I'm not feeling well, i have stapping pains in my chest and my sholder going down into my boobs.

My mum said i could be getting the flu, which would suck big time because i was sick only a little while ago. It's very uncompftable and i can't sit still, and now i'm getting a headache. My baby brother is sick, which is hard for my mum and step dad, so i don't want to worry them with it. I did mention it though just in case. It's probebly nothing to worry about though.

I've been trying to apply for jobs on seek.com but it doesnt seem to help if i dn't have any experience. So i'm going to apply at powerhouse and see how i go there. It's annoying to apply for so many places and not get a job, i start to think there's something wrong with me... but i'm not going to give up, i need a job, i need money.

So i should be off, good bye.

It's hard to believe that an Aussie Icon as big around the world is gone. I'm sure millions of people around the world are mourning the death of croc hunter Steve Irwin.

I wasn't a fan of his but still i feel the pain that many other would be feeling now. I'm finding it hard to believe that he is really gone. He always seemed so sure of what he was doing and was the last person i thought of not dying of old age. I know that everyone's hearts are going out to his lovely wife and children who would be hurt by this more then any other.

He had a life doing the things he loved and thats the most important thing. RIP Steve Irwin...

After about a year of not being able to play one of my favourite games i finially got it again. And it's strange because as i go though doing things i still remember how to do most of it, and i'm kicking butt. There are parts where i can't get it in a few goes and that drives me crazy but i still have fun, i think thats whats good about the game.

Also it takes me away from everything and it lets be let out anger or pain :D ohhh my postal *hugs computer*

Avast i must be off....

byes ;)

I dont know what i'm doing... I have canstant butterflies and just want all my thoughts to go away and leave me clueless...

I need to get over him... i need to kill the pain i feel from him not wanting me... can't someone help me please, save me from my pain and thoughts...

Why is it that when you have something thats a big part of your life you think it's going to be there forever, and you wish it'll be there forever. Then it leaves and no matter how many people say to get over it you just can't. Then you're left thinking about it and wishing the pain will go away and it doesn't. This is true if someone close to us dies, but thats not what i'm talking about.

I lost something that was a big part of my life, and although it was a couple moths ago i just can't thinking about it. I dream about it. I know people want me to get over it, but no matter how i try i can't. I tryed for a little while and it just wasn't what i wanted, so what am i ment to do?

I can't just turn away like it never excisted, it'll always be part of me... and that makes me so angry with myself, i get those really big buterflies that just wont leave me alone...

Attie...  

Well i should be at school but am feeling like crap. I have a sore throat and i have a headache, I'm just hoping i didn't get tonsilitis from one of my mates. Because that would suck. So i'm sitting at home not doing anything. My mum said i had to start the washing up, something i'm not looking forward to doing because it looks like we own a restuant the amount of crap that piles up.

Because my mum and dad are devorced i go and see my dad, i went over there for a week and when i got back the dishes where so piled up we had nothing left. No cutlry, no dishes, no pots or pans. It was gross. It's like my mum and her bf are unable to do the washing up themselves and would rather live in a dump... i mean ew! well i must be off like a bucket of prawns in the sun.

See ya landlubbers

HI :)

My names Attie and guess what... i'm new, yay. One of my girlfriends shows me the site, so i decided to join it. I don't actually know what i'm ment to do on here, hehe. I mean i know about doing this and i filled in my details, lol.

So... yes i like pirates, quite a lot. :P and tomorrow i'm getting a tamagotchi :D so i can have a pet... hehe well thats quite enough from me...

FAREWELL!