i'm so happy cuz yesterday i wasted my friend,  she runaway by her self,   her own make  like thiis. before, shes come to me n tell me she need some money for some utility, ok i can help u n i just ask how much money will u need,  she answer 100.000, ok  i said  i need some money too for this week but its oky i will give u the money, then i haven't some money on hand cuz that we going to ATM together n withdraw money for u, nothing gone wrong, ok  then  i said i'll  take a bath, wait a minute n we're go together to ATM, she still lay down in my bed, but when i was clear from bath, i'm looking for her, oh.. she is nothing here, hey where the fuck are u, so bad she disappear, she was run n sending sms  she is going without permit and said let the money used for whatever u need, seem she is mope, that is same like whine baby, n she never contact me so far, i think damn it, she is like a virgin with her fuckn stupid act, dont call me back virgin cuz that just faze me! u think are u right, not! u fuckn whimper.         

what happen i cant sleep for 3 night, my mind find something i cant understand,  night gone   flash, disorder in my brain something unclear  haunting on me rise n sink but i cant explain what is, that very abstract n undefined, like parasite of an evil when whichever killed some other rise up, i always  wake every  hour on the night n confusion why an abstract thinking faze on me i'm near to frustrate for that, i'm trying to free that  n i do hit something around me  i scream in a while rage indefinite again, c'mmon get out i dont invite u, than i did consult with my near people i tell i cant sleep and they said i'm insomnia, i never told i have something crazy in my mind that undefined n unclear, i guess i'm not insomnia but i dont know what the problem that hounting, so what everyone think for me, i'm not fall in crazy but i just disorganized my live maybe until a little evil unwanted doing on me confusing my mind n haunting on me , thats heavy to unload then like disease which shackle, now disease make i hate everyone i has damn circumstance when every one very onnoy with their act , i realy think their so bore,  i never left my self although disease n an evil on me to whisper hate n het everyone,  i love u mthr fucker blow your ash, i'm on probation to normally, i just can say what i've done? make my live feel near in hell, get out u undefined fuck u.           

fuck around me, i dont like u anyway rejoice n laugh without  u bitch, too sloppy flash u anyway i like this shit to write some bitch liar too sly she just like want to fuck each other, i have many more like u bitch i did wasted u before haha cuz i never enough like u to treat u more batter u right im liar too cuz i know about u wild i did shit to make u trush but u are the one shit too we are tie, i aint mad too i just think we are  the same counterfeit, twin liar we did not feel  nowadays drive your way im flatter u know im saying bitch see the next episode.