waaahuhuhu...i can't sleep coz my bf and i juz broke up... we ended it well though but im still reluctant of letting him go! i spent 5 hours crying!...huhu what am i suppose to do? my day's never complete without getting to talk to him & hearing his voice!...i dont want us to be just the best of friends..i want more than that!...i'll surely miss him though...and now he's courting a new gurl...and im so jealous!...huhuhu how could anything like this happen to me??huhu we worked out just fine! but why was he telling me that it's better to end it up?oohh!...do u think he juz fell out of love for me..or perhaps is he sick & tired of me?huhuhu i sacrificed almost everything for this guy and on the 18th next month is suppose to be our anniversary...aawww!!! it hurts!...i hope i will be able to move on! oh please God, help me to move on! i dont wanna feel so miserable!...huhuhu

waaaaaaah! how come some church leaders are so O.A.!!! i hope the da vinci code film won't be banned...huhuhu i really wanna watch the film!

haaaayzzzzz.....can't wait to go back to school!....kainis talaga pag alang pasok, ala allowance!...hmmmp!... comments nmn jan h para may magawa nmn me d2!hehehe

 

 

enjoy your summer everyone!!!!

 

god bless y'all.... 

SmiLe in Ur hEaRt i hAd a fEeLing thAt you'Re hOldiNg mY hEarT aNd i kNow tHat it iS tRue yOu woUldnt let bE brOken apArt 'CauSe it's muCh tOo deAr tO you fOrEver weLL be tOgetHer nO onE cAn breAk us apArt fOr ouR LovE wiLL tRuly bE A wOnderful Smile in yoUR heARt When tHe niGht cOmes, anD i'm KeePing you'Re heArt hOw i fEel s0 much mOre SecuRe yOu would'Nt let mE cLose my eYes sO I cAn seE tHrouGh anD tHrouGh yOu're a swEet aNd teNder LoVer wE Are sO mUch in LovE i'M nOt afRaid wHen yoU fAr awAy jUst giVe me youRe Smile in youRe hEart You bRighten my dAY sHowin mE my diRection

 Please come now

I think I'’m falling

I'’m holding on to all I think is safe

It seems I found the road to nowhere

And I'’m trying to escape

I yelled back when I heard thunder

But I'’m down to one last breath

And with it

let me say...let me say

 

*Hold me now

I'’m six feet from the edge and

I'’m thinking

That maybe six feet

Ain'’t so far down

 

I'’m looking down now that it'’s over

Reflecting on all of my mistakes

I thought I found the road to somewhere

Somewhere in His grace

I cried out heaven save me

But I'’m down to one last breath

And with it let me say

Let me say ...

 

 repeat *

 

Sad eyes follow me

But I still believe there'’s something left for me

So please come stay with me

'‘Cause I still believe there'’s something left for you and me

For you and me

For you and me

 

repeat *

 Well I just heard the news today

It seems my life is going to change

I closed my eyes, begin to pray

Then tears of joy stream down my face

 

*With arms wide open

Under the sunlight

Welcome to this place

I'll show you everything

With arms wide open

 

Well I don't know if I'm ready

To be the man I have to be

 I'll take a breath, take her by my side

We stand in awe, we've created life

 

repeat *

 

Now everything has changed

I'll show you love

I'll show you everything

With arms wide open

 

If I had just one wish

Only one demand

I hope he's not like me

I hope he understands

That he can take this life

And hold it by the hand

And he can greet the world

With arms wide open...

Why-oh-Why??? why is it im always hurt by the one i love and always been loved by someone i dont? but the saddest thing that hurts is, though i try to choose the one who loves me my heart still long for the one who hurts me!

Hello my friend we meet again

It'’s been a while

where should we begin…

feels like forever

Within my heart are memories

Of perfect love that you gave to me

I remember

 

*When you are with me

I'’m free

I'm careless

I believe

Above all the others

we'’ll fly

This brings tears to my eyes

My sacrifice

 

We'’ve seen our share of ups and downs

Oh how quickly life can turn around in an instant

It feels so good to reunite

Within yourself and within your mind

Let'’s find peace there

 

repeat *

 

I just want to say hello again

You know that you are always in my mind,

in my heart,

in my soul

And everywhere that I can think of

You know that I will always be just fine

I'm okay,

I'm alright,

I am superb

And everything that I can think of

 

*But not really

and I am sorry

'Cause you're not here,

lying next to me

 

**So c'mon and get me, get me, get me

Baby I'm yours

c'mon and get me

You'll never be lonely, lonely, lonely

So baby... c'mon and get me

 

You know that I have always dreamed of you,

only you,

in the day,

in the night

Every waking hour of my life

You know that I will always be just fine

I'm okay,

I'm alright,

I am superb

And everything that I can think of 

 

repeat** 2x