I never felt this pain before.
Everything you said were hurting me,
Very deep, very deep!
Can you see I'm bleeding?
It is very hard to fall into you.
I always tried, trying to get attention from you,
But you never look at me when I stand near you.
The only thing I can get from you was neglect.
I do everything just wants to make you laugh,
And you are so important to me.
But sacrifice didn't make satisfy.
I can't make you belong to me.
You never catch me when I fall,
Anything you said was just a lie.
I'm laying in the hospital now coz I'm bleeding non stop!
You keep on hurting me.
Now you've better learn how to treat me right.
I was so stupid that I would believe in you!
Everything you've promised me was empty.
You are totally invalid in my world.
My heart is breaking apart now,
My tears are running down my face now....
I can't show you my weakness,
So I am crying without making a sound.
I hide myself in the corner when the day gone dark,
I'm living in the situation of fear!
Scare of the darkness coz you just look like them!
What you've did to me?
First you gave me thousand of expectation,
Then you crash everything you gave!
Everything you said, everything you did was killing me!
I thought you were the one who would take away my sorrow.
Now I knew that I was wrong,
I can't stand you anymore,
I wish that I could wipe away the memory of you.
You are the reason of my pain.
[Happy 2008]
[31st December 2007, 22.00++ Countdown]
Usually, I would welcome the new year with my friends at the beach near by, this year also. We went to Glory Beach, we walked around the beach, we saw different kind of people around there, BBQ, chatting, playing games and a lot! I also met many old friends that day. Almost the time to welcome 2008, I havent countdown yet, then fireworks just started at the loud noise and 2008 came without notice. Even though, I was satisfy the fireworks because it was so awesome.
[1st January 2008, 00.00++ Greeting of Love]
The first day of 2008, I've received thousand of greeting from my friends. Thank you everyone!
[Same day, 01.00++ The Best of Memory]
HeHe, took pictures with my friends, leaving the best memory in my life...Friendship is the best thing, Good friends are the best gift that I've receive on the first day of 2008. A new year but in my life there is still got an old chapter titled "You're still my good friend". Thanks for you all continue become my good friends!
...the first day of 2008 was full with joy and expectation.
Cheer up guys^^
A year older, Happy Birthday (2 myself)!! Today is 31st OCT, it's halloween and also my birthday. HeHe. [Happy Halloween to everyone!!]
Long time didnt blog at here. Everything changed and my profile also changed already. Update recently.
Having school holiday now, two more day then open school. Next Monday gonna be very crazy because EXAM!!! I used my school holiday to revise everything. Good luck to myself for the coming up exam.
OMG! I got a long time didnt update my blog @ here....Now I am back
The best gift that I can give this X'mas is my handmade X'mas greeting card. Buying X'mas gifts are quite waste my money. Usually I will make some X'mas greeting cards to giving to my friends. I will design different X'mas cards. Those X'mas greeting cards are unique, creative and full of my truly heart! Altought those X'mas greeting cards are very simple in design but they are full of my faithful wishes and greeting! I think that my handmade X'mas greeting card is the best gift that I can give to my friends during X'mas.
Here is some pictures of my handmade X'mas greeting cards.
Cool December!!
All I want for X'mas is a Ferrari...
I have submit my favourite car "Ferrari" picture @ mobtage...
pls vote 4 my pic!!!!!
Cool! Our MotoAlert Artist of this month is My Chemical Romance. They have released their latest album called "The Black Parade"
My Chemical Romance: Gerard Way (vocals); Frank Lero, Ray Toro (guitar); Mikey Way (bass guitar); Bob Bryar (drums). Additional personnel: Cheech Lero, Jamie Muhoberac, Liza Minelli, Rob Cavallo. On this ambitious 2006 outing, My Chemical Romance boldly follows in the footsteps of Green Day, both in working with producer Rob Cavallo and in taking a conceptual route (a la AMERICAN IDIOT). The result is an impressive collection of songs that finds the goth-leaning New Jersey punk-pop group transforming itself into the title''s "Black Parade," a darkly clad marching band that relates the woeful tale of "the Patient," as portrayed by frontman Gerard Way (who bleached his hair blond to convey the character''s sickness). In addition to bringing--believe it or not--the equally dramatic and eye-liner-loving Liza Minelli on board for a guest appearance, My Chemical Romance proves its theatrical mettle by moving from the melancholy grandeur of "Welcome to the Black Parade," which bears an undeniable Queen influence, to "Cancer," an emotive piano-driven ballad. Lifted by its lush, inventive arrangements and Way''s dynamic vocal performances, THE BLACK PARADE effectively stakes its claim as the SGT. PEPPER''S of the brooding Myspace set, and secures My Chemical Romance''s shadowy space in rock history.
Track Listing :
1. End., The
2. Dead!
3. This Is How I Disappear
4. Sharpest Lives, The
5. Welcome To The Black Parade
6. End., The
7. House of Wolves
8. Cancer
9. Mama
10. Sleep