Time Check: 3:00 am sharp.!! oh my gaaaa.!! I've been doingthe draft our feasibility study, chapter 4.. wahehehe.. and now i'm done with it.. anyweiz.. i'm aout to do the flash presentation but my head really aches.. hmmm.. that's all.. wahehehe.. i think ive been awake for 22 hours.. hahaha.

i call it sonnet 12.31.06

Every time you look deep into my eyes,
I just can't describe my feelings for you.
I just can't help it but to find a clue.
You have left my heart freezing like an ice.
Wanting to be near you, my body cries.
But this unknown feeling should not pursue.
Mystified if my heart belongs to you,
Seeing you with her, my heart slowly dies.
I will wait for you `till the end of time.
For me, waiting for you is still worth it.
I will not give you up just like a dime.
Again, let's wait for fate to let us meet.
Do not wait for us to commit a crime.
"I want to call you mine", says my heart beat.

haayz.. i don't know how to start my blog today.. well. of course i miss blogging in mobbed.. i always visit it but sometimes, i dont really have enought time to make a post..

anyweiz.. my valentine's is cold.. me and edwin are in a complicated relationship.. he's not my boyfriend and i'm not even his girlfriend.. but we really love each other.. you don't have to have a title as girlfriend or boyfriend if you you know mentally what your feelings are.. right?..

but there's one problem.. he wants to let go of me.. not because they'll be going abroad or whatsoever reason.. but.. there was just a comparison between us when my friend (which is his neice) told everything about us in front of their relatives.. (edwin is not an old man okay? he's just 17 yrs old).. so.. that's where it started.. and then.. maybe.. he started realizing that he's not good for me because im so smart.. and everything.. i'm not telling that he ain't smart.. it's just that.. he's not serious to his studies.. get it?

for me.. it's not an excuse. right?.. he told me that he really loves me.. and he even cried over the phone.. haayz..

i want to believe him.. but why can't he fight his love for me? or prove to them that we're really meant for each other.? what's the problem with that?.. OH GOD.. please do so help me.. now.. i don't know if his hiding from me.. because i didn't receive even one text from him this day.. even a phone call.. oh.. i can't help it but to cry hard.. really really hard.. i just loved him soo much.. now.. im celebrating my valentine's with full of sorrow.. tears.. and pain..

okay..

i want to share my feelings here in my blog..

soo.. my day is really really cold.. i waited for edwin to text me for the whole morning.. and i did not receive anything.. not one text msg from him.. and soo.. i still waited.. until it was already our dismissal time which was 5pm in the afternoon.. haayz.. my day was soo cold.. very very cold.. the weather just goes with the flow of my feelings.. then.. me and queenie should have started working on our macromedia flash presentation for our filipino subject.. but the hell.. aina.. was there with us, and said that we can start doing it tomorrow.. and she even made my mother's birthday today as an excuse.. ((HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM))..!! she said that i should go home early to celebrate my mom's birthday.. but can't she see that my mom will not be home by 8:30pm.. and my mom already allowed me to go to queenie's house.. but she still insisted what she want.. soo.. i said goodbye to them.. not talkin.. no reaction at all.. and i just want to cry that time..

it's really unfair for me.. she always take everything from me.. it's as if she's jealous of what i have.. err.!!

anyweiz.. back to edwin..

at last.. he already texted me.. and it's just a short msg actually.. "call me here in my phone pls.?".. that's what he said.. and.. because i miss him.. i love him.. and because i'm stupid.......................i called him... then.. in my surprise.. he told me that he's on his way to bellevue hotel in alabang.. he's driving his own car with his friends.. and i asked him.."what you gonna do over there?".. "i'll attend our JS prom" he replied.. okay.. it's like.. whoah.. i didn't even know that today is their prom day.. argh.!!! this day really sucks.!!! haaayz.. and today.. im paranoid because i don't know what's happening over there.. if he's dancing wth someone else.. waaaaaaaaaah.!!! i just wanna cry.. i want to sleep and i don't want to wake up.. and it'll just end up like that.. haaayz..

okay.. it's like.. it's oh so freezing in here right? because they say that the ice in northpole are melting.. i don't know if it's true..

anyweiz.. did you know that yesterday.. we just had our swimming because it was our P.E. and we're all like freezing.. because it's really really cold..

and because of our vanity.. we took a picture of ourselves before and after we jumped into that pool of our school :)

BEFORE..


AFTER..

whew.!! now, i'm really back to mobbed.!! and i hella miss it..

here's the reason why i haven't been visiting my mobbed..

- i had a hectic schedule.. and josh knows it.. aight?

- we have to finish alot of school projects..

- i have to study hard..

- i have to take some rest.. 

- and we have to finish that damn movie project..

and these are all done.. except for the fact that i should really study hard to make my parents proud.. :)

okay..

ate josh is a really really great help for me and and my classmates (for the whole section actually)..  she helped us to look for an editing studio where we could edit our movie project.. soo.. the studio's name is: DIGITAL FUSION PRODCTION.. hmm.. so.. we went there last wednesday..

It's me, aina, queenie, arnie, you, alfred, and shen..

here's the sitch.. i'm the only one who had a chance to go home.. they all slept over in the unit..  and they didn't slept for that long.. if i remember it right.. the longest hour they slept was 2 hrs.? hehehe.. then the next day.. i went back.. i brought some clothes for them and alot of chips and chocolates.. hmm. what else.? oh.. that same day.. me and uncle edward found out that we're relatives.. and we'll never know that, if ate josh didn't reffered us to them.. so she's really an angel.. hehehe.. and that same day.. me, queenie and aina were the only one left.. i think we were by 2:30am.. this one is really an adventure for all of us.. anyweiz..

it's a big thanks to our editor.. KUYA RYAN.!! he's really good.. he pampered us.. he's really a pro editor.. :) and he's cute.. :) hahaha..

soo.. i only have a pic of kuya rj (one of their ka tropa) and my uncle :)

the one who wears blue is my uncle :) and kuya rj is the one beside him :)(you should click read more to see the pic)  

 

hmm..is it love again..?

waaah..

i think im starting to like him.!!

ate josh.!! i nid you.!!

help.!!

i dont know if i'm falling for him..

he's soo sweet..

and damn..

he really makes my day.!! aww..

and i'm surely loving it..

i hope he's the one for me..

siya na din ang nagsabi..

"sana ako ang maging last bf mo.."

aww.. isn't that sweet.. :)

 

wow.. it's been a long time that i haven't visit my blog.. whew..

but now i have a lil time 2 spend with my mobbed.. :)

okay..

today is dec. 31 and later on.. we will be welcoming 2007..

a new year for us to change our wrong doings..

a new chance for us to live our lives to the fullest..

a year that we should thank for..

hehehe..

anyweiz..

i miss you all guys.!!

may you all have a pleasant new year to come.!!

 

~~message for the mobbed squad..

-Gus..

thank you for the moolahs you have given us.. we really appreciate it.. even though it's 10, 20, or 50 and we rarely get 200..

 -Lenny

Thanks for making our lives pinky.!!

- Donny

Thanks for putting sunshine in our lives..



 

waaaah!! bored ako!! wala ako ka text!! tsk tsk tsk.. kainis.. hahaha.. post nio lang cell #s nio.. taz magtxt n lng ako.. ty.. :)