Why are some people so irrational and annoying? I do know how to do the job and access the drive from my pc. But that "old" unreasonble lady actually told me to go sit infront of her to get the job done. I am certainly surprised at that suggestion cause no one in the right mind would do that. My pc is working. Her reason was her secretary know the job better and if in doubt she can guide me. Its only a stone throw away from the secretary's table. Just 2 big steps! Further, the door to the room was never lock. So you can just enter.

I cannot see the reason in it and went in to ask her. She just want me to sit infront of her and do the work. She just gave that sturborn answer. I simply said that it would make my job easier cause I can do other thing at the same time too. She said that by then I can simply go back to my table and perform whatever I want again. I told her its not convenient cause I may need to read my mail and my colleague may ask me something. And she said "What mail do you have?", "why can't you come in to do the job" and "what thing do they have to ask you". Oh...considering her a married woman but barren. Hopefully her partner can survive well and be happy.

Never thought that a woman can be that mean and childish. Looks smart but sometime it just aren't what they look to be. Talk about respect and she had none. The head was sitting outside with us and she enjoys the view in the room.

Warning letters was email to any one who never participate in certain activities and bombs you with questions. What is so important that you do not want to join them. If you answer is personal. She will keep questioning till you tell her the "personal" thing that you need to attend to. Some people just do not know the meaning of  "personal". Any normal person will stop short and not question cause it meant to be pte and confidential. Want to know all things that is happening and trying to be helpfull. Telling people not to talk so much and concentrate on working. But those who shot the pistal sound the loudest horn. You can do all things and others can't. Is she senile?

Is shizophrenia curable? Its very disheartening to hear from the doctors that this kind of thing will re-occur around about the same time as it last happened. I thought she was alright as she did not show signs of abnormality. But than again....(sigh). She had it a fews back. My first encounter with shizophrenia person. I heard the terms and names but not quite sure what sort of mental illness is it. I do not know the signs and symtoms to it. On the first few days when it first started, we seek for chinese medicine help. Later, change to see a doctor. Then was requested to have a CT scan for her brain. Advise to check up with the phyciatrist. But the counseling did not work and she was still funny and odd in all ways. We brought her to temple for prays, hoping that this will chase away the demons in her head as she kept complaining so. But it did not work miracle. So she was admitted into the hospital and issolate from all other people except the visitation of people who are close to her. Her ward is seperated and issolate building by itself with its own garden.

I sincerely hope she is fine and well again. But this time her recurrance did not strike us by surprise. We now know the signs and understand that she cannot control her mind and actions. She told us once that she lost her "soul" when she come through the last time. She can remember bits of things that happened and understand whet we are saying that time when she is not well. I thought she did not understand abit cause she was looked blank and show signs of agitations. She may not know how strong she is when she pushed people at that time when her mind is under "spell". She got this imagination of being under spell, being cursed and lousing her soul. When she come through and clear her mind, she regrets for her reaction but can't explain why she see things we couldn't. She told us what she sees and was very shaken if not under the medication. When will this end? Will it be forever that she has to rely on medication to control her mind. Stress is something that she will not be able to take. Unhappy incidents may bring back the illness. So how on earth can she be happy forever? I want to be happy forever too. 

Oh no. Do not know where and how to start. I am celebrating one year of silence, I guess. With my workplace not being able to access the internet and clocking my time over the documents. I kind of ignore this darling for a long time. And now I am very fond of going into youtube and look at those adorable pets. They just cheer you up for being silly. I must thank those wonderfull people for putting up those stuff. Thumbs up guys and girls! The language is another A+. I can learn at my free time and own pace. Perhaps there are other site that has this kind of service for learning language free online. That would be great. Hope to receive feedback on this though. Nite ^-^

Some people just got that attitude. She left the post a month ago and return. I returned the project that was passed to me when she left. Hoping that she can help to clear up the mess she made. Instead she tossed it back to me very rudely, and said "I told you not to put it back to me, didn't I"? its not this time only. She performed so friendly with the seniors and poise herself on top of other juniors. Worse, she lecture junior or new comer for making simple mistakes. She herself will delete and amended her mistakes as if no one knows. Previously she had been working for so long in that post and kept having erronous mistakes. She got the cheek to say it out loud. She should mirrored herself and stand in someone esle shoes. Always that smug look but not infront of those that may someday get her somewhere up in the company ladder chase.

Not very well taken. But thats a cucumber. Yap... thats a cucumber! It so juicy just off the plant. Not sure how one looks like after my mom plant it. Cute huh? Weird that it got black dots on its body when it grown bigger and the black dot just drop away with light touch. But it sure grows very fast. About a week or so and you can eat it. Didn't expect cucumber to be so hairy. Wonder if the yellow flower could be eaten as well? Anyone eat cucumber leafs? Just curious. Since the winter melon flower could be eaten. It taste good with fried eggs.

I just notice myself missing in action for more than a month. Its been so long since my last blog. My eyes seems to be getting smaller and squinting real hard at the screen while typing. Not sure if I need to pay a visit to the specialist. My work entails lots of datas to be updated. The screen are completed taken up by the small print in numbers! And after a days work, you just find yourself going "blind". My eyes are sore and dry at times that watching TV become a headache.

There aren't any walls to seperate the departments. Just waist high partition. And it looks to be pretty tough for people to mingle together. Let's say its a quiet environment. People seems to be whispering and not talking. Its irritating that some people thought that they had all the experience and ignore you when you give the advice.  And when you are not with them, you are the odd one.

I am not complaining just comparing. Ha. I used to be in a loud and noisy working envirnment. Then I had to get use to this sort of changes. I can't see why hand phone ringer had to be silence. Read from somewhere, that say  "make the office your second home". That is when I needed solace and retreat. It could never happen to me I hope. Office politics is a never ending topics. Questioning myself who started it and who gave it a name? You can't study office politics or can you? But anyone will pick it up sometime. Its not a skill to be proud of, but at least it can wain you off the bad track. Another busy day goes by and tomorrow ..................huh another day of squinting my eyes.  

Feel sad not having the time to blog. With Lunar New Year coming and new environment to adjust to. Don't quite seem to find the time for anything. Its really bored. No internet services in work place. No periodicals. Its just work place for work.  I wished they would be more becoming. It would be a more wonderful place to work. Oh...I missed this blogging and my beauty sleep and my internet. Life without internet sure is dull. Well, work is work, and tomorrow you will to be up early and face another boring day.

 

 Happy Valentine Everyone.

 

Uh....First time getting into new upgraded blog site. I must have been very slow. Great surprises actually. The page is grey....I thought is going to be more color and glam and glare my vision. Surprises is surprises.

Heavy downpour in december and January was a horror. I had never encounter anything like it. One part of my ceiling went away and ...ka boom it fall. Or should I say, the workmanship now is utterly bad and cannot compare with our predecessor. This house is running only in its fifth year. Things inside out looks to be in need of great repair work. I never had problems in previous kampong house. 

With chinese new year coming, I am still undecided whether to bake my own biscuits or buy it. Hey all guys and girls out there, if you have nice biscuits or cookies recipe mind send it to me? It can be in english or chinese. Malay.....tough lah. Though I do understand abit but that restrict only to ordering food. Ha ha Thanks A Lot!