be a loner; I sometimes find it hard to make friends.
I know that I will not gain success at the expense of others. I will not push others aside in order to be first in the goal post. I prefer to make myself indispensable.
I enjoy music, either as performer or listener.
I do not make friends at work but rather stick to my own.
I will be a very loyal and faithful friend, who will be prepared to help you when you are in need.
-= For that one person who gave me inspiration while I was on the brink of boredom. I can always open up to you freely since you don’t fully understand me. Thanks! =-
24-02-08 12:48 PM HELLO! You already went to Sm?
01:19 PM SURE. Where are you?
28-02-08 10:18 PM No. I’m not sleeping. I have a headache now, but I’m hungry.
10: 55 Pm Let’s go to Jollibee. Please come to ALTA.
10:58 PM Fastfood. I don’t know the spelling. Jollibee.
11:00 PM NEVERMIND. Please come here.
11:08 PM I’m already waiting at the gate.
01-03-08 02:09 PM I’m staying a my room. But Erika hasn’t finish her work yet.
He was driving his Honda Accord and she was on the passenger seat. He asked her if she knows how to write a newsletter since he was supposed to ask her to do so for the organization. She answered that she didn’t know how. He told her that she have to “atleast start at something”. She considered it to be the best advice given to her, ever!
Hindi na masama kung sa mismong araw ng graduation mo e matanggap ka din sa trabaho. ‘Cause that’s what happened to her. Her graduation rites happened in the morning and then she was scheduled for final interview with the GM of the establishment, in the afternoon. It was tiring, no doubt, but it was absolutely worth it according to her. That night, she had 2 reasons to celebrate: her college graduation and landing her first job ever. Atleast hindi na s’ya makakasali sa mga magsasabing “WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF JOBLESS”.
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· Gosh I’m really so sensitive. Can’t anybody understand that I’m actually frustrated because I don’t have any job at this point in my life? And all they do is make me feel worse, telling me on my face how useless I am. It’s so depressing.
Great way to spend your vacation, learn foreign songs with your siblings. It’s absolutely fun! Or you can laze around. Just sleep through the entire season. Ha!ha! Crazy, indeed.
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TO YOU: If this is your way of being sorry for all the lies you weaved, then thanks, but no thanks. I don’t need you playing cupid for me and my ex-crush. It’s not necessary at all. I’m totally over the thing.
· It eally feels good when you’re riding a motorcycle, running 55kph while raining. What I felt when I experienced such was bliss and freedom. It felt so good it made me want to cry. Mumps!
My best friend and I. We don’t know what. Our friendship is very special. Not the usual type. We are happy just by haviung each other. No words needed. Whenever we’re together, it’s absolute bliss. Problems forgotten. We are ourselves, we understand each other without having to converse. Our friendship is something very unique. All it needs for it to nourish is understanding. =) Of course it’s a give and take relationship. We don’t always have to agree with each other so we have to be open-minded. Patience, is also a virtue, but most of all we’re just always there for each other, to support and to back-up the other’s tail. :D And the best thing we give each other is our trust and loyalty. And from it all, love blossoms. That’s what makes my best friend and I.
Mod: Everytime na ililibre ako ni Jenna, I feel shy yet excited. You know the feeling whe you get what you don’t expect, that’s what it’s like. Kasi, although I’m very materyosa, I don’t normally expect anything from Jenna. It’s like masaya na ‘ko na ako ‘yong nagbibigay sa kanya, so everytime may ibigay s’ya sa ‘kin I feel so excited. Ha!Ha! Silly me!
Right now, I don’t know my reason for living. If it were for my family, for my friends or for that special someone whom I haven’t met yet, that I am not aware. Days just pass by me. With no definite reason for breathing. I am my usually jolly self, but I can’t put myself together. My former interests have already faded. Anime? Witchcarft? Make-ups? Nail Polish? Material things? No. Not anymore. My only friends are paper, penm and music. I don’t know what I want. I don’t know what I believe in. I’m 19 and I’m ready. For whatever. I don’t even know what I fear. Someday, I’m going to get a grip of me, an dby then I’ll know what I’m living for. 
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· What do you say that eyes make or break the face? I say, somehow.
· I’m totally broke it’s the first time I thought of selling some of my things just to have moola. How’s that? I’m so desperate I’m more than willing to grab any opportunity of money-generating work that will come my way. Got any offer?
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- Whenever I think of life as something that you can only experience once, my happy-go-lucky side comes out. I feel like I must do everything I want, therefore I become utterly adventurous, bold and daring, but this is just fantasy for me, ‘cause when reality hits me, and mind you it hits me hard, I had to have a mature perspective on life.I have no choice but to see that it comes with sacrifices. You can’t have fun all the time as much as you want to unless of course you belong to the A classs ociety and you have all the means to do just what you like. I can, of course, still have the chance to be the dare devil that I wanted to be but not as intense as I imagined it would be. Sometimes, I think that I must live for toda, and that I should live life to the fullest, but it’s not like that for me, it just won’t work that way, in other words, not applicable =). Sacrifices are made for the greater good, I realize.
Um…I just want to let you know, that you are so DARN wrong in thinking that I don’t have the slightest idea on who YOU are…you POMPOUS IMP…I actually know YOU…let’s just put it this way…it hurt so bad I don’t have the COURAGE for confrontation…for confirmation…only time will tell…maybe…just maybe I won’t want to do anything with you anymore…I won’t even, perhaps, bother to find out the TRUTH…die monster die!!!
When it’s not alright?
When it’s not okay?
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will say alright?
Will you say okay?
Will you stick with me through whatever or run away?
Where did I go wrong I lost a friend?
Somewhere along in the bitterness…
I was young but I wasn’t naïve
And after all this time
I never thought we’d be here
And my love for you is blind
But I couldn’t make you see it
That I loved you more than you’ll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
It’s not that I don’t wanna share my life with you
I gotta let you know before I let you in
That who I am is not about who I am with
I don’t mean I don’t wanna be here with you, I do
Um…I just want to let you know, that you are so DARN wrong in thinking that I don’t have the slightest idea on who YOU are…you POMPOUS IMP…I actually know YOU…let’s just put it this way…it hurt so bad I don’t have the COURAGE for confrontation…for confirmation…only time will tell…maybe…just maybe I won’t want to do anything with you anymore…I won’t even, perhaps, bother to find out the TRUTH…die monster die!!!